No, i'm not talking about NeYo's bloody song.
"I" am so sick. As in physically unfit. I'm still mentally sane.
Last week i was caught with both menstrual cramps, slight fever AND a horrible sore throat. i had never experienced anything like it. I reckoned the sore throat came from the megavolumes of bromine and sulphurdioxide i breathed in from chemistry practicals. well, our teacher let us deal with the concentrated acids ourselves. accidents were inevitable.
anyways, the chem teacher mentioned, paraphrased, "If you breathe in SO2, it could dissolve into your saliva and form H2SO3 (don't we all know that that's sulphorous acid). And if you are unfortunate enough, a sore throat is what you would end up with". i was warned. but how the hell did i know that bromine had the same effect??? i dont know what kinda acid it forms, HBr?? i gulped in breathfuls of the bloody gas without realising its effect, i was still hopping around the class in glee of the brown vapour, the blue and the violet vapour i conjured. heh. almost fainted in school (nah, it wasn't that bad), went to the doctor, went home, tookmy drugs and slept. 17 hours straight. woke up with worse throat. i felt like my throat cells denatured or something. it felt as if it was cooked. hardened. it felt like a sunburn. what am i saying? so that marks the beginning of my deteriorating health. death is near, i can feel it! !@^&*()(^%$#@
i got better a week later. A WHOLE WEEK! and then, AND THEN, AND THEN!!! and then i was struck with flu. garh! i asked for tissues everywhere i went. when it comes to tissues i can never be self sufficient. i am not a tissue person. i dont carry unlimited tissue supplies wherever i go, unlike most girls. and i am definitely NOT a hankerchief person. can you imagine that? goo all over your hanky, from your nose? YUCK.
ok. optimism. yes yes. i can feel the bugs go away. i can feel it! YES! *sniffle, cough, cough, sniffle* YES IT WILL GO AWAY! smile. C=
some people are helping. it's so ironic that Jon who has a sworn hatred against chocolate is the one supplying me with my daily dose of browngooeysweetyummyheaven. hey, it IS helping me get better. it's helping me get fat, and fat is GOOD. admit it, fat people are nice to hug. HUG ME! you'll love it. HAHAHAHA. yea, i think im getting better.
Now here's an amusing conversation:
PersonWhoAdoresAmilyn: Hey
Amilyn: Hey
PWAA: What's wrong?
Amilyn: What? oh, im sick.
PWAA: yea i know that, but it looks like it's more than just that.
Amilyn: huh? yea i've never felt more sick before, i haven't been to a doctor since.. i was 5.
PWAA: you know, you seem pretty down these past two weeks, like someone's slowly draining the life out of you.
Amilyn: hey, im smiling everyday. what can be wrong
PWAA: im not about to get psychiatric and tell you i see something hidden behind those smiles
Amilyn: i'm just feeling tired and worn out alright?
PWAA: i know it's more than that. come on, you can tell me.
Amilyn: wacko. *runs off*
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
Schoolwork arghh~!
| Hi everyone.. finally left my laziness aside for a while and decided to blog something out. Actually it's not laziness, it's work! haha. I'm in the library now ( again blogging in a library).. but not in the same one i was at during the previous time. this library is one of melbourne uni's libraries and they open till 11 pm so it's more convenient. What am i doing here? Researching for information from some crappy and difficult-to-understand-the-English books. Had to do an essay of 1200 words, must be academic style writing. sighhh. I don't even know what's relevant in the books that I have to look up from. And it's like only a few pages of the whole book that are needed and there's a list of books. haha, sorry i'm mentioning "books" too much. but yea..so frustrated about it. Holiday was long gone a week+ ago. Went to visit some places that i've never been to before, and shopped and cross-stitched and watched lots of not so recent movies on DVDs. Went to the movies twice to watch "V for Vendetta" and "Scary Movie 4". Hmm....I miss playing the piano. Although I suck like hell at it.. I still would love to play it for myself to hear..haha. Not for any of u..cause what happens is even if I know a piece and have played it very well to Myself (not that my family don't listen to it when i played but they probably didn't take notice that much) , I still can't play well in front of people. Definitely I'll hit the wrong notes and keep repeating and then can't continue already. Over-malu hahaha. Oh yea, back to school stuff, this term is much worst than the first. Two essays to do, drama monologue exam ( i can't act man!!...with all the facial expressions, gestures and breathing, so difficult) , and not to forget, studying for my elective subjects (maths 1, maths 2 and physics). I'm slacking in them and not keeping up..so during tutorials I'm so way back behind the others. Gotta keep working IF i can. And i hope i can. Yesterday, I went to Karaoke to sort of celebrate a friend's birthday. It was fun..hehe, considering I never really officially sang in a real karaoke place before. Of course, I didn't drink alcoholic stuff lar, drank cocktails like "Shirley Temple", "Island Paradise" and "Tequilla Sunrise". I like the way they named their drinks..very cool names. If you wanna know other names i can tell u..haha u ask me urself. Cause some sound too obscene. There was this drink (alcohol) called "Flaming Lamborghini" (I think it's spelt like that..cause i just heard the name only). Very cool.. they light the drink and on top of the liquid's surface, there'll be fire flaming..then u have to straightaway drink it to the middle of the glass without stopping..then they'll pour two other small glasses of something blue and something white into the glass and u continue drinking till finish. haha, dunno why i feel that lyn and shen would love to try that. Anyone know Justin Lo? the hong kong singer? I like his songs..nicee. Or else have u heard of Stephy from Cookies, Alex Fong or Lau Hou Lung (don't really know this dude)? They're gonna have a concert here and I'm still wondering if I should go. Lowest ticket price is $49, but i doubt they're still available, most probably sold out. I was thinking I shouldn't go cause I only like one of them and it's quite a waste of money to see the others that i don't really idolise. Let's move on to another singer. Have u heard of an Australian group called "The Veronicas"? Two twin girls. Very funky fashion sense and their songs are good. Vocals not bad. They held a small little concert last week and after school, I went to watch. It's collaborated with Channel V australia. But then ah.. I can barely see a thing. Most of them are the white people, ie. the local Australians. Damn tall..blocking my view. I had to shuffle left and right..jump jump every now and then, then only can see. Anyways..still managed to catch more than about 10? glimpses of them. Well, those are quite random stuff I've said. Just wanna blog cause long time didn't do so. Now I'm off to reading the damn books again. |
Saturday, May 06, 2006
wooha!
i'm on bluetooth dial up networking service via my mobile's modem right now. kevin sent me all the configurations and i messed around then VOILA. connection. two times the speed of BruNet mwahahhaha!!! still lame though. anyways, i got connection! but damn!! 5cents per MB. ripoff. Shen shen shennn!! when are we getting the unlimited account dear? =(
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
a way to spend saturday night
do voluntary work.
Elisa asked me if i wanted to volunteer being an usher for the Sapphire Crystal Nite thinga where Victor Wong (aka Ping Guan) would be performing. Jia Ying's aunt's one of the organisers or something, so we get to do the jobs.
"SUre, easy peasy job and i get to watch a concert. why not?"
so saturday came and i was feeling awfully sleepy but i had to drag my ass over to el's place so we could go together and not get lost somewhere in JP. we got there about 6:30. decided to go for dinner. strolled around the restaurant areas. not very appetizing. saw veronica and aunling but was blind so did not realise it.
"hey el, your friends kah, they're smiling at you"
"no, i dunno them lah."
walk over.
"OHH hi aunling, hi vero, sorry, i was blind."
they were there to catch the concert too =). got some drinks and walked to the amphitheatre. what a long walk! (forgive me, even 50m is too long for me, im not a healthy person.) carmen's mom passed by us and stopped, to ask directions from a security guard. el and i shouted "CARMEN! GIVE US A RIDE! CARMEN!" and she just ignored us. hahahahaha. actually her mom's kinda scary so we just kept quiet and walked on.
being the usher is kinda interesting. a first time experience for me!=D i memorised the seating arrangement at one glance of the map (it was easy wah!) i was serious about my job okay! hahaha =D
my tag. even though it's ugly as hell, we had to give it back by the end of the show. (something bout using it for the next show... performed by Guang Liang?) i wanna volunteer again!
stood myself at the entrance, going "do you need help looking for your seats?" at every other person. some just acted like as if i was transparent. it didn't affect me hehehe i wont be seeing those people any time in future anyways, and even if i did, i wouldn't remember them and neither would they remember me so yeah. service with a smile =D haha
the concert started only at 9pm! and it was drizzling. kfft. opening act started off with 3 local female artists. one of the works in the MoE, sang kiroro's miraie and sinaran by one of the popular malay artist whose name i forgot. not bad. then came the main show, Victor Wong!! he's not hot, he's not so famous, but he's SO nice, SO sweet, and from what i heard he has really soft hands. hahahaha. 80% of the audiences ran and crowded the front (including us ushers hehehe) to have a "close look" at him. he said "wow, i've never had such passionate audience." look at the crowd!!
nah, im just bluffing. the amphitheatre was barely half filled. so sad. but we were a good audience, we were very supportive. once again, quality over quantity!! 2 girls went up stage mid-song to give him flowers (awww..)
no, they weren't making out, he was giving her a hug.
Victor gave us, what i can say, the most interactive concert i've been to (not that i've been to much anyways). he came off the stage a couple of times to shake hands with alllllll the audiences. so nice of him. and he had a request section, playing all songs we wanted to hear. me and the rest of the ushers sat RIGHT AT THE CENTRE, in the FRONTMOST. hahahaha. on the floor. not so glam now, isn't it. LOL. did i mention he's a wonderful guitarist? i am gonna marry a guy who can play guitar like that. acoustic one, i mean. oh and of course, we must not forget, i will also marry a guy who can play saxophone. and his voice is oOoOOOooooo....
after the concert there were dozens of people approaching us with questions like "are his CDs still on sale?" (we were selling them at the entrance before the concert started) "do you know when is the autograph session?" (the next day, sunday 30thApril, AsmaHotel) "do you know his phone number?" hahahaha just kidding. i'm convinced he bagged some fans with his performance. he was THAT lovable.
Elisa asked me if i wanted to volunteer being an usher for the Sapphire Crystal Nite thinga where Victor Wong (aka Ping Guan) would be performing. Jia Ying's aunt's one of the organisers or something, so we get to do the jobs.
"SUre, easy peasy job and i get to watch a concert. why not?"
so saturday came and i was feeling awfully sleepy but i had to drag my ass over to el's place so we could go together and not get lost somewhere in JP. we got there about 6:30. decided to go for dinner. strolled around the restaurant areas. not very appetizing. saw veronica and aunling but was blind so did not realise it.
"hey el, your friends kah, they're smiling at you"
"no, i dunno them lah."
walk over.
"OHH hi aunling, hi vero, sorry, i was blind."
they were there to catch the concert too =). got some drinks and walked to the amphitheatre. what a long walk! (forgive me, even 50m is too long for me, im not a healthy person.) carmen's mom passed by us and stopped, to ask directions from a security guard. el and i shouted "CARMEN! GIVE US A RIDE! CARMEN!" and she just ignored us. hahahahaha. actually her mom's kinda scary so we just kept quiet and walked on.
being the usher is kinda interesting. a first time experience for me!=D i memorised the seating arrangement at one glance of the map (it was easy wah!) i was serious about my job okay! hahaha =D
my tag. even though it's ugly as hell, we had to give it back by the end of the show. (something bout using it for the next show... performed by Guang Liang?) i wanna volunteer again!
stood myself at the entrance, going "do you need help looking for your seats?" at every other person. some just acted like as if i was transparent. it didn't affect me hehehe i wont be seeing those people any time in future anyways, and even if i did, i wouldn't remember them and neither would they remember me so yeah. service with a smile =D haha
the concert started only at 9pm! and it was drizzling. kfft. opening act started off with 3 local female artists. one of the works in the MoE, sang kiroro's miraie and sinaran by one of the popular malay artist whose name i forgot. not bad. then came the main show, Victor Wong!! he's not hot, he's not so famous, but he's SO nice, SO sweet, and from what i heard he has really soft hands. hahahaha. 80% of the audiences ran and crowded the front (including us ushers hehehe) to have a "close look" at him. he said "wow, i've never had such passionate audience." look at the crowd!!
nah, im just bluffing. the amphitheatre was barely half filled. so sad. but we were a good audience, we were very supportive. once again, quality over quantity!! 2 girls went up stage mid-song to give him flowers (awww..)
no, they weren't making out, he was giving her a hug.
Victor gave us, what i can say, the most interactive concert i've been to (not that i've been to much anyways). he came off the stage a couple of times to shake hands with alllllll the audiences. so nice of him. and he had a request section, playing all songs we wanted to hear. me and the rest of the ushers sat RIGHT AT THE CENTRE, in the FRONTMOST. hahahaha. on the floor. not so glam now, isn't it. LOL. did i mention he's a wonderful guitarist? i am gonna marry a guy who can play guitar like that. acoustic one, i mean. oh and of course, we must not forget, i will also marry a guy who can play saxophone. and his voice is oOoOOOooooo....
after the concert there were dozens of people approaching us with questions like "are his CDs still on sale?" (we were selling them at the entrance before the concert started) "do you know when is the autograph session?" (the next day, sunday 30thApril, AsmaHotel) "do you know his phone number?" hahahaha just kidding. i'm convinced he bagged some fans with his performance. he was THAT lovable.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
as Shenny requests, she's "GROWN UP" now =p
here's shenny with her chocolate cake, the first cake. (the huge one was 2nd) each cake had 18 candles, so 18+18=36, SHE'S 36 NOW !! HAHAHA. she thought she was gonna wake up the next day thirty-six years old. sounds familiar? she watched too much "13 going on 30" i tell you...
oh and the chocolate cake was YUMMY!! apple got it for her.. i wonder where she bought it...i want! did you know? i love cakes..i lov
resolution is so awful! coz i had to resize it to fit, or the chatterbox will all go to the bottom of the page hahaha. click on it for a bigger view (not that i'll be much of a difference). and shenny looks so CUTE blowing her candles HAHAHA SO CUTE!!
dont they look alike, dont they look alike??
here's something you dont see everyday ;) haha
this is my darling and i. HAHAHA =D
you canNOT possibly get sick of looking at shen, it's her birthday! mwahaha!
please understand that the resolution is TERRIBLE for YOUR convenience. you understand? i was thinking for the benefit of all!! think about it, if it were to be the best resolution, how long would it take to load!! remember jasmine's aus photos..err i talked too much hahaha =# JOKING!
and here's a video too
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okay i was gonna put up more videos but my connection is too slow to upload =S and again, for your benefit too coz it would take long for it to load right?? right?? so yeah, if you are really interested..uhmm i dunno? gimme ur pendrive or something haha. there's one with shen's reaction to the 2nd cake, one with shenny making her 2nd birthday wish, one with yenchuan trying to pop a balloon in my face while i wasnt looking (unsuccessful! =p), one with shenny chasing me with cream in her hands (!!!)
[footnote] you are all probably wondering how we actually ate the cake after all that..uh.. playing. we removed the top layer of cream hahahaa what a waste but yea, it would have been worse if we wasted the whole cake =p [/footnote]
and today is yenchuan's birthday! :D the bum celebrated at "ibujaribesar" HAHAHAHA and there were people karaoke-ing woots. shenny could've won them hands down but she refused to sing. HAH. :P
that'll be june, sheena, yc, shen and i. i think i was in a bad mood then. plapliplupleeplohh !@#$%^&* lalala~ alright, blog again next time :D remember to leave a comment or tag!
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Shenny's OLD now!!
they say a picture speaks a thousand words. you know how im so talkative. but this time round, i'll use pictures! :D
Friday, April 07, 2006
i miss...
i miss.. i miss.. erhh.. there's something i miss but i cant make out what. it's most likely that i miss going online. HAHA i hadn't been online for 4-5 days! #$%^&*( 3 days ago i slept only 2 hours. 2 days ago i slept 12 hours. yesterday i slept 16 hours. IM CRAZY. hahaha. body clock system is TOTALLY screwed.
i also miss vee, i miss jasmine, i miss teo, i miss sana, i miss sarah, i miss watson, i miss a whole lot of people that has left brunei.. i also miss shenny, i miss felicia, i miss alison, i miss josh, i miss people i hadn't seen for over 24 hours. i been plaguing the school for a minimum of 9 hours daily but unfortunately i see very little of them ex-Sgsers.. so sad that none of them are in the same classes as i am =(
[add] i miss sheryl, i miss bal, i miss lynn. happy now? HAHAHA [/add]
updates:
school
i take 5 subjects, i have no private study time (1 hour) like most people do BUT i found out that most ex-St.Andrew-ans take 5 subjects too! hahaha talk about nerdism. i probably belong with them...nyah. had 3 class tests so far, Chemistry, Biology and Maths. scored a whooping 37/40 for chem! w0Ot! for bio, 36/43 haha not too bad, and maths.. results not out yet but i think i did good.. i mean, the questions were easy wah.
clubs i joined and i vow will be active in (i hope!):
(a) i probably have too much ECAs to juggle already anyways (WAIT, NO, i know 2 crazy chicks who took up 8 ECAs! CRAZY!)
(b) the whole of 890 only needed 8 councillors from lower6. there is gonna be 8 applicants per BE and there are 24 BEs. there's only 4 seats for females and out of the 4, 2 has to be hostellites. that leaves me about.. 0.52803% chance of being chosen. HAHA.
family
dad's home from Qingming in KL. he bought my sis a SonyEricsson waaaahhh (it's was her birthday last week wah..) and OMG have i already not expressed my anger yet? my brother demanded a laptop for his birthday AND he got it! !@#$%^&*( WTH???? when i was 10 i hadn't even heard of COMPUTERS!! and what does he do with his Acer IntelCentrino 40GB wirelessLAN Bluetooth-ready? play inbuilt games. ONLY THAT. no songs, no internet, noTHING. OMG. what a total waste. @#^&*!@#$%^&.
anyway. he bought a camera too WAHAHA not exclusively for me but i reckon i'd be the one using it most anyway. =p and then a tray of assorted chocolates for each of us children. wahahahaa. banyak chocolates! i still hadn't finished the ones syadi got me, coz he gave me another bar of Lindt the day after hehe.
and oh, the lexus is back. THE LEXUS IS BACK. THE LEXUS IS FRICKIN BACK! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH A SHOCK THAT IS??? no you dont. no one does. OMG OMG OMG THE LEXUS IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love .infatuation . silly things
there's this dude i've been waiting for to pass me by everyday in the school corridors and he's so cute.......... i dont even know his name and what class he's in and all. ahahhaa. he'll be my daily perk. i dont intend to get to know him coz for all i know, he might just turn out to be an ass. HEHEHE.
there's a quite cute guy in one of my classes (mwahahaha not telling which!) and and uh.. he's nice and he messes around with me and.. oh he pranked me. grrrh. we was having practicals (ok so now u know it's one of those science classes) and i was going home when he said "hey lyn, did u hand in ur paper?" we were not supposed to hand it in, i checked my bag, it was not there! i walked a whole block back to the class and could NOT find my paper. grr. i went back to the lockers area and there he was. i was all frustrated and he was stepping away from me then he said "yawah i took it." then he went off. harhh? apanya?
and yes, we've know each other for less than a month, he already calls me lyn. first practical-
"hey lyn.." says he
"huh? who did u call?" says i confusedly
"you.. amilyn... lyn, right?" explains he
"uhm.. yeah." says i
"could you help me clear up my bench?" says he
-_-"
health
i think it's because i had too much chocolates and my sleep's been irregular, im having a damn ulcer on my lower lip. yuck. just like the 5-cent coin huge one last year, except smaller. been around for 3 days, thankfully it's less swollen now coz my mom wanted to send me to the hospital for HFMD check up. HAHAHAA. i stood up my dentist for that =p
i also miss vee, i miss jasmine, i miss teo, i miss sana, i miss sarah, i miss watson, i miss a whole lot of people that has left brunei.. i also miss shenny, i miss felicia, i miss alison, i miss josh, i miss people i hadn't seen for over 24 hours. i been plaguing the school for a minimum of 9 hours daily but unfortunately i see very little of them ex-Sgsers.. so sad that none of them are in the same classes as i am =(
[add] i miss sheryl, i miss bal, i miss lynn. happy now? HAHAHA [/add]
updates:
school
i take 5 subjects, i have no private study time (1 hour) like most people do BUT i found out that most ex-St.Andrew-ans take 5 subjects too! hahaha talk about nerdism. i probably belong with them...nyah. had 3 class tests so far, Chemistry, Biology and Maths. scored a whooping 37/40 for chem! w0Ot! for bio, 36/43 haha not too bad, and maths.. results not out yet but i think i did good.. i mean, the questions were easy wah.
clubs i joined and i vow will be active in (i hope!):
- pool/snooker (it's gonna be funnnnnnn)
- basketball (sheesh, i already missed the first training haha)
- taekwondo (i also missed the first training HAHAHA!)
- pbkp (kickass fun meetings, and i got a cute group member C=)
- the voice (MDnewsletter which seems interesting)
(a) i probably have too much ECAs to juggle already anyways (WAIT, NO, i know 2 crazy chicks who took up 8 ECAs! CRAZY!)
(b) the whole of 890 only needed 8 councillors from lower6. there is gonna be 8 applicants per BE and there are 24 BEs. there's only 4 seats for females and out of the 4, 2 has to be hostellites. that leaves me about.. 0.52803% chance of being chosen. HAHA.
family
dad's home from Qingming in KL. he bought my sis a SonyEricsson waaaahhh (it's was her birthday last week wah..) and OMG have i already not expressed my anger yet? my brother demanded a laptop for his birthday AND he got it! !@#$%^&*( WTH???? when i was 10 i hadn't even heard of COMPUTERS!! and what does he do with his Acer IntelCentrino 40GB wirelessLAN Bluetooth-ready? play inbuilt games. ONLY THAT. no songs, no internet, noTHING. OMG. what a total waste. @#^&*!@#$%^&.
anyway. he bought a camera too WAHAHA not exclusively for me but i reckon i'd be the one using it most anyway. =p and then a tray of assorted chocolates for each of us children. wahahahaa. banyak chocolates! i still hadn't finished the ones syadi got me, coz he gave me another bar of Lindt the day after hehe.
and oh, the lexus is back. THE LEXUS IS BACK. THE LEXUS IS FRICKIN BACK! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH A SHOCK THAT IS??? no you dont. no one does. OMG OMG OMG THE LEXUS IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there's this dude i've been waiting for to pass me by everyday in the school corridors and he's so cute.......... i dont even know his name and what class he's in and all. ahahhaa. he'll be my daily perk. i dont intend to get to know him coz for all i know, he might just turn out to be an ass. HEHEHE.
there's a quite cute guy in one of my classes (mwahahaha not telling which!) and and uh.. he's nice and he messes around with me and.. oh he pranked me. grrrh. we was having practicals (ok so now u know it's one of those science classes) and i was going home when he said "hey lyn, did u hand in ur paper?" we were not supposed to hand it in, i checked my bag, it was not there! i walked a whole block back to the class and could NOT find my paper. grr. i went back to the lockers area and there he was. i was all frustrated and he was stepping away from me then he said "yawah i took it." then he went off. harhh? apanya?
and yes, we've know each other for less than a month, he already calls me lyn. first practical-
"hey lyn.." says he
"huh? who did u call?" says i confusedly
"you.. amilyn... lyn, right?" explains he
"uhm.. yeah." says i
"could you help me clear up my bench?" says he
-_-"
health
i think it's because i had too much chocolates and my sleep's been irregular, im having a damn ulcer on my lower lip. yuck. just like the 5-cent coin huge one last year, except smaller. been around for 3 days, thankfully it's less swollen now coz my mom wanted to send me to the hospital for HFMD check up. HAHAHAA. i stood up my dentist for that =p
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