words cannot suffice

YAY EXAMS ARE OVER WAHAHAHAAAAaaaa. *for me*

once again, i was expecting it my biology papers to be crazy hard, but it turned out much do-able. SO IT'S ALWAYS GOOD TO EXPECT THE WORST?? haha. don't know.

i've been looking at a gruesome scene for the past week right outside my biology lab. up on the sky, apparently, there's a wire hanging from the roof to a tree. and some poor bird was flying and got caught in it. the sun's rays, incident at it, basically fried it to death. poor bird! and the string, being so thin, looked invisible, so the dead bird is just hanging in midair. look:

another angle

i wanna take the poor bird down but i don't know how!! bernard said throw a rock at it. -_-" any ideas?

this morning i woke up and looked around my house. WHOA. can't see beyond 100m. why? HAZE!! or is it morning mist? i dunno. but i didn't like how it looked.

and this bright spot is supposedly the sun. SO EEEE! gloomy :(

on to other things..

i think my dog Cookie needs/wants to mate. everytime she sees another male dog, she makes this squirmy sound like she's desperately in love or something. aiyoh! but she's so tiny! anyone has a small dog to mate my dog with? she's a tiny chihuahua+shihtzu (or so i'm told). im waiting for clinton's reply (for his dogs!) but any eligible candidates may apply! ROFL. here's a picture of Cookie and I.

aaaaaaaand.........

Teo is coming back on the 30th! YAYeee!

Stressful time

Hi all,

It's towards the end of the year and I particularly don't like it. So many things to do. So stressful. Anyway.. was just thinking of the ball tomorrow. I can't believe what a hassle it is. I went to look for a dress like 3 weeks ago.. and finally found one only last week. Then had to look for heels. After that, have to think of hair andmake-up. sighh. that's what i'm stressing about. At first, I didn't wanna go to salon since it's like wasting money for just one night of "pretty hair". But after thinking until today, I suddenly decided I wanted to go salon lar since I don't even know how/what to do about my hair. Sooo..called up the salon and of course they're fully booked. Stupiak.. then tried to go to other salons..but too expensive. so now, dunno what to do. just leave it down i guess.. so sien :( Then make-up, i dunno what to do lar.. i'm so amateur.. I guess I'll just "cincai" lar.

hehe, ranting on and on about a thing that's not that important. Anyway..then have to stress about the studies, the house, the next-year-what-to-do things. lalala this post is so same with my last post. Nothing interesting is happening in my life.

On 29 October daylight savings began so now I'm separated with u guys in Brunei to 3 hours instead of the normal 2. Means the time here in Australia goes forward by one hour. Then the weather became so strange and weird. During winter time, the sun sets at like 5.15 pm like that and I hated it cause it's so gloomy and dark. But now, with the daylight savings some more, the sun sets at around 8 pm. So weird, and quite hard to adapt. It made me lazier. Cause after sunset, I'll think of doing my schoolwork and all the important things cause it's "dark". But now, I feel so lazy and do my school work like after 8 pm.. arghh.. blaming weather. Then in summer, it's gonna set at 9pm. soo weird lar.. can't adapt..eeeks.

Have u ever felt like if u don't accomplish something u'd die? I feel like that about the Uni thing. If i don't score good enough to get into Melb uni, i think i'd rather go die. hahaha, it sounds very stupid but dunno lar.. everyone's also saying that here "if don't go in melb uni, can die liao" or Balik kampung liao or whatever that seems like it's the end of the world. It's like as if other unis here don't exist.

Ok, back to doing my everyday boring things...tata!

I'm Back!

Woah, I just realised it's been a long time since I last blog.. forgive me, 'cause I just cant blog as good as Jasmine and Lyn.. and everytime when I open the page to want to start blogging, my mind will be in a state of blank; emptiness.I wonder whyy...and I think my English is deteriorating, I find it hard to express myself lately, dont know why//

I miss using my imagination to write narrative story. Sigh`

So, my last holiday was a Blast! Hehe..I had a lot of fun, with my grandparents and Uncle&family around for the whole holiday week. Well, there's a reason why they came; my house-warming party. Hehe, lyn was kinda right about me being a 'mother hen' busying running here and there 'layan'ing' ppls.. and I kinda regret doing so, cuz I missed the whole food. I didnt eat at all, except for two or three spoons from apple, wanru & jenny.. [not jenny eng, hm, she couldnt make it that night..] and so I dont know how Nicccceeeee are the food, most of the dishes are from my mum's frensss so.. yeahs.. Okay, I think I better stop talking about food now, Im feeling hungry.
So, that was about that night, Sunday night.

The following days, drive my grandparents,uncle aunty cousins around and almost everyday we will go out to eat.. [which is the reason why I feel very fat now.. lols] They went back on wednesday and on thursday, when my parents went down to miri to send my grandparents to airport, my bro, sis and I went to become tourguide of Jenny, his bro& a fren. We went to Dadap, wanted to bring them to the waterfall I visited with the class three years ago, but couldnt find it [after going through the hot sun and wet&muddy path with mosquitos]
so brought them to Bandar and we go around the Kg.Ayer by boat, it was very cool as I never see Kg.Ayer's houses and schools that close before. Hehe..

Hmm, suddenly I've many to say still.. but I think I'l just stop here cause it's getting late already <> and I hav school tomorrow. Sigh` the english debate is the 1st period tomorrow. Hopefully my group will win so we could get some 'duit raya' from teacher. Hehehe..

many lubss from,
shenn[Y]unho

shenny has moved

as we all know, or will know now, Shenny has moved to a new home at Kilanas. there is no glorified map of all the kampungs in Brunei, but Kilanas can be considered quite faraway from central city..right?? She lives farther away from school than Jasmine does now! but her house is purrdy. (shen, i still think your wet chicken kitchen is outside!)

she had a little housewarming party last night, and the house was jam filled with people and LOTS of food. i had too much =X Shenny, as the hostess, was busying being a mother hen, walking around making sure everyone was happy and smiling. busy woman,

i spent the first half of the day (i invited myself over at 2 when the party starts at 6:30) going through probabilities and statistics with alister and fel, plus a lot of gossiping (them two, not me!). drank 4-5 cans of soyabean and was so disgusted by the end of it =S but when we actually started eating, wahhh i amaze myself, my tummy is a bottomless pit.

amilyn: women with camera are dangerous
shenny: why?
amilyn: they are so vain!!

the group of girls were all posing for the cameras oh dear. not me, i was only in a few shots! here's the worst picture i could find:

im posting the blurrest image so that NONE of them can go "OH MY GOD SO UGLY" so annoying to hear that!! hahahahaaaaa!

here's the three musketeers:

and shenny and alister:

this is alister getting wasted.

we did not drink but he was mesmerized by me. HAHAHAHA!!

*more photos in fel's mobile camera, including photos of luwee and amilyn as "handbag and motorola models" HAHAHA *faint from laughing*
will make her post them in chocolatte. or something.

later that night, we took a walk along the dark dark simpang with trees on one side. but when you have amilyn with a video camera, things will get stupid.
there was limited knowledge on what the whole Blair Witch Project was actually about, but we came up with this, what we called,

the Blur Witch Project: Urban Version

ps. im sorry you have to bear with my squeaky annoying voice. HEE!

worry worry worry..

Things that I worry about until I could not sleep:

1. how to overcome my nervousness during my EAP (English for Academic Purposes) oral presentation on Friday (must practise many times till perfect and confident...argh!!)

2. whether to choose Civil or Electrical & Electronics engineering next year (Super big problem.. this is the "decision" of my life.. affects my whole future man :S)

3. whether to take Engineering management as elective next year

4. whether I "can" get into engineering faculty in uni or not (must study Hard!!)

5. whether I can find a cheap and spacious accomodation next year

6. how I'm going to pack so many of my things when I move out of my present house end of the year

6. when I'll be able to find my "ideal" dress and heels for upcoming ball

7. how to arrange good timing to get ready and be super glam on the day of the ball when I have classes during the day (eg: hair, make-up, transport, etc etc)

8. how to not procrastinate and keep revising and practising questions for Maths 1, Maths 2 and Physics for finals cause these subjects count a lot on practise.

9. how my drama exam will turn out.. since my group and I are so stuck and can't think productively when we write our script

10. how to again overcome nervousness when we perform in front of more than 100 students.

11. whether or not to take History of Ideas' Advance or Ordinary Level

12. how long I'll take to finish reading Shakespeare's 'Othello' before my Literature exam


Anyway.. I'm too lazy to blog about the Royal Melbourne Show already. So forget about that.hehhe

Ok, I'll try to get back to sleep..

i'm malaysian.

i only changed ONE answer and i turned from michelle yeoh

Congratulations Amilyn, you are 30% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Michelle Yeoh!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

to badawi!!

Congratulations Amilyn, you are 23% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Abdullah Badawi !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

why do i never see things coming....

for the past week i've been chillaxing at home, doing no serious work but sleep, eat, tv and occasional outings.
life is gooooooooooooooooooood.

HOWEVER,

term starts on wednesday but i'll be going to school monday onwards because my darling biology teacher couldn't finish the syllabus on time so we have to go back early for extra lectures.

AIYOH.

so i was thinking to myself just a few hours ago "can't believe i have to go back to school... TUDONG! argh!" i know at first i said it was cute, but now that it's been more than half a year, it's annoying! but all's good lah. no major stress coming anytime soon.

BUT,

just a few minutes ago, i saw a friend's pm on MSN. "9 days to Pure Math". i thought it strange.
so i went to check my AS timetable.

AND THEN.......

omg!

alamak!

aiyah!

hainahko!

why am i always the last one to realise/remember the exam dates??!!!!

MATH P1 on 16th OCTOBER 2006!!!!

9 more days only! *faint*

how come no one's talking about it?!
no one told me "have you revised?? maths paper coming soon!"

AIIIYER.

teo used to do that to me. I MISS YOU LAH TEO. look what a wreck im turning into!


anyways, was tagging and accidentally clicked on this. turned out to be hilarious. have a look if you may.