Persevere

I'm in uni now at this ungodly hour.. supposed to be studying but ended up surfing net like mad for hours, chatting to ppl ard here and there and then downloadings songs. Listening to 2 new Jay Chow songs, 'Chao ren bu hui fei' and 'wo de di pan' . Don't know why 'wo de di pan' is so freaking emo, listening to it makes me feel unnecessary emo too...it's such a sad song, makes me very gan dong and bei shang wth. My heart is like heavy.

Anyway..let's see. Update from the last time I blogged. Completely recovered, but recently kept sneezing and had to keep clearing my throat. Essay was over and done, didn't get a grade that I expected.. but oh well, just gotta do better for the exam. Mid-semester tests were done too.. didn't quite well. Hope I'm not on the road to hell again. Then.. exam timetable's out, having them on 9,15,23 & 24. And after that, planning to make a trip to Gold Coast or anywhere else during the one month hols. Main aim is to go do bungee jumping, something I wanna do since a long time ago. And zorbing too.. where they put you in a huge transparent ball and roll you down the hill.

Lately, I've become a bit of a shopaholic, kept going to buy clothes -_-" And trying to look for really thick tights for winter but can't find any good ones.

Watched Ip Man 2 and Alice in Wonderland. Ip Man 2 was super awesome! Loved Donnie Yen, he's damn cool. My cousins tell me he's like the new Jackie Chan or Jet Li. Alice In Wonderland was just so-so.. not bad I guess, very quirky though.

Just couldn't figure out why I'm so unacceptable to certain things. I mean I can accept it if it was connected to someone I don't know at all.. but when it's with someone close, or related to someone close, I just feel so annoyed and disgusted. grrrr.. what's wrong with me? I know I shouldn't be bothered by other people's actions, but hey, some things are just un-ethical and not the norm in the society I was brought up in. Maybe I'm closed-minded? Maybe I'm innocent and ignorant to all things out there that's happening currently in the other dark and wicked world?

My Holiday

..STARTED an hour ago! woots! 3months AWAY from UNIVERSITY life.

I'm too happy for words.

Just want to announce and share my happiness here.

and Oh, I'm in Love with HTC DESIRE. should i get it? any reviews about it? but anyhoots I think I'm going to get it soon, I hope.

also, I cant wait to go singapore/kk in July already.

I have got a feeling now, a feeling that this holiday would be GREAT! hee...

status : HUA HEE until............... xD

-signing off-

GOD HEARD ME!

YES, HE DID!

I was tweeting in the morning around 11ish; "Dear god, please hear my prayers today.....

today I'd my MS3424 Company Accounting paper and believe me, the questions I revised and looked through all looked as complicated as you can think of. The calculations to arrive to that one value and to complete that ONE question can take up to more than 4hours. Serious. Like what kaiping said, the questions are ''not for human to do" and he is considered a very good in accounting student ler, what more to expect from me.

so I was praying I could pass this course with an E, and when I reached UBD this morning, I was told by fawei that I would need to score just 10marks to pass the paper because I scored 30/40 for my coursework and the passing mark for this course is 40? hee... and it was inside the exam hall that I got to know I got to score at least 28 over that 100marks paper to pass with an E. So so conclusions..... I've scored a definite 15marks already, thanks to the teacher who suddenly stood beside me and told me how to do a question I KNEW how to do BUT FORGOT how to do; the mind was suddenly blocked temporarily...

so my point here is, without the 15marks, it's quite impossible that I can pass, unless Miracle; the teacher decided to give 30marks a Pass, which is quite impossible? if so then I score a zero mark also can pass already. LOL!

so another point here is, He answered my prayer! Dear God! Thank You! Thank You So much! *hearts*

Well, I still have 2 more papers; 7days to go. Cant wait, cant wait... cant wait to end this exam soon!!

Shenny Tang!! You can do this!! XD

Exams!

yes, it's the season again; Exam season, and so group study here and there. [*eeks, mosquitoes under my table!!!!!]

ok, so had my first paper last monday and it was not so bad. I dont think i can get an A, but a B or a C is a definete? hee.. I hope, but but.. tomorrow's paper; statistic, I hope for an E, seriously. My hopes are not high, only an E or else I dont know what more I can do.

I still regret why did I took up major in Maths; maths is just not my thing. sighs! anyhoots, like what my teacher said, since I'v been 'trapped in this tiger's mouth' already, why not just fight with it to get out of the mouth instead of hiding inside waiting for it to open its mouth to escape, which is quite impossible; rare chance.

so argh. im stress now again. lol! supposed to be revising, but i suddenly got this mood to blog about my feelings so here goes. Im stress im stress im stress NOT.

i seriously, need a lot of lucks!!

Work and play

Time for some updates from me again. Juggling work and play is definitely no easy task. These last few weeks have been so hectic.. in work and in play. After the Easter break, uni resumed, and schoolwork piled up mountain high, slogged through lab sessions, assignment due dates and late nights, keeping up with the extreme fast speed of information digesting(although I still fail badly in this area, I am always lagging behind in classes). But still, there were social events I "had" to go to. I know I should be like Oh I've not finished catching up with all the subjects' materials up to date, so I should just stay at home and study my ass off. IF only it was that easy to stick to such strict disciplinary rules man. It's so HARD. IESS had a Cocktail Night two Fridays ago and I had to go for that. It was the first event of that sort organised by the society, gotta go see how's it gonna work out. Then, there's Amanda's birthday yesterday, that I am definitely obligated to go. And then there's a day or two, that I just don't feel like studying/reading anything at all. And that one day that I felt I wanna go shop a little.. whether I really bought anything or not is not the issue, it's the feeling of joy that I actually get to go and shop, as my time is so constrained within uni schoolwork.

Anyway, I was just thinking, maybe it's coz I was dead sick the whole of last week, that I was feeling so lazy. Have been so sick the whole week. Was having non-stop-reaching-out-for-tissue moments almost every other minute, and my nose was so tired and my eyes got so small from blowing my nose countless times. In addition to that, I had been coughing very very badly. I actually get woken up by my coughs in the middle of the night. How freaking annoying. It went from dry to phlegmy to dry cough. Thank god, I'm starting to recover at the moment. Still having blocked nose nowadays though. arghhhhhhhhhhh.. die sickness, just die and go away.

Was trying to start writing my 3000 words essay (shared between me and my partner) but so far, I've only written about 100 words. Goodness, gotta have to churn a lot more words than that asap, coz I'm meeting my partner tmw. I can't turn up empty-handed really:S dun wanna be embarassed that I'm such a lousy partner to work with. sighhh... I feel this post is just filled with complaints complaints complaints. Have to start writing happy things when they happen.

Happy 22nd Birthday to Shennnnnnnnnnnn!

Today we see 134 everywhere..hahah your favorite number, Shen! From now onwards, our birthday ages are not gonna be so glam anymore, like for example 18,19,20,21. But anyway, it doesn't matter, as the number grows, you get to make more decisions on your own.. no need parents' consent, earn and spend your own money, no need parents' money, then soon you get to have your own family, own house, own car, own tuition business, etc etc, ok i'm going offtrack(in other words, u're gonna be more and more independent). Nevertheless, I know you'll always be the same Shenny we know, not gonna grow old with age yes? whether you're 25 or 30 or 40! Must always FEEL young eventhough the number is increasing:P haha, even now, I don't feel we're acting our age much. We're still crappily crapping, talking, laughing and joking like we're freaking teenagers right?? hahahah.

Wishing you Happy Birthday today again...may you have many many more wonderful birthdays to come! Ooh I saw your surprise video..damn funny. You kept squatting down eyy lol

Easter trip

Hey yo..

Ok, after getting over such depressing issues last month.. I had an Easter mid-semester break starting last Friday. Since then, I've put studying aside.. but was back to the library today..boo. Was just chilling day by day while watching 'The Beauty of the Game' series. Oh and I went to watch 'Clash of the Titans'. Throughout the movie, I kept comparing the storyline with that of 'Percy Jackson's The Lightning Thief'. The story is very much similar to each other except for one major fact that is a bit wrong. In Clash of the Titans, Perseus was son of Zeus instead of Poseidon(in Percy Jackson). Very confusing indeed.

On Monday and Tuesday, I went on a road trip to the Mornington Peninsula. Stayed overnight there too.

Some pics to show:

Hot chocolate at Old Bank Cafe

In a maze!