Thursday, June 13, 2019

2019 already. Next post in 2020?

Time goes by so fast really! As I am sitting down facing the monitor typing away, thinking about the things that have changed over the years, I am just astounded with how different things are for me now, at this very moment.

2 years ago, I got married to the love of my life and I was still living in Brunei and never had the thought of moving anywhere else. I thought I was going to stay in Brunei forever... until everything that happened after the wedding. I felt like I was going through some sort of crisis.

Grandpa passed away (I still cannot believe this at times.. as he could have still been living if some decisions were not made rashly) and I had to make a huge decision whether to relocate for a job opportunity that would make the husband and myself to be in a long-distance relationship.

Today, I relocated and it has been more than half a year now and everything is going fine but not great, yet. Next week, the husband and I will be visiting the States after my work travel at Atlanta. I was a little bit excited but not anymore, I dont know why.

This morning had a debate with a friend from one of my group of friends and I got so fired up but I did not tell her how I felt and just went cold in the groupchat. That is because I feel there is never a way to out-talk her because of how she is and her personality. She always has be to right otherwise she will just twist her way to be right, anyways and I don't blame her. She was never really challenged her whole life as everyone I know that knows her, listens to her anyways.

I am thinking to start blogging again, at least while I am in Singapore here. Blog to jot down the lil things and memories I am making while I am here in this strange yet familiar place I call home now. 
Hmm..

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