Lesson learnt, no?

I remembered once during one of the days before exam back in high school. My dad saw me cramming for the exam the next day and asked "Next time, if you go to uni, you think you can still study one day before for exams mer?" I just shrugged and brushed his question aside. Now that I'm already in uni, the answer to that question is crystal clear. Of course, I CAN'T. Even if I was given a week each for each subject, I would still not remember everything well let alone be well-prepared. I tend to study, and forget. grrr. What's with me saying I have to be consistent throughout the semester and then ended up not doing so? sigh. I can honestly say I only start reading and understanding my whole course materials during study week, about 1 week before exam period. How is that enough for all subjects? I really should be shot dead for not learning my lesson. heh.

Brain overload

Yays, i never knew having internet on the phone could be so addictive. I've never used d service until about half a year back, though i had it since day 1 of using this phone. *dunno y i can't start a new paragraph* had an open book exam n despite it being open book, i think i did really badly. Sigh. Thanks to procrastination. Oh well.. Man i really dun deserve to pass, but i still hope i do. Anyway, am in library studying for my next exam, last one. Then i realised how soon i'm going back already. Time really flies n it's still quite hard to accept d fact dat another year is coming to an end again. Time to think of some new year's resolutions although i've never actually made up any over d past years. Well, this time i gotta make some resolutions n at least attempt to stick to them. Time for studying. Tata!

I hate this part right here~

Oh well.. time flies. I'm going back soon. Can't wait, can't wait! I'm currently at the library now at this late hour.. library closes at 3 am during exam period. Suppposed to start studying.. but I always need some warm-up before I study. It's either, facebooking/youtubing/doing dishes/watching tv, or anything that is not study-related. So yes, it's that one of the two dreaded times of the freaking year again - exam period! grrrr. hate it. Well, who doesn't right? This semester, I've been lucky. Instead of having TWO BLOODY FREAKING exams on the very first day of a 3-week exam period, I start on the 2nd week. I've never had exams that start so late(as in only start first paper in 2nd week) so I'm very thrilled, when I have an extra week to study for the exams. That being a good thing, I don't know if I've been utilising the extra time I have well. I was stilll doing last-minute cramming last night, for my exam this morning that I didn't even sleep. What a relieve to be over and done with the killing "suspense" of not going to the exam hall yet though. I mean, it's good that I start late, and get to study more, but still, it seems like it's taking forever for the day to arrive, it's like countdown for about half a month, and finally it's here. So nice to break that stupid suspense, when I finished my very first paper today. I feel much more relaxed and not so tensed eventhough I did really badly in the exam,sigh. Everyone else has already had like 2 or 3 papers and I'm still on 1. But that's fine, MORE time to study! That's the most important part. Still got two more papers to go, gotta gambateh. I know everyone else is also cramming for exams nowadays, Good luck to u guys! Study hard!

Alright, boring exam stuff aside, I feel like getting an internship in Brunei but I don't think anyone wants to get me for only about 1 & 1/2 months coz usually it's for 3 months at least. Haih, maybe should find a random part time job and earn some pocket money to spend. Can't wait for hols, all these studying crap are driving me nuts. grrrr. I think I'll feel the weirdness again, after exams. The freedom to do anything.. so weird really.

I watched the latest Lady Gaga's new video/song -Bad Romance the other day. How come she doesn't sound like herself? Sounds more hoarse or something. And how weird can her video get? It's uber eccentric, I would say, like a whacko, but interesting nevertheless. Go watch it if u haven't already done so. Britney's on her Australian tour now.. still wondering if I'm regretting not going to her concert which is Circus-themed. But still.. how to go and enjoy a concert when you have exams to worry about at the back of your head? Same time, last two years ago, Justin Timberlake was here and I couldn't go. Wanted to go for Neyo's concert but I bet it's sold out and I'm not sure it's already cancelled or not. Taylor Swift and Lady Gaga are gonna be here too next year.

I want to walk the streets, eat n shop, without a thing to worry about. haih.. can't wait. it's coming soon. I feel so bogged down by this whole exam crap. Freedom faster come come!

study period

Okay.. First attempt blogging using phone internet. I'm apparently supposed to be studying now. Grrr... 12 more days to go n i noe no shit abt all my subjects' contents. Trying to cram all i can. Can't wait for all to be over n then i'll rejoice n 'literally' fly home. Sigh. Okie time to study again :(. My thumbs are hurting lol.