Woah,
I feel so at peace that it feels hard to believe. So peaceful. No more dramas.
Haih, I cannot emphasize how un-peaceful I feel for the last week or so. So chaotic, so dramatic. So unsettled. So drama mama.
Suddenly home feels so unfamiliar. Been going to uni for the whole of last week to work on assignments and other things. Home feels like a hotel, where I just come home and sleep and wake up and off to uni again. Being at home again, feels so..weird. hehe.
Other than physical(back tired, eyes tired) and mental(brain power) disturbances from the schoolwork, there was emotional disturbance as well(not gonna discuss this). sigh. Argh, I just can't believe I am so peaceful now and free from all disturbances. OH life..
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
End
Thus concludes one of the most hectic weeks experienced so far in the year, apart from when parents were here and during orientation week. hmm..busy busy.
So much had to be done.. in so little time. 1 skills task test, 2 huge & lengthy assignments, 1 lab report, paintball (today! didn't get shot :P), 1 prelab yet to be done, all crammed in one week. Very the tired, can die. Furthermore there were "extra" things that I had to go thru in the midst of all that workload.
Hence, I look forward to a less hectic week, perhaps less work to do and more fun & games. Amen.
So much had to be done.. in so little time. 1 skills task test, 2 huge & lengthy assignments, 1 lab report, paintball (today! didn't get shot :P), 1 prelab yet to be done, all crammed in one week. Very the tired, can die. Furthermore there were "extra" things that I had to go thru in the midst of all that workload.
Hence, I look forward to a less hectic week, perhaps less work to do and more fun & games. Amen.
Friday, March 20, 2009
aunt agony
hello people! long time no blog! i am here today to play/seek aunt agony and discuss relationships issues.
recently i have been quite unhappy because my good friends have found boyfriends and are neglecting me. not that i blame then, they need their honeymoon period, but HELLO! bros before hos! jk. i foresee by the end of the semester they'd be running to be crying about their relationship problems already but CHOIII, let's not wish this upon them.
next, another friend and i discussed our issues about being single. why is it that there are so many guys in this world that we know, but none of them catches our eyes, and those that do always end up attached, or something like that. and also, why is it we can't get over our past?
the reason to both issues is interlinked. you still can't get over your past because you haven't found someone new to obsess over. and you can't find someone new to obsess over because you still can't get over your past. break this vicious cycle! go for a makeover! change your perspectives! meet new people! don't be afraid of taking chances even if it ends up as a failure!
moving on, we have those who used to have 好感 with each other, but as they proceed to know each other better, one of them decides that the other is not actually that attractive. why does this happen??? it's quite sad, especially when you are the person not liked, and suddenly the other person just stopped talking to you and you have no idea what's going on and what happened =( it's quite bad too if you're the person who doesn't like the other, then you'd be feeling guilty if you have a conscience, or you'd be wondering why is it no one can attract you, maybe your standard too high?
PROBLEMS PROBLEMS PROBLEMS. give me solutions! or i'll just end up marrying joshua if he still wants me.
recently i have been quite unhappy because my good friends have found boyfriends and are neglecting me. not that i blame then, they need their honeymoon period, but HELLO! bros before hos! jk. i foresee by the end of the semester they'd be running to be crying about their relationship problems already but CHOIII, let's not wish this upon them.
next, another friend and i discussed our issues about being single. why is it that there are so many guys in this world that we know, but none of them catches our eyes, and those that do always end up attached, or something like that. and also, why is it we can't get over our past?
the reason to both issues is interlinked. you still can't get over your past because you haven't found someone new to obsess over. and you can't find someone new to obsess over because you still can't get over your past. break this vicious cycle! go for a makeover! change your perspectives! meet new people! don't be afraid of taking chances even if it ends up as a failure!
moving on, we have those who used to have 好感 with each other, but as they proceed to know each other better, one of them decides that the other is not actually that attractive. why does this happen??? it's quite sad, especially when you are the person not liked, and suddenly the other person just stopped talking to you and you have no idea what's going on and what happened =( it's quite bad too if you're the person who doesn't like the other, then you'd be feeling guilty if you have a conscience, or you'd be wondering why is it no one can attract you, maybe your standard too high?
PROBLEMS PROBLEMS PROBLEMS. give me solutions! or i'll just end up marrying joshua if he still wants me.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Just keep guessing..
See, Shenny Tang Mee Hong! I obey your tagboard request to blog :P
Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I will say things that would definitely not make sense to you at all.
My emotions are like on a super rollercoaster ride. Up down, up down, within a few hours, in a day.. in a week, months.
I don't know why I have to feel like that. I can just shut it out.. forget about it, just shut it out of my life. But I keep thinking thinking thinking.. and it dragged
on for ages. Nothing to do with wanting to break up, if that's wat's popping on ur mind. It's just something else...
Something out of the norm. Something different. Something I thought I would never ever ever thought I'll go through because it is just SO out of the norm. Sheesh, dunno why I let it go on for so long in the first place.
Haihh.. I wish I could reveal but I can't! Never ever will! But I bet you can see I really want to :P
It's like this thing has been going on in my mind, continuously and slowly creeping into me, more and more. Quite annoying, really. Cannot concentrate fully on more important things. It just comes out every now and then, sometimes to make me happy, sometimes to make me sad and frustrated. Furthermore, it makes my heart heavy. Hate the heavy heart feeling. It sucks bad.
It's so pointless to even think about it. It's just going nowhere. But I still let it run. Why? I really don't know. I'm so weird. Maybe I'm just a coward or maybe I just feel like it's nothing wrong, just take the matter lightly. Argh.. this is gonna be something in life I'll never forget.
I know I sound very ambiguous. Super damn ambiguous, like u don't even know what the heck I'm talking about.. heheh. Don't guess, nothing will be told :)
Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I will say things that would definitely not make sense to you at all.
My emotions are like on a super rollercoaster ride. Up down, up down, within a few hours, in a day.. in a week, months.
I don't know why I have to feel like that. I can just shut it out.. forget about it, just shut it out of my life. But I keep thinking thinking thinking.. and it dragged
on for ages. Nothing to do with wanting to break up, if that's wat's popping on ur mind. It's just something else...
Something out of the norm. Something different. Something I thought I would never ever ever thought I'll go through because it is just SO out of the norm. Sheesh, dunno why I let it go on for so long in the first place.
Haihh.. I wish I could reveal but I can't! Never ever will! But I bet you can see I really want to :P
It's like this thing has been going on in my mind, continuously and slowly creeping into me, more and more. Quite annoying, really. Cannot concentrate fully on more important things. It just comes out every now and then, sometimes to make me happy, sometimes to make me sad and frustrated. Furthermore, it makes my heart heavy. Hate the heavy heart feeling. It sucks bad.
It's so pointless to even think about it. It's just going nowhere. But I still let it run. Why? I really don't know. I'm so weird. Maybe I'm just a coward or maybe I just feel like it's nothing wrong, just take the matter lightly. Argh.. this is gonna be something in life I'll never forget.
I know I sound very ambiguous. Super damn ambiguous, like u don't even know what the heck I'm talking about.. heheh. Don't guess, nothing will be told :)
Sunday, March 15, 2009
omg
i just realised one more month plus left to examination for this semester, yet i still have many things left undone, and unrevised... especially my cost accounting subject. especially dislike the lecturer so i disliked the subject as well. NOT good news.. tomorrow is the mid-semester test for the subject.. im so very sure i'l flunk it tmw.... sighs!!
has not been in the right mood lately, especially what i've been through this weekend.. something felt so wrong..... but i just cant describe exactly what has really gotten into me, or what is bothering me; stress from studies, friends, family... 我真的不知道. really hope i can sort this out soon so i can concentrate on what i am supposed to be concentrating on; my studies.
sighs` just hope all those wrong feelings im feeling now ends well soon.. hoping for a brand new week coming tmw...
yes, im ready to start anew...
has not been in the right mood lately, especially what i've been through this weekend.. something felt so wrong..... but i just cant describe exactly what has really gotten into me, or what is bothering me; stress from studies, friends, family... 我真的不知道. really hope i can sort this out soon so i can concentrate on what i am supposed to be concentrating on; my studies.
sighs` just hope all those wrong feelings im feeling now ends well soon.. hoping for a brand new week coming tmw...
yes, im ready to start anew...
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Early morning rise
Hellew everybody,
This blog is dead, very dead. Bloggers lazy to death. Hhahaha, choi! Jk ok.
I think I slept for about 9-10 hours. Now I'm awake. How weird, I got up at about 7 am. I have never gotten up so early for a darn long time already now. Maybe I should do this everyday. Sounds more healthy, sleep early wake up early. Then my day would feel so long. Nice!
Uni's been like that, same ol usual thing, except with new subjects. One thing that's different is everything is getting tougher and more and more effort have to be put in. Like what I've told Shen, going back to uni is like entering the war zone again. Have to battle once again. Really sien. Battle with books, lectures, mid-sem tests, tutorials, exams, assginments. Argghh~
Here's a fun fact. Ok, maybe not fun. There was an earth tremor (smaller scale of earthquake) last Friday in Melbourne. How weird.. I was at a steamboat dinner and I didn't feel anything at all! The tremor had a magnitude of about 4.6 aye. Apparently, people who live in outer suburbs or higher apartment buildings could feel a bit of a shake. So freaky. Some extreme cases: paintings rattling on the walls, bed shaking, cabinets moved, etc.
Ok, I better not waste time. Gonna study a bit, till my class at 12 pm. So late! haha, only 8 am now.
Before I go, here's a pic of the fireworks I saw last weekend.
Saturday, March 07, 2009
oh no!
mid semester BREAK is coming to the end liaos... two more days to 好好 enjoy the break then crazyyy Uni-stress days are comingg liaos.... boohoo!
so this break, did nothing much.. has been watching ghost whisperer and jus finished season3; waiting to get season4 this sundayy from a friend. Cant wait..
also, alot of uni works/assignments to do during this break..so basically, did not enjoy very much... infact,hahaha.. i stil have a few more assignments to go..and boohoo`so lil time left for me, so much to do.
gah! i can already see myself rushing up last minute work again.. bad i know, bad!!
so i suddenly have this mood to blog...
because i'm bored of opening the blog to see that my 'Oh Yes!' post is still up there.... hahaha.. ALSO, i have a picture to share here with everyone... ;)
the lovely people i was out dinner with yesterday on the 5th March 2009.
hmm, this post is almost coming to an end now.....
oh, went hiking today again for this week... and it was not so bad. there was a freeshow from 2 angmohs at the waterfall area... no no, dont get me wrong.. what i meant freeshow here was, they were literally performing ''stunt'' and there were quite a lot of 'audiences' there watching and screaming and clapping? hmmm.....
that was quite the distance between the ''audience'' and the ''performers''. haha..see on the right side of the picture; one of the angmohs..
hm, actually I dint know we can play and swim there...
he climbed up using the rope and stand at some height and just jumped off; quite a lot of times they went up and jumped down; happy with the cheers they got from the audiences kaliahs. HAHA!
so this break, did nothing much.. has been watching ghost whisperer and jus finished season3; waiting to get season4 this sundayy from a friend. Cant wait..
also, alot of uni works/assignments to do during this break..so basically, did not enjoy very much... infact,hahaha.. i stil have a few more assignments to go..and boohoo`so lil time left for me, so much to do.
gah! i can already see myself rushing up last minute work again.. bad i know, bad!!
so i suddenly have this mood to blog...
because i'm bored of opening the blog to see that my 'Oh Yes!' post is still up there.... hahaha.. ALSO, i have a picture to share here with everyone... ;)
the lovely people i was out dinner with yesterday on the 5th March 2009.hmm, this post is almost coming to an end now.....
oh, went hiking today again for this week... and it was not so bad. there was a freeshow from 2 angmohs at the waterfall area... no no, dont get me wrong.. what i meant freeshow here was, they were literally performing ''stunt'' and there were quite a lot of 'audiences' there watching and screaming and clapping? hmmm.....
that was quite the distance between the ''audience'' and the ''performers''. haha..see on the right side of the picture; one of the angmohs..hm, actually I dint know we can play and swim there...
he climbed up using the rope and stand at some height and just jumped off; quite a lot of times they went up and jumped down; happy with the cheers they got from the audiences kaliahs. HAHA!till the next post ppl ;)
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