ni shi wo de mo li~

I just realised I can be quite cranky and grumpy when all these are combined: lack of sleep, hunger, a really bad sore throat and backpain due to wrong sleeping posture. rawrrrrrrrr. What more, I've got the constant stress from this particular subject that's driving me nuts... I really don't think I'll ever be an inventor/creator of anything. Not even in my next few lives.

But anyway.. I'm feeling much happier now. Slept well and sore throat is going away. Hurray! Higher productivity I suppose.

Well, let's have a little update on life. The last few times I've blogged, I've mentioned going to labs every other day. That's still on-going. But it's all coming to an end soon, thank god. Semester's ending, really can’t wait. Even the exam timetable’s out...talk about time to stop procrastinating/going out/have fun and start some hard-core studying (not after all my assignments/projects are over and done with..sigh). Feeling home sick more and more these days. Miss home! Can’t wait to go back.

Last month or so, I’ve not been very studious. Kept going out for drinks, for food, for gatherings/parties. Tsk tsk. All these will be thrown out from now onwards except for some obligatory(seriously!) ones that I have to go.

Ah yes.. my birthday! Had multiple celebrations cause of different groups of people. However, I had a general birthday party at this bar/lounge called Marrakech two days earlier before my actual bday, just right at the start of the September 2-weeks break. It was at this Moroccon-style place, which reminds me a lot of Ali baba, magic lamps, Persian/Arabic stuff, shishas, belly dancers, fire-swallowers. That kind of stuff.. but no belly dancers/fire swallowers. To hire one, I’ll need to pay $250. What for pay that to see a belly dancer? Hehehe. Anyway that night was good.. though the music was a little disappointing. I prefer R&B n Hiphop but they were playing house/funk.But the house/funk was quite adaptable I would say. Then had birthday lunch and dinners with the other peeps on actual bday and next day. We also went to karaoke and managed to nab a free champagne by just saying there was a bday girl there that night. And the person didn’t even bother checking my ID to see if it’s really my birthday that day, how odd. Anyone could lie aye.

After that, it was a downward spiral for “fun”. Lab reports here and there, and after handing in one, there’s another 2 due soon. How “nice”! Pardon my sarcasm, just don’t wanna sound whiny. And then assignments and project came and joined in the “fun”. Haih.. so damn nice I know. So yea, these days it’s all work and no play for me ;) Must work hard now.. play later! Tata!

Some food pics

The cupcakes don't taste that good.

Yummy Japanese food.

View from restaurant

aihh

Why so emo? why why why?
This year's emoness exceeds all of the past years' added up together.
Now I get how it feels to be in this kind of situation.
It's like my mood varies widely. I can be all happy now, and then feel very down the next minute.
Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me.
So sleepy, but have to do research. grrr

Dunno?

I dunno man.
I dunno how it is supposed to be.
I dunno why some people can be so determined. It's just sad to see their efforts being wasted.
I dunno why I can't do what I should do.
I dunno how to understand all the underlying actions.
I dunno why I'm such a coward.
I dunno why I can't seem to handle things well.
I dunno why I'm not firm. I can get persuaded quite easily.
I dunno why emo mood strikes again. Not supposed to.
I dunno..............

summer, I see u!

Today, for the first time in many many MONTHS since Feb/March, the temperature was actually hot enough for me to not wear a jacket. How unusual/weird/unadaptable out of a sudden as we've been in the cold since then. So not used to it.

Went for a haircut with my sis and then went on my maiden voyage to Harbourtown (apparently an open outdoor area kind of shopping place, same as the other Harbourtown-s in Perth & Sydney). That's where the Southern Star you see up there is. But it was halfway being dismantled at the moment. How sad! Apparently due to no public interest and also it had cracks during the heatwave back in Feb. Aihh


There I am trying on this HUGE bow hairband. Sis says I look like Minnie Mouse. lol.

Was feeling so sick for more than a week. Feeling glad that I'm finally recovering. Felt the total opposite yesterday.

back for a while..

it's been a while now since i last update here eyhs. not my fault. blame.......my life. hahaha, life's been busy.. with uni stuffs; this semester is really hectic. seemed to me like everything is so fast-paced now and for a moment there, i thought i couldnt catch up and nearly 'ki siao' BUT thanks to some friends, who helped me out and consoled me, so here i am now.. still surviving through..heh~

also other than uni stuffs, there were a few other things i was busy with, which i dont quite remember now also..lol, cut it short; i've been busy busy busy bee. [ but i dont see much honeyy anywhere also ler, apakans! hahaha XD ]

anyways, i'm trying hard now to cope well with everything that is happening around me la. it's hard, but i will try my best, and i hope to excel in all. Optimist yes! :)

and argh, i missed my last 3months holiday; the relaxNess and stress-freeNess. i miss i miss I MISS!! sighs.

so i'm in Uni now, waiting for the next class to start, in like 10mins.. so i guess i'l stop 'ere in this post. mind is also kinda blank now.. so.. ciao? hehe

uh-oh, thanks to those who still visit this blog here ey [ i doubt tho.. hahaha!] and Jas, Blog more yes; anything. hope ur coping well there too. hugs :)

Shocks in life

It has been a weird weekend, and time just seems to fly past like that and it's time to start a fresh week all over again.

I went to IKEA yesterday and oh MY GOD, something shitty happened. An old guy, perhaps in his 50's, stepped on my foot. I was wearing one of my ballet flat shoes and then.. of course my foot was mostly exposed on top. He wore some freaking heavy duty shoes that u seem to use for camping or walking in the forest. I don't exactly blame him 100% as well, coz I was looking down when I walked and my hair on both sides covered my view. His shoes went "crack crack crack" over my bones and for a moment, we seem to almost be tripping on each other, turning and twirling. I think it's coz I wanted to get my foot out of under his shoes and that made him spin and almost trip. Then without an apology, he scolded "Watch where you're going!!" Fucktard. For a moment, I thought a heavy IKEA trolley went over my foot until I realised it was a guy's foot. Goodness! It was at level 9/10 pain and I was anticipating the redness to come in within seconds (which it did). Then about 2 mins later, bruises appeared. Goodness. Darn painful man. Just slight pressure on it would get me screaming in pain.

Ok, that was shitty experience of weekend no. 1

Then shitty experience of weekend no. 2 happened.

The freaking scary glare was so unpleasant. Felt like I could be killed with that cold, hard, deadly stare anytime. But who am I to say it's wrong to do so? It's not like I'm not at fault anyway. There is every right to do so.. even I would if I were in that position. Goodness.. it's not wise being in this other side of the situation. You'd definitely be forever deemed to be that kind of person... even far into the future, no matter how right(or wrong) you think you think you are. Emotional distress much.