Oh naman barahbwa

---At about 4 am

Felt so tired just now and realised that nowadays my panda eyes have become worst than ever. SO I went to bed early for once. Slept at 12+ am, haven't slept that early in weeks. And then as torturing as it is, I suddenly got up in the middle of the night, tossed and turn and could not sleep anymore till now.

I am wide awake at the moment :( I need to sleep to have a nice, fresh start tomorrow. ARGHHH

Anyway, I'm into Korean artists and songs now. hehehe, so random. But sorry Shen, not TVXQ lol. I like Hiphop/R&B kind, like BIG BANG. I LOVE big bang at the moment lar. Love their songs, videos (esp the dances). And this other girl CL, her rapping rocks. And these Korean singers can actually sing LIVE. I mean, take a look at the HK and Taiwan artists. A lot of them have looks but not the talent, they suck so bad at live singing. These Korean peepz train their arse off for years before coming out to the entertainment industry. Hence, the great vocals and dancing.

Baked these blueberry muffins two nights ago at around a mad time of 5 am. I'm such an owl really.

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For some weird reason, I can't upload pics. WTH. zzzzzzz

--- At about 7 pm

Bleargh.. I only got to sleep at 7.30 am and got up at 4.30 pm. ARGH. I shouldn't be sleeping this way. It's not even holidays lar wtf

And Blogger is being an ass not allowing me to upload pics that I had to return to old school Photobucket. Oh well, here are the pics:








Doesn't taste that great as it is MY FIRST TRY. Taste like cupcakes instead of muffins. Apparently not supposed to mix too well, just have to mix for a while only, not thoroughly. Will attempt again when I am too free.

On the other hand, I went and bought two pretty cupcakes from The Cupcake Bakery instead. Pics later

My second home is uni :(

Blogging from uni again this time.

Was youtubing and I'm happy that two of my favorite male artists came out with albums. Tank and Gary Cao. I think Tank came out with his a few months ago already. But yea..happy to hear new stuff from them. What about Jay Chow, JJ Lin and LeeHom?? No idea. I realise I prefer songs from male artists as opposed to those from female artists. Females.. I don't really know who I like, I'd say A-Mei and Fish Leong.

Weather is getting so gloomy these days, with howling winds (and hailstones in some parts of the suburbs) yesterday. wth.

Sigh.. my group is so behind in our project as compared to the other group who's also doing the same project. Oh man.. we gotta step up. It's not like we procrastinated that much anyway. It's just that we just can't figure things out that well. We always get stuck and call it a day. I guess researching extensively would be the key.

Refreshing!

I'm in uni blogging now at the moment when I'm supposed to do some preliminary work for my lab session later on. Oh well, just feel very energetic at the moment, I don't know why. It's weird cause I slept so little. I only slept for about 4 hours and given that I had more time to continue dozing off, I actually did not take that chance to do so. Instead, I went surfing the net, particularly, online "window" shopping before getting ready for class. Go check it out.. I like this site --> www.asos.com Love their dresses and bags. Another site I like is forever21.com

Anyway, I just feel so weird cause the other days that I slept so much, I felt so extremely tired to the point that I just want to sleep and can't sit up straight and do work the whole day. I just kept thinking I'm sleepy and tired, I don't wanna do anything. But today after only about 4 hrs of sleep, I am feeling pumped with energy. Hahaha, ok should take this opportunity to finish my lab stuff. heheh.

Lalala, I hate winter, I want summer. Oh man.. summer days, please come fast. It's odd how after living in hot weather for so many years, I still prefer the sunny days, they are such great motivation to get up and go out and do something and soak up the sun :P. Hate the cold, windy days, where I just wish I didn't have to get out of the house and get my own hair blown all over my face as soon as I step out of the front door. Sheesh.

Ok, eating time. Tata!

Who reads this blog?

heheh, a question I ponder. Seriously, I dun think there's many who personally know me. haha, Shen, I think majority is your fwens.. but it's alright :)

Actually, I think I blog to either release frustrations, happiness, whatever feelings I have cooped up inside of me, or just blog a diary entry of life so far.

Sigh.. we all have our mountain-high pile of uni/school work to do. Siennn
I miss home aye... wanna do nothing, but wake up late everyday, go limteh, go shopping, play piano, watch TV all day long, go on road trips anywhere.

Don't really know how my end-of-the-year plans will be when I'm back in Brunei. Apparently, I'm supposed to be back in KL for CNY. Kind of weird and messed up, coz I wanna go to KL during December. Will definitely have to make a trip back to Tawau as well.. to sort out driving license thing.. then maybe spend a few days there with cousin and relatives, haven't been back for a while.

I feel like making egg tarts, cheesecake(baked/chilled), the fuzuk/barley/bak goh dessert drink, that sago with gula melaka thing, konnyaku jelly, agar-agar but why am I not making them? Dunno.. lazy + too much effort from me at the moment. I'd rather channel all my time to do my uni work. It's like I wish there's more time in a day. And oh, I sleep too much these days.. like almost more than ten hours a day, and due to oversleeping, get even more tired. Sucks. Should really correct my sleeping pattern.

Right now, my plan everyday is to keep up to date with my subjects, finish up assignments/lab reports asap to make way for studying/spending some time adequately on my design lab subject. So much extra research to do.. to implement our crazy project. Damn.. how much harder can things get as u progress higher up your education level? Infinitely hard I guess.

p/s: I want to go buy a pretty cupcake or two to eat.

chocolate season

Made this last night. I realise I've been indulging in too much chocolaty stuff these days. That and procrastinating gym time = Not good, tsk tsk.

Aku sedang beremosi

Dunno if this is my first attempt at writing Malay or not, but ah whatever, feel like writing in Malay randomly. Sometimes, I'll rojak it with English if I dunno what's the word in Malay.

Ok, jangan ketawa tentang Bahasa Melayuku ya? Sudah lama tidak berbahasa dalam Bahasa Melayu, aku fikir ada beberapa tahun sudah. Kalau sekarang aku pergi menduduki peperiksaan BM, aku 100% akan gagal teruk-teruk.

Anyway, sekarang playlistku sedang bermain lagu-lagu yang sangat emo. Oleh itu, saya sedang beremosi, haihh. Apa lagi, hidupku sangat sedih. Setiap aspek dalam hidupku pun tidak beberapa baik. Selalu ada banyak masalah yang macam tidak akan berhenti.

Aye, cannot already..
Malay FAIL!
I think it's not even up to conversational level. So much for studying it for 12 years of my life. tsk tsk.

So, yea I wish things could take a better turn soon. I don't understand why I trap myself in such situations. If only I had thought of things ahead way earlier. If only I have thought of the consequences they would bring. Eeesh, why does this year seem so problematic for me? Damn annoyed.

sniffs!

stupid brother has just left, an hour ago.

without realising, the time flies.

a month has passed by so quickly.

him, preparing to leave already.

a pose, before he leaves.

and off he left with my parents.

see You again Brother, in... a month or 2months time..

that is if he's coming back for the 10days holidays. he said he might be going vacation to somewhere. Grr!! *hearts*