not happy

okay so shenny complained to me the other day over McD fries that i wasn't updating properly here, only concentrate on my own blog. she said "everytime you update, it's those online tests and quizzes!!"

okay lah sorry lah.

so here i am.

i am sitting at LaMee gadong now because i was going to go to B.Lau to apply for australian unis. just in case singapore doesnt fall through. which uni to apply hmm,....

ANYWAY. i got to gadong around 9am right, then i went to the office, it opens at 10! OMG WHY SO LATE. so in the morning they work from 10am to 12pm then lunch 2hrs then work another 2.5 hours then go home? WHY LIKE THAT ONE! how can like that!!

so i decided going home again wouldnt make sense, so i came over here with my sexy new laptop to try to be like those annoying pretentious brats who goes to cafes with their laptops, sip coffee and act cool.

i dont think it's working because

1. my face has a scrunched up look because i am being a passive smoker. i am effin annoyed by the middleaged people at the table beside me, smoking like theres no tomorrow. can't scold them, WHY am i sitting in the smokers section, because non=smokers is full?
   
2. i am looking semi bloated by breakfast of 2.50BND only. not bad price for a bowl of not bad lamee. struggling to finish it tho. my tummy has been intolerant towards breakfast lately. NOT GOOD. must eat breakfast to stay healthy.
3. my laptop face is ugly. i can see it from the reflection of my glossy monitor. HAHAHAA.

okay it's 10am already. i'm out.


ps. i could be at home sleeping still!! why bother waking up as early as 8am when i only slept at 3am. grrr!!

dr. freud says..

You Are in the Genital Stage of Development

According to Dr. Freud, you've reached the genital stage of development. Whatever issues you may have had in your childhood have been resolved. You don't have any hang ups, and you are able to function as a stable adult. You are the model of being well-adjusted, and you are able to balance your life beautifully.

What Freudian Stage Are You In?

3.17 am

I ought to be asleep now!

Shen..hehe, the video i put there is a Beijing Olympic theme song, which I like alot also coz a lot of stars get together and represent the Chinese people community.

The Sichuan earthquake.. is freaky. Even Beijing, all the way north of China could feel it..eventhough it occured miles away.

I wish I could watch that on TV, the fund-raising thing. But I can't.

I was watching a youtube video of the earthquake the other day and then went on to read the comments on the video. And this obviously "American" guy commented saying how China deserves this cause they've caused many kids to die from lead poisoning from the toys they manufacture. And other products they manufacture have also got high mercury content. Well, this is true butttt.. I find it very cruel for him to be saying stuff like that. Must there be revenge on one another continuously? I don't think it's necessary.

Anyway.. China is definitely aware that their country's reputation is being distorted by the media around the world. Another case is their reluctance to allow Tibet to gain independence from them. Then China keeps defending itself, telling people not to believe what they see on Tv, newspapers, internet..etc. I guess this is also to support the upcoming Olympic games.

There was a protest here in Melbourne few weeks ago. There are freaking a lot of China people here man! Most of them are students btw. They were marching from one end of the city till halfway.

Anyway.. enough about China.. let's talk about Burma. Goodness gracious me! To me, they are facing a far worst disaster than China. I read this post (http://timothytiah.blogspot.com/2008/05/burma.html) and found out how saddening the situation in Burma is. It's like their own government is turning itself against its own people. Dumbasses!

just how frail we are to the nature..

I'm also proud of the chinese people in the world, Jas.. watching all the people and stars gather/unite together to raise the funds for the Sichuan's Earthquake.. I feel so so touched. It's hardly, hardly you can see all stars unite together ey in a show, answering phone calls for donations; Jay chow, leehom, fish leong, mayday and so many more, in the taipei, hk and beijing's fund raising show.

I feel so bad for what happened to the people in Sichuan laa, just how I wish I can go there and help to do something for the people there, and also in Myanmar. sighs` May god bless them all and hope everything will end well for them soon.

so let us spread our love out to them ey..by whatever means we can..

This is not a blog post

I tried ALOT of times to post my comments on the intense debate thingy. But everytime I think it's ok and refresh the page, it just goes Poof! and it's gone.

Lucky I copied the whole thing..so now I can paste here..hehe

Shen: haha, yeah.. remember how full we were after too much "tehs"? woahh..camping in Brunei.. i SCARREed. No, better go holidays!! Lagi more DEAL!

YC: NO working in this blog.. only socialising is Allowed! HAHA

Jonathan: hello there, didn't know u read our stuff here as well. Yeah, Super hate lab sessions, they're so frustating. And yes, definitely the course i've chosen is a BIG factor.

Joyman: Haha, I Salute U man! I wanna work too, but I'm so afraid that I might neglect my studies and fail. But gotta do that during holidays, IF i can find a job



p/s: Ok..I add something here. See this video.. I like the song and I feel proud of all the Chinese people in the world.haha I feel a bit lame. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HH2vaK2IQk4

life oh life

Why is my life so redundant?

Like everyday, I do the same the same boring things. Is life meant to be redundant?

I wake up, I RUSH to uni, go through hours of classes and come home. Study, think of what to eat...... SO BORING!!

During weekends, I either catch up with studies or do nothing important like waste time. But time always flies by quickly even during weekends, haih..

I bet everyone complains about how boring his/her life is. Or am I wrong? Nah, maybe u have a more interesting life than I do. You might say that in Brunei, u only limteh limteh. But I'll tell u, I'd really love to do that and it's not boring at all. It's better than having to be at home, studying forever, and always thinking about how to use ur time well, not letting any extra time go to waste.

I really really really wanna go camping. Don't know why I have the mood for that. But it's so fun man.. I should go during the june/july holidays but it'll definitely be bloody cold coz it's winter.

weehee!

happy happy.

What happened this week from Monday to Friday?

4 assignments due (one of which is a 1500 words essay)
1 lab session (3 hrs of frustration)
1 mid-semester test worth 20% of the total final mark for the subject.


Haih.. it's all over. I'm so damn glad.

Ooh, I watched Iron Man. Not that great I feel.. I reckon guys would like it better.

miracle, mana uu..

Oh no oh nooooooo.... 11 more days to my first exam... someone please help.. Im so easily distracted, and my attention span in studying is so so short.... like less than an hour.. sighs` the distractions are like deadly poison, poison poison poison... they are poisoning my mind now.... and now, the poison inside me is driving me here to blog... AHHHHHHHHHHH! im blogging blogging all the poisons out now..... *malimaliHUNG..... MaliMaliHUNG.....*
DMM~ =X

sniffs... ANTIDOTE.. im in need of antidote.. *screams for Antidote*

*cries from physics and maths*

*laughs from accounting*

and I DIE liaos...... ='(

TAGGED!

Got tagged by Felicia.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Before 30.. hehe=)

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Umm, anywhere actually... best if they sponsor my expenses too. Haha..

3. What’s your favorite thing to do?
KTV! Hahaha..

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Nops..

5. Name 3 good points of the second person on your list of tagged people:
Carmen - hyper, funny and nice to hang out with..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Um, dont think so...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My loved ones.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
SHOPPING!!! then treat my friends and family to a big feast;party party.. then save some for myself then donates the rest to charity..

9. What is the one thing that makes you happy?
one thing that WILL make me happy now is.. my grades in the coming august... CREDITS!

10. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to have a bright future ahead me...

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
to love me for who I am.. ^^

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
liar, backstabber.. the bad ones~

13. What is your ambition?
I wished I still know...

14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
I dont wana be teleport alone.. :)

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family and friends..

16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
I wished I knew what I want to do after my O levels, but uhwells...like what fel said.. mistakes makes a person what they are now..and with that mistake I made.. I know I'l not repeat it again in the future.. =)

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Haha, I dont know how to answer this question..

18. What is the one thing you definitely can do without?
i dont know, but I know what I cant do without... haha=D

19. What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could?
to fly an aeroplane.. haha

20. So I’m supposed to add in my personal question.. My question is -> are u bored right now?
YES, I am.. xP

TAGS : Jasmine, Carmen, Amilyn, Joshua, Yenchuan, Kaiping, and people who read this blog.. =D

So yes, Im bored now.. and I still cant concentrate fully on studies..so Im not really prepared for my upcoming exams, yet.. sighs` I told myself on monday that from this week onwards I'l stay home and just study study study.... but.. lol~ Nvm..I'l restart the whole thing again..tomorrow! Hahaha.. don mind me~ Im still as crappy.. oh no.. Im crappy.. that means Fel hates me. Hahaha =x
DMM!!

And Jas, I checked that site out and it's gross really.. yc showed it to me... hmm..so Im not curious anymore,and that image will stuck with me tonight too, hopefully I'l forget about it tomorrow..

*screams* EXAM is so near... counting down the days left for me to prepare for the exams... 12 more days.

And I can hear physics calling out for me now... 'shenny oh shenny... come read me now... '
oh naw.. accounting is calling me too... 'read me first... u haven practice with me since......i lost count ledy....'

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ^@^

my throat hurts!

Yesterday was suckiest day ever.

Woke up to a very very painful throat. Every time I swallow my saliva, it's damn painful. Then I felt a slight fever.

By night time, it became full-on fever. I can actually feel a heat wave underneath my blanket. And yes, lucky the medcines I took work for at least my fever, but not for the damn sore throat it's still there..right NOW!

Anyway... do u swear a lot to yourself, like maybe in your head or to yourself out loud? Hahha I just wonder, cause I do that ALOT! hehe, like when I can't solve a question I'll go "Ahh, fuck this shit.. don't wanna do it already", or "what the fuckkkk.. damn it man, omg what the fucking hell was I thinking?" hahaha, wah wah wah sounds so vulgar in words. But you probably won't ever hear me say that. HAHAHA I remember someone using "chi-bong"..AHAHHA who uses that ah?

Ok, u know right.. last two nights, I saw something so disgusting. If many of you are interested I'll give u the link. It was forwarded to me by email...omg after seeing it, I deleted it straightaway, but then the image got stuck in my mind for the rest of the night. I guessed it was photoshopped, but still, it's very eeww. UNTIL i had to go search for it on yahoo and see it again, hoping I would numb my disgusting feelings for it. And I was RIGHT. It WAS photoshopped. But still mann..grossed me out~ I swear I'd rather see some ghostly things than this.

Shenny would feel gali about it. HINT: it's her weak point. HAHAHAHH. Shen, U should not see it, ok. Lyn, i think u brave enough, u might be able to take it. HAHAA, that's if u want to.

Eh, I might be exaggerating too much. Don't blame me if u've seen it before and if u think it's no biggie. To ME, IT IS!

I had to think it away when I slept and when I woke up, it popped up in my mind. stupid. but that was two days ago. last night, i slept to a fever. and now I don't think about it already :P

So, who wants to see it?

U know, this made me recall all the disgusting things I've ever seen in my life. I remember watching the American soldier get his head cut off by the Iraq/Afghanistan person. Damn gali. Then another one is, a girl eating shit that's coming out of a person's ass..directly.aaaahhh.. disgusting.

Ok, I go puke now(not literally).

byee.

More tests!!

Your Risk Taking Level: Medium-High

You're not afraid of a little (or a lot) of risk. In fact, you pretty much live to take chances. Consequences be damned, you are willing to go for it. And if it doesn't work out, at least people can't say you didn't try!

Are You a Risk Taker?

What Your Flip Flops Say About You

You are crazy, and mostly in a good way. You have wild ideas, many of which seem drug induced. You are open to new experiences, and you are a bit of a drifter. You're never sure what you'll be doing tomorrow.. and you like it that way. Your ideal warm weather place: the Gold Coast of Australia

The Flip Flop Test

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This is weird.. i'm supposed to get a pic with weighing scale one, but tiada lar..what is happening, so screwed up one?

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