Sunday, August 01, 2010

My very eventful first week of uni

So, this post is gonna be pretty long. Time for me to rant and rant and rant and rant. It actually feels pretty good putting things down in words, exactly like a journal. Coz when I look back at these posts, I actually can remind myself of different phases of my life, which I definitely can't remember forever so clearly in my mind.

Day #1, Last Sunday

Switched room with housemate Siew Chien. Reason being that my sis came and lived with me and we needed the other bigger room. So, it was packing packing, cleaning, shifting, setting up the bed, the toilet stuff.. and then other smaller stuff gets relocated into the new room and placed in newly-organised cupboards and shelves. Putting things neatly at the right place took forever, it is still on-going. I just have too many things and I wanna put everything perfectly into the right places, not just anywhere and everywhere.

Day #2 Monday

Thank goodness, after days of waiting for my supp paper exam result, I finally was told by the lecturer that I passed. Whopeeee!

Day # 3 Tuesday

Sat on bed with laptop on one day and pondered upon my recent discovery. I discovered last year around Sept/Oct, that my left hip is jutting out far more than the other side. Googled "hip jutting out one side more than the other" and voila! I found something frightening. The whole Google search page shows one big word "Scoliosis". A girl asked the same question on Yahoo Answers! and the person who replied said "Have u been checked for scoliosis?" Went and research on scoliosis and got freaked out even more. Coz other symptoms matched my condition. Hip higher on one side, shoulder is one higher than the other, pants hemline might differ(one shorter, one longer). So off I go, immediately, to see the doctor. Told him, I think I have scoliosis. Measured my hip to ankle to see if I have one long and one short leg. Nope. Then pressed my spine from the neck down, feels straight. But he agrees that my hip does jut out on the left more. So, I was suggested to do an X-ray. So, off I go to the hospital to do an X-ray, just wanna get things done asap, and the x-ray place was closing around the time I left. phew. Now to just wait for the x-ray film to be sent to the doctor I saw previously

Day #3 Wednesday

Attended a friend(Ruwan)'s 21st birthday party. It was great, though it felt a bit boring. The theme of the party was white! White dresses everywhere that night, I was amazed how everyone could actually find something white and nice to wear coz they were ALL complaining about how hard it was to find white dress/clothes to wear and how it looks fat on them. hahah. It was a good night, I would say.

Day #4 Thursday

X-ray report out, went to see doctor. As soon as I walked on, he said "Jasmine, yes, you do have scoliosis I'm afraid to say". Woahhhh... I "Oh my god"-ed to the doctor. Then I saw my x-ray image of my spine on his computer. It was a freaking convex (c-shaped)to the right. The reason why my left hip is jutting out is because my hip is trying to compensate for the spine curving to the right. Damn.. bad news much. I really do feel disabled when I went home and read all the sufferings people go through with that. To further confirm what I have to do next, I have to go see an orthopedic specialist. Only the specialist can tell me how much the angle of my spine has curved off and to decide whether I have to exercise or wear a brace around my waist to straighten my spine. sighh.. Told my family and they kinda freaked out a little and advised me on what to do next. Another astonishing discovery: it now has become clear how come, all through my years of spectacle wearing(started in form 4) that my ears were one up and one down. And true enough, it's cause of the scoliosis. The ear that is lower down is the right side.. where my shoulder is lower too.

Day # 5 Friday

Went to submit my resume to the restaurant that my friend recommended me to work at cause she knows the boss. Got interviewed a little.. and was told to go back the next day for a trial.Got told that trials are $10 per hour. Awesome. The last time I went for trials, they didn't even pay me a single cent.

Day # 6 Saturday

Anticipated all day long for 5 pm. That's when my trial for work as waitress started. Don't even know if it's a good or bad thing for my back, standing for long hours and straining my back. Anyways, had to learn how to do the usual waitress duties like serving, taking orders, greeting customers, wiping tables, washing glasses. It was a good experience really. Always wanted to know how it feels to be behind, in the kitchen and how things work in there. That night, it was madness. Apparently, I was thrown right into the deep end on first day of trial wth. Coz there was this feast going on. Some rich Taiwanese/HK young adults were dining that night. A total of 22 people. They had like such yummilicious food, like lobster shashimi lou sang(which I was lucky enough to taste at the kitchen. LOL the boss was saying how I'm lucky coz I get to eat lobster on the first day. Usually the waiters there only get it like once a year), crabs, abalone, oysters, shellfish, and all other things. So yums..but too bad, I'm not the one eating, but the one serving. That brings me to another point. You know, it feels so different to serve and to be served, like completely, utterly different. When we're served at restaurants, we somehow have this superiority, like we're kings, we're being served and we look at waiters like servants. Whereas, when I was serving, I felt the total opposite. I felt so looked down upon for some weird reason. grrr.. weirdness. like I'm a servant. But oh well, a servant gets paid. Oh, also, it was damn hectic, was running up and down the stairs like mad, at one point, I was actually sweating. Then, I broke a glass. But anyway, at the end of the day, I was kinda overpaid. I got $60 working from 5-10.20 pm. I felt a bit bad that I'm taking money but not staying till the particular time I'm supposed to be paid till, that's 11 pm. So, I stayed on and washed glasses. Andddd..I got $3 tip, divided from the tip jar. I got to drink some longan dessert and some Coke. Furthermore, every time anyone works, there's gonna be a meal prepared by the chef. If you don't wanna eat it, you still have to take away. Chef gets angry if you don't and if you throw food..lol And we all are supposed to call him Sifu..haha funny.

Day #7 Sunday

Today was pretty motivated to wake up cause my friends made breakfast plans. But I only reached at 11 am, so I guess it's not breakfast anymore, more like brunch. After that, walked around the city a little. Oh my, all the running and walking in the restaurant yesterday was like a workout. I was aching all over today, like the kind I get after working out in the gym after a long time of not visiting the gym. Around 5, my generous friend, Jason took me to IKEA. Yay, time to get my new study desk, then had dinner. At home, I anxiously assembled the table and finally got to place all the things I had on the floor onto the table AT LAST. Felt so homely. Just realised that without a study table, life feels so incomplete. Was arching over on the floor or on the bed, when I was using the laptop for the past week. Really Bad for the back. Now, I'm sitting comfortably in a good sitting position, typing away. Bliss! And then set up my speakers, happy! I really prefer music from speakers rather than laptop, much clearer and there's a subwoofer. Oh, reason I had to buy a new table was cause my old one was old and wobbly whenever I rubbed something off using eraser on the table, it would shake badly, making all the things on the table rattle, damn annoying.

Anyway, super damn long entry!

I am so happy I'm finally settled into this room despite having lots to clear still. Too many unwanted old clothes, old electrical cables and wires, containers, etc... the list goes on.

Ta,
Jas

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Persevere

I'm in uni now at this ungodly hour.. supposed to be studying but ended up surfing net like mad for hours, chatting to ppl ard here and there and then downloadings songs. Listening to 2 new Jay Chow songs, 'Chao ren bu hui fei' and 'wo de di pan' . Don't know why 'wo de di pan' is so freaking emo, listening to it makes me feel unnecessary emo too...it's such a sad song, makes me very gan dong and bei shang wth. My heart is like heavy.

Anyway..let's see. Update from the last time I blogged. Completely recovered, but recently kept sneezing and had to keep clearing my throat. Essay was over and done, didn't get a grade that I expected.. but oh well, just gotta do better for the exam. Mid-semester tests were done too.. didn't quite well. Hope I'm not on the road to hell again. Then.. exam timetable's out, having them on 9,15,23 & 24. And after that, planning to make a trip to Gold Coast or anywhere else during the one month hols. Main aim is to go do bungee jumping, something I wanna do since a long time ago. And zorbing too.. where they put you in a huge transparent ball and roll you down the hill.

Lately, I've become a bit of a shopaholic, kept going to buy clothes -_-" And trying to look for really thick tights for winter but can't find any good ones.

Watched Ip Man 2 and Alice in Wonderland. Ip Man 2 was super awesome! Loved Donnie Yen, he's damn cool. My cousins tell me he's like the new Jackie Chan or Jet Li. Alice In Wonderland was just so-so.. not bad I guess, very quirky though.

Just couldn't figure out why I'm so unacceptable to certain things. I mean I can accept it if it was connected to someone I don't know at all.. but when it's with someone close, or related to someone close, I just feel so annoyed and disgusted. grrrr.. what's wrong with me? I know I shouldn't be bothered by other people's actions, but hey, some things are just un-ethical and not the norm in the society I was brought up in. Maybe I'm closed-minded? Maybe I'm innocent and ignorant to all things out there that's happening currently in the other dark and wicked world?

My Holiday

..STARTED an hour ago! woots! 3months AWAY from UNIVERSITY life.

I'm too happy for words.

Just want to announce and share my happiness here.

and Oh, I'm in Love with HTC DESIRE. should i get it? any reviews about it? but anyhoots I think I'm going to get it soon, I hope.

also, I cant wait to go singapore/kk in July already.

I have got a feeling now, a feeling that this holiday would be GREAT! hee...

status : HUA HEE until............... xD

-signing off-

Saturday, May 08, 2010

GOD HEARD ME!

YES, HE DID!

I was tweeting in the morning around 11ish; "Dear god, please hear my prayers today.....

today I'd my MS3424 Company Accounting paper and believe me, the questions I revised and looked through all looked as complicated as you can think of. The calculations to arrive to that one value and to complete that ONE question can take up to more than 4hours. Serious. Like what kaiping said, the questions are ''not for human to do" and he is considered a very good in accounting student ler, what more to expect from me.

so I was praying I could pass this course with an E, and when I reached UBD this morning, I was told by fawei that I would need to score just 10marks to pass the paper because I scored 30/40 for my coursework and the passing mark for this course is 40? hee... and it was inside the exam hall that I got to know I got to score at least 28 over that 100marks paper to pass with an E. So so conclusions..... I've scored a definite 15marks already, thanks to the teacher who suddenly stood beside me and told me how to do a question I KNEW how to do BUT FORGOT how to do; the mind was suddenly blocked temporarily...

so my point here is, without the 15marks, it's quite impossible that I can pass, unless Miracle; the teacher decided to give 30marks a Pass, which is quite impossible? if so then I score a zero mark also can pass already. LOL!

so another point here is, He answered my prayer! Dear God! Thank You! Thank You So much! *hearts*

Well, I still have 2 more papers; 7days to go. Cant wait, cant wait... cant wait to end this exam soon!!

Shenny Tang!! You can do this!! XD

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Exams!

yes, it's the season again; Exam season, and so group study here and there. [*eeks, mosquitoes under my table!!!!!]

ok, so had my first paper last monday and it was not so bad. I dont think i can get an A, but a B or a C is a definete? hee.. I hope, but but.. tomorrow's paper; statistic, I hope for an E, seriously. My hopes are not high, only an E or else I dont know what more I can do.

I still regret why did I took up major in Maths; maths is just not my thing. sighs! anyhoots, like what my teacher said, since I'v been 'trapped in this tiger's mouth' already, why not just fight with it to get out of the mouth instead of hiding inside waiting for it to open its mouth to escape, which is quite impossible; rare chance.

so argh. im stress now again. lol! supposed to be revising, but i suddenly got this mood to blog about my feelings so here goes. Im stress im stress im stress NOT.

i seriously, need a lot of lucks!!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Work and play

Time for some updates from me again. Juggling work and play is definitely no easy task. These last few weeks have been so hectic.. in work and in play. After the Easter break, uni resumed, and schoolwork piled up mountain high, slogged through lab sessions, assignment due dates and late nights, keeping up with the extreme fast speed of information digesting(although I still fail badly in this area, I am always lagging behind in classes). But still, there were social events I "had" to go to. I know I should be like Oh I've not finished catching up with all the subjects' materials up to date, so I should just stay at home and study my ass off. IF only it was that easy to stick to such strict disciplinary rules man. It's so HARD. IESS had a Cocktail Night two Fridays ago and I had to go for that. It was the first event of that sort organised by the society, gotta go see how's it gonna work out. Then, there's Amanda's birthday yesterday, that I am definitely obligated to go. And then there's a day or two, that I just don't feel like studying/reading anything at all. And that one day that I felt I wanna go shop a little.. whether I really bought anything or not is not the issue, it's the feeling of joy that I actually get to go and shop, as my time is so constrained within uni schoolwork.

Anyway, I was just thinking, maybe it's coz I was dead sick the whole of last week, that I was feeling so lazy. Have been so sick the whole week. Was having non-stop-reaching-out-for-tissue moments almost every other minute, and my nose was so tired and my eyes got so small from blowing my nose countless times. In addition to that, I had been coughing very very badly. I actually get woken up by my coughs in the middle of the night. How freaking annoying. It went from dry to phlegmy to dry cough. Thank god, I'm starting to recover at the moment. Still having blocked nose nowadays though. arghhhhhhhhhhh.. die sickness, just die and go away.

Was trying to start writing my 3000 words essay (shared between me and my partner) but so far, I've only written about 100 words. Goodness, gotta have to churn a lot more words than that asap, coz I'm meeting my partner tmw. I can't turn up empty-handed really:S dun wanna be embarassed that I'm such a lousy partner to work with. sighhh... I feel this post is just filled with complaints complaints complaints. Have to start writing happy things when they happen.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Happy 22nd Birthday to Shennnnnnnnnnnn!

Today we see 134 everywhere..hahah your favorite number, Shen! From now onwards, our birthday ages are not gonna be so glam anymore, like for example 18,19,20,21. But anyway, it doesn't matter, as the number grows, you get to make more decisions on your own.. no need parents' consent, earn and spend your own money, no need parents' money, then soon you get to have your own family, own house, own car, own tuition business, etc etc, ok i'm going offtrack(in other words, u're gonna be more and more independent). Nevertheless, I know you'll always be the same Shenny we know, not gonna grow old with age yes? whether you're 25 or 30 or 40! Must always FEEL young eventhough the number is increasing:P haha, even now, I don't feel we're acting our age much. We're still crappily crapping, talking, laughing and joking like we're freaking teenagers right?? hahahah.

Wishing you Happy Birthday today again...may you have many many more wonderful birthdays to come! Ooh I saw your surprise video..damn funny. You kept squatting down eyy lol

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