All over

Alrighty, exams are over. But waiting for results sucks.

I had a dream last night. So weird. We, form 5B peeps are all back in the classroom, learning physics. haha, as usual Shen's sitting next to me. Then we're learning some rotational motion thing, which I'm learning this year, something like a wheel rolling down a ramp. And our teacher is an angmoh guy hahah.. weird.

I want to watch Shrek 3 and Harry Potter and Fantastic Four.

Lyn and Shen.. I want to read stuff about u guys lar. Update a bit.

I feel so normal now. Even woke up at 8+ am. Slept for 13 hours straight. What a pig!

I feel so disconnected from everyone. Because of hectic school schedule. Like no time to chat with anyone back home. Feel so bad. Must try to talk to u guys more nowadays.

Okies.. dunno what else to talk about. I'll post pictures la. I collect a lot of random pictures to post

Look quite weird, but the point is that I went on this trampoline thing. They attach strings to u, and u can do somersaults (backflips, frontflips) in the air if u jump high enough. This was long ago during Melb Uni's orientation day.

Star ice cubes for Shen, hahaha

Ok, I'm halfway posting the pics. And i don't know what's wrong with this stupid posting pics thing. made my words all stick together like as if I don't know how to press 'Enter' like that. Pressed so many times still stick altogether...stupiaks. p/s: ok, so I devised a plan to use dots to separate them.

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haha, saw someone doing this and was so happy that finally, I can organise my jewellery neatly. Cheap and easy.

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I like this train station pic.

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Ok, show u this 'chocolate' restaurant here in Melbourne - Max Brenner

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Chocolate, vanilla ice-cream and strawberry waffle

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chocolate dip

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chocolate pizza. didn't really like it. Got cornflakes and marshmallows

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I like this the best. Chocolate fondue. Marshmallows, banana bread, apricots and strawberries to dip into dark or milk chocolate

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Obviously trying to make the signboard look like it's "fucking" AND "flicking".

These advertising ppl are so naughty

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hahaha, nah! show u a plate of Mi Goreng I ate in an Indonesian restaurant

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hehe, with Spiderman. Face looks rounded

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Looks like toilet seat/bowl

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Unhealthy living

These days, I lead a bad lifestyle

Wake up, think of studies, so study.. until midnight, then wake up late in the afternoon.

But it got worst.

My midnight extended to 6 am, then to 8 am.

My wake-up time, extended to 3 pm, then around 4-5 pm.

So unhealthy.

There's once, I slept at 8 am and woke up at 5 pm. then around 5.30pm, the sky darkened already. So, I did not see sunlight at all.. except when I went to bed at 8 am...saddening. Became an owl already..

But I tried to change it. So I slept at 5 am, then woke up at 3 pm yesterday.. not bad

Now, it's 4.15 am.. the bad cycle started again. I actually took a nap from 12-2.30 am..

haihhh..

But anyway... one random note. haha, coz I was drinking this pre-packaged soup thing. As you know I'm not a person who can take spicy food. However, I realise that I love the spiciness that comes from black pepper in the soup. And also from the black pepper sauce that goes with lamb. It's so much more comforting and less overwhelming than spiciness from Chillies or Mint. I can't even eat a Mentos (or Menthos?) for goodness sake.

I'm so so so lazy to study but I have to!!!!!!!!!

Can't wait for holidays... which seems so damn far away. My exams only end on 15th June.

I want to go belly-dancing or hip-hop dance.

I want to go ice-skating at I-dunno-where-that-so-far-place-is-at (somewhere in the suburbs)

I want to go cycling at Docklands

I sooo want to go karaoke to sing my heart out

I want to work part-time, that's if anyone wanna hire me. I'm super in-experienced lar.. who wanna hire me? Always also "experience needed"...assholes. Wanna earn some extra $$$$ to buy whatever I desire..haha, feel guilty if use parents' money.

I want to do something about my room.. so unorganised.

I want to bake some cheesecakes like how I used to when I was in Brunei ( no time now lahh)

I want to learn to cook new kinds of food and try out new recipes

I want to go play badminton (although I suck big time) and learn to play tennis.

I want to read books that I've left on the bookcase untouched

Exam fever

hey ya..

Exams coming coming..argh.. i'm not even half ready.. more like not even one quarter or one eighth ready.

Pirates of the Caribbean 3 is quite disappointing. Lengthy and a lot of un-important stuff in the beginning. I wish the whole Chinese thing wouldn't be in. I'm supposed to be happy that some chinese culture is shown in the movie but then it's like, don't need also can, can be totally omitted. I was having question marks all over my head when the movie went on for more than an hour. Like don't get what's happening.

haha, I forgot to mention in my last entry about another movie, Shooter. haha Like that movie.. and I like the actor holding the gun in style..haha very COOL.

Anyway.. quite hectic nowadays. No classes already..got study week till exams during next week and the week after.

Nothing interesting happening to me nowadays. Only lots of studying to do...arghhh

Pictures..hahaha, sorry.. gotta post them up not so soon...after exams..hehehe

Random rantings

Hey peeps, long time no see, or blog for u..

Feel really guilty not blogging for so long. I just realised it's been soo freaking long time since I last blogged.. coz I remembered moving into new home quite long ago.

Life is basically hell for me. Every week, I think of how I'm gonna "fail" my subjects. How I'm so behind in all of my subjects, always never keeping up. And it's only semester 1, for goodness sake, man. And how Digital Systems and Intro to Programming is so hard for me. Need so much brain for that.. I hATE! That always make me doubt myself. I really feel that Engineering is not for me. Well, it would be, if I had better and brainer brains. I hope I don't fail..hehe.. I know I should consider changing to something easier, like Commerce or Science... but seriously, I'm not interested in those. Dunno why the hell am I interested in difficult stuff. I don't have enough potential.. blahhh

Ok, enough about studies.

Recently, I'm into make-up..hhehe. :P
It actually started last year. Like actual one. Lip-gloss/lipstick or anything lip-related is not counted (in my point of view)
First, eyeliner, super nice, definitely make eyes bigger and also look more awake.
Then slowly realise mascara looks fabulous with curled eyelashes.
Recently, I realised eye-shadow colours are so amazing, can match ur clothes. And can make eyes look so much more different.
Then now, haven't got one, but, I want a blusher! Coz I look pale without it. Like ghost, abit lifeless.
Yea, that's about it. Evolution of make-up discovery.
Can't get my eyes off make-up counters in shops and stores everywhere. haha, always try try.
Heck, I feel so superficial now. But who cares? hehe, I like.

Movies:
Watched a few good ones recently.
The Number 23, Loved it! While watching it, it feels as if the movie's playing with my mind. The story kept twisting and we kept guessing and guessing.
Spiderman 3, I feel was nice. Even better than 2nd one. And the New Goblin guy is super duper HOT! hahaha.
28 weeks later, just went to watch it just now. Kinda crappy. Like no ending =_=" And very disgusting to watch. Like blood everywhere on the infected ppl's faces. And when they eat u, they make awful growling sounds. scary shit. And there's one part where a guy was ripping his wife's eyes out..yucks.. using his THUMBS!

Then, I watched two Malaysian production films, Sepet and Sepet 2:Gubra, funny word. Dunno if u guys have heard about it. I like the main actress, Sharifah Amani, very cute. Sepet's the name of the movie coz it means slitted in malay. Mata sepet means slitted eyes, so which race "generally" have slitted eyes? Orang Cina la lol! So...the movie's about a Chinese boy falling in love with a Malay girl which I feel don't usually happen.. so yea.. liked the storyline. Acting a bit lousy and lots of silent moments..hehe. Btw, don't watch the part 2 coz it absolutely doesn't make sense and sucks

Can't wait to watch Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End. Love Johnny Depp to bits in the 1st and 2nd one.
Oh yah, Harry Potter as well. Not a big fan of the books, but I watch the movies.
AND Georgia Rule

Just now, I saw a trailer for the movie 'Black Sheep'. Everyone started laughing and throwing bad and stupid comments at the trailer. Personally, I think it's really stupid. How can u make sheep look so evil? They're supposed to be cute, poor, innocent little things which we count when we wanna make ourselves go to sleep (not that I do that). And now what? They've turned into zombie-like growling animals who attack ppl. What a stupid concept. Kids, after watching the movie, wouldn't be able to count sheep to sleep anymore. Coz they're gonna be counting zombiesss and gonna have nightmares instead..hahah

hmm..What else?
Met some people from Brunei in uni. Feel so homely/un-lonely after knowing that. Like I'm not the only one from our Land of Unexpected Treasures..hahaha. But don't hang out with them one..hehe.. coz they do different courses. The only people I've seen from SGS is Janet Yong and Dennis Lim.

It's autumn now, leaves are turning yellow and falling down as usual. I remember complaining about the weather last year in one of my blog posts. How the sun sets at 5 pm. It's starting again. Damn annoying. Loved the sunshine up till 8+ , almost approaching 9 pm when I got back to Melbourne during February, summer time still.

I'm being so un-lazy this year to walk to uni. hahaha, I could take the tram and reach in 15 mins, but u gotta pay for that. And I'd rather not pay.. quite expensive. Actually, it's quite funny/weird...cause if u use a car, u would reach in 5 mins only..hehe..but no car :( So, yes.. walk walk walk.. walk to school, 30 mins, walk back home, 30 mins, good exercise. Listening to music during the walk helps me feel that I reach my destination a lot quicker.

Ok, I'm gonna sleep now.. random pictures another day.

Happy Mother's Day!

To all mothers out there,

a very Happy Mother's Day!

Here, I wish all mothers healthy and happy everyday.

many many love... <3

and to my very own mother, Happy Mother's day to you again and I love you very very much. Words cannot express how much I thank u for all the things you've done for the 4 of us, and I hope this time I could use 'actions in my studies to prove/show my gratitude to you. Mum, I love you. *Hugs*

stupide tagboard!

*screams* I dontknow wut is wrong with the tagboard, I just can tag up my tags so I had to blog here to pass my tagss/msgs. Hahaha. So, anonymous is JOYMAN! wahaha.. very happy ey to hear about him again. Joyman has been my bestguy-fren since I forgot when ledy,cuz..too long ledy. haha. Been through a lot with him; helped me in my studies, learnt a few philosophy in life too and, haha.. together we bully Jasmine Yap a lot too..haha, calling her blackie & so many other names, Jokingly la of course..if not where do we have so much things to laugh about ey.Hahaha.. those were the times. Lols~

that is Teo, Joyman, myself and Jasmine's lil sis, Natalie. Hehe.(4yrs ago I think, or more than that?Hmm..)

From the left : Jenny, myself, Teo, Joyman & Lyn.

So many memories~ Hehe..

So, Msg to Joyman-> Haha..I dont even remember having that starz..@hotmail.com email address. LoL, I don use that very long time ledy I guess. So, how can/do I contact u? I don want to reveal my contact no here eyy, Hehe.. So maybe u can drop an email to my email inbox, to shennytang_4850@hotmail.com and I'l reply u asap and leave my contact no there. You coming back to Brunei soon is it? Hehe.. wells, Hope to hear from u real soon aite,and let me remind u that u owe me quite a no of stuffs;haha..one of'em is the picture drawings of our form4b class people. Hehe. Bet u forget about it lu, haha.. I would really like to see your drawings again.haha..Take care.. xP

Insomnia written as Amnesia! XS

It's 1.08am now and guess what, Im having insomnia. So instead of doing anything not beneficial or like doing unnecessary thinking, I think it's better I blog because, it's been some time now since the blogspot has any new blogs from Jasmine n Lyn or myself. So, Im going to blog about random stuffs so, dont mind me. Haha.

- AS exams are jus a week plus away and Im stil not very well-prepared, but I do hope I can get a satisfactory results.

-Tomorrow is Wednesday, but my last few wednesdays have been fine so I guess tomorrow will be a fine one too, at least I hope.

-I will not forget the surprise I got on my birthday, and yes.. I really wanted to cry at that time but unfortunately, the tears just wont come out so Im sorry to have disappoint U all. Hahaha. I want the videoss&pictures. who can i get it from?

-I was one of the planner for Jeewei's surprise party. Hehehe. It was a success, credits to me. Haha, kiddings. Credits to Jenny&Carmen too xP

-I came across this couple's blogspot. They were so lovey dovey. Cute, and lovely. Envy. Haha.

-To him: why cant u feel the feeling and see the picture? is it that Not Obvious? sighs'

-To her: Cant you feel the feelings and see The picture too? It is So Obvious. Dang!

-It's 1.25am now. I think I'l stop at 1.34am. Hehehe.

-Spideyman and M.J, happy ending ey? I don quite und the last part;where MJ was singing 'I'm through with love, I'l not fall in love again....' then Spidey came in to the restaurant..then they danced.. Means? haha.. xP

-I want a happy ending in this chapter of my life too, in everything.

-Okays people, Dont mind me XD

*end of my crappy blog but heys, at least I blogged a crappy blog and really finish blogging at 1.34am. Hehe*

#Corrected A big mistake at 6.11am. LoL, I wrote 'amnesia' instead of insomnia' Doinks! =x