Karma?

So what I understand from this word, Karma, is that whatever you do; good or bad, it will come back to you...

It's something like Newton's third law where every action has a reaction, so it beats me. 

I just want to express this out aloud here and get this crappy feelings inside me out of the system to this woman that has been taunting me for the past 10-11 months (gosh, didn't realise it has been almost a year now I have moved to this new life in Singapore) that if you, woman, continue what you are doing now to get to me when I have done absolutely nothing to deserve those rumors you are spreading about me and all those little acts you were/are doing now to try to get the attentions you longed... you are just going nowhere.

Yes, all that you have done may have affected me for a little while each time you tried with your little gags and actions, mind you I get stronger every time and part of me actually feels a bit victorious too because I would think why are you so obsessed with me and why my well-being affects you so much.

My family and true friends have been very supportive to try and get me out of this toxic situation you are trying to get me into and I am so glad to have them. I also feel so sorry for you that you have none of these support from your side hence why you are trying so hard to ruin the new life I am building here because you are suffering there everyday knowing I am living well here.

So for all that has happened, I can only say when you hope I fail, you are creating bad karma for yourself, and I see that is already slowly happening to you, sadly. Things are already looking bad for you and I can only imagine how worse it's going to get. Demoted,paycut and all. Haha

I believe in Karma.

2019 already. Next post in 2020?

Time goes by so fast really! As I am sitting down facing the monitor typing away, thinking about the things that have changed over the years, I am just astounded with how different things are for me now, at this very moment.

2 years ago, I got married to the love of my life and I was still living in Brunei and never had the thought of moving anywhere else. I thought I was going to stay in Brunei forever... until everything that happened after the wedding. I felt like I was going through some sort of crisis.

Grandpa passed away (I still cannot believe this at times.. as he could have still been living if some decisions were not made rashly) and I had to make a huge decision whether to relocate for a job opportunity that would make the husband and myself to be in a long-distance relationship.

Today, I relocated and it has been more than half a year now and everything is going fine but not great, yet. Next week, the husband and I will be visiting the States after my work travel at Atlanta. I was a little bit excited but not anymore, I dont know why.

This morning had a debate with a friend from one of my group of friends and I got so fired up but I did not tell her how I felt and just went cold in the groupchat. That is because I feel there is never a way to out-talk her because of how she is and her personality. She always has be to right otherwise she will just twist her way to be right, anyways and I don't blame her. She was never really challenged her whole life as everyone I know that knows her, listens to her anyways.

I am thinking to start blogging again, at least while I am in Singapore here. Blog to jot down the lil things and memories I am making while I am here in this strange yet familiar place I call home now. 
Hmm..