words cannot suffice

YAY EXAMS ARE OVER WAHAHAHAAAAaaaa. *for me*

once again, i was expecting it my biology papers to be crazy hard, but it turned out much do-able. SO IT'S ALWAYS GOOD TO EXPECT THE WORST?? haha. don't know.

i've been looking at a gruesome scene for the past week right outside my biology lab. up on the sky, apparently, there's a wire hanging from the roof to a tree. and some poor bird was flying and got caught in it. the sun's rays, incident at it, basically fried it to death. poor bird! and the string, being so thin, looked invisible, so the dead bird is just hanging in midair. look:

another angle

i wanna take the poor bird down but i don't know how!! bernard said throw a rock at it. -_-" any ideas?

this morning i woke up and looked around my house. WHOA. can't see beyond 100m. why? HAZE!! or is it morning mist? i dunno. but i didn't like how it looked.

and this bright spot is supposedly the sun. SO EEEE! gloomy :(

on to other things..

i think my dog Cookie needs/wants to mate. everytime she sees another male dog, she makes this squirmy sound like she's desperately in love or something. aiyoh! but she's so tiny! anyone has a small dog to mate my dog with? she's a tiny chihuahua+shihtzu (or so i'm told). im waiting for clinton's reply (for his dogs!) but any eligible candidates may apply! ROFL. here's a picture of Cookie and I.

aaaaaaaand.........

Teo is coming back on the 30th! YAYeee!

Stressful time

Hi all,

It's towards the end of the year and I particularly don't like it. So many things to do. So stressful. Anyway.. was just thinking of the ball tomorrow. I can't believe what a hassle it is. I went to look for a dress like 3 weeks ago.. and finally found one only last week. Then had to look for heels. After that, have to think of hair andmake-up. sighh. that's what i'm stressing about. At first, I didn't wanna go to salon since it's like wasting money for just one night of "pretty hair". But after thinking until today, I suddenly decided I wanted to go salon lar since I don't even know how/what to do about my hair. Sooo..called up the salon and of course they're fully booked. Stupiak.. then tried to go to other salons..but too expensive. so now, dunno what to do. just leave it down i guess.. so sien :( Then make-up, i dunno what to do lar.. i'm so amateur.. I guess I'll just "cincai" lar.

hehe, ranting on and on about a thing that's not that important. Anyway..then have to stress about the studies, the house, the next-year-what-to-do things. lalala this post is so same with my last post. Nothing interesting is happening in my life.

On 29 October daylight savings began so now I'm separated with u guys in Brunei to 3 hours instead of the normal 2. Means the time here in Australia goes forward by one hour. Then the weather became so strange and weird. During winter time, the sun sets at like 5.15 pm like that and I hated it cause it's so gloomy and dark. But now, with the daylight savings some more, the sun sets at around 8 pm. So weird, and quite hard to adapt. It made me lazier. Cause after sunset, I'll think of doing my schoolwork and all the important things cause it's "dark". But now, I feel so lazy and do my school work like after 8 pm.. arghh.. blaming weather. Then in summer, it's gonna set at 9pm. soo weird lar.. can't adapt..eeeks.

Have u ever felt like if u don't accomplish something u'd die? I feel like that about the Uni thing. If i don't score good enough to get into Melb uni, i think i'd rather go die. hahaha, it sounds very stupid but dunno lar.. everyone's also saying that here "if don't go in melb uni, can die liao" or Balik kampung liao or whatever that seems like it's the end of the world. It's like as if other unis here don't exist.

Ok, back to doing my everyday boring things...tata!

I'm Back!

Woah, I just realised it's been a long time since I last blog.. forgive me, 'cause I just cant blog as good as Jasmine and Lyn.. and everytime when I open the page to want to start blogging, my mind will be in a state of blank; emptiness.I wonder whyy...and I think my English is deteriorating, I find it hard to express myself lately, dont know why//

I miss using my imagination to write narrative story. Sigh`

So, my last holiday was a Blast! Hehe..I had a lot of fun, with my grandparents and Uncle&family around for the whole holiday week. Well, there's a reason why they came; my house-warming party. Hehe, lyn was kinda right about me being a 'mother hen' busying running here and there 'layan'ing' ppls.. and I kinda regret doing so, cuz I missed the whole food. I didnt eat at all, except for two or three spoons from apple, wanru & jenny.. [not jenny eng, hm, she couldnt make it that night..] and so I dont know how Nicccceeeee are the food, most of the dishes are from my mum's frensss so.. yeahs.. Okay, I think I better stop talking about food now, Im feeling hungry.
So, that was about that night, Sunday night.

The following days, drive my grandparents,uncle aunty cousins around and almost everyday we will go out to eat.. [which is the reason why I feel very fat now.. lols] They went back on wednesday and on thursday, when my parents went down to miri to send my grandparents to airport, my bro, sis and I went to become tourguide of Jenny, his bro& a fren. We went to Dadap, wanted to bring them to the waterfall I visited with the class three years ago, but couldnt find it [after going through the hot sun and wet&muddy path with mosquitos]
so brought them to Bandar and we go around the Kg.Ayer by boat, it was very cool as I never see Kg.Ayer's houses and schools that close before. Hehe..

Hmm, suddenly I've many to say still.. but I think I'l just stop here cause it's getting late already <> and I hav school tomorrow. Sigh` the english debate is the 1st period tomorrow. Hopefully my group will win so we could get some 'duit raya' from teacher. Hehehe..

many lubss from,
shenn[Y]unho