Random rantings

Hey peeps, long time no see, or blog for u..

Feel really guilty not blogging for so long. I just realised it's been soo freaking long time since I last blogged.. coz I remembered moving into new home quite long ago.

Life is basically hell for me. Every week, I think of how I'm gonna "fail" my subjects. How I'm so behind in all of my subjects, always never keeping up. And it's only semester 1, for goodness sake, man. And how Digital Systems and Intro to Programming is so hard for me. Need so much brain for that.. I hATE! That always make me doubt myself. I really feel that Engineering is not for me. Well, it would be, if I had better and brainer brains. I hope I don't fail..hehe.. I know I should consider changing to something easier, like Commerce or Science... but seriously, I'm not interested in those. Dunno why the hell am I interested in difficult stuff. I don't have enough potential.. blahhh

Ok, enough about studies.

Recently, I'm into make-up..hhehe. :P
It actually started last year. Like actual one. Lip-gloss/lipstick or anything lip-related is not counted (in my point of view)
First, eyeliner, super nice, definitely make eyes bigger and also look more awake.
Then slowly realise mascara looks fabulous with curled eyelashes.
Recently, I realised eye-shadow colours are so amazing, can match ur clothes. And can make eyes look so much more different.
Then now, haven't got one, but, I want a blusher! Coz I look pale without it. Like ghost, abit lifeless.
Yea, that's about it. Evolution of make-up discovery.
Can't get my eyes off make-up counters in shops and stores everywhere. haha, always try try.
Heck, I feel so superficial now. But who cares? hehe, I like.

Movies:
Watched a few good ones recently.
The Number 23, Loved it! While watching it, it feels as if the movie's playing with my mind. The story kept twisting and we kept guessing and guessing.
Spiderman 3, I feel was nice. Even better than 2nd one. And the New Goblin guy is super duper HOT! hahaha.
28 weeks later, just went to watch it just now. Kinda crappy. Like no ending =_=" And very disgusting to watch. Like blood everywhere on the infected ppl's faces. And when they eat u, they make awful growling sounds. scary shit. And there's one part where a guy was ripping his wife's eyes out..yucks.. using his THUMBS!

Then, I watched two Malaysian production films, Sepet and Sepet 2:Gubra, funny word. Dunno if u guys have heard about it. I like the main actress, Sharifah Amani, very cute. Sepet's the name of the movie coz it means slitted in malay. Mata sepet means slitted eyes, so which race "generally" have slitted eyes? Orang Cina la lol! So...the movie's about a Chinese boy falling in love with a Malay girl which I feel don't usually happen.. so yea.. liked the storyline. Acting a bit lousy and lots of silent moments..hehe. Btw, don't watch the part 2 coz it absolutely doesn't make sense and sucks

Can't wait to watch Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End. Love Johnny Depp to bits in the 1st and 2nd one.
Oh yah, Harry Potter as well. Not a big fan of the books, but I watch the movies.
AND Georgia Rule

Just now, I saw a trailer for the movie 'Black Sheep'. Everyone started laughing and throwing bad and stupid comments at the trailer. Personally, I think it's really stupid. How can u make sheep look so evil? They're supposed to be cute, poor, innocent little things which we count when we wanna make ourselves go to sleep (not that I do that). And now what? They've turned into zombie-like growling animals who attack ppl. What a stupid concept. Kids, after watching the movie, wouldn't be able to count sheep to sleep anymore. Coz they're gonna be counting zombiesss and gonna have nightmares instead..hahah

hmm..What else?
Met some people from Brunei in uni. Feel so homely/un-lonely after knowing that. Like I'm not the only one from our Land of Unexpected Treasures..hahaha. But don't hang out with them one..hehe.. coz they do different courses. The only people I've seen from SGS is Janet Yong and Dennis Lim.

It's autumn now, leaves are turning yellow and falling down as usual. I remember complaining about the weather last year in one of my blog posts. How the sun sets at 5 pm. It's starting again. Damn annoying. Loved the sunshine up till 8+ , almost approaching 9 pm when I got back to Melbourne during February, summer time still.

I'm being so un-lazy this year to walk to uni. hahaha, I could take the tram and reach in 15 mins, but u gotta pay for that. And I'd rather not pay.. quite expensive. Actually, it's quite funny/weird...cause if u use a car, u would reach in 5 mins only..hehe..but no car :( So, yes.. walk walk walk.. walk to school, 30 mins, walk back home, 30 mins, good exercise. Listening to music during the walk helps me feel that I reach my destination a lot quicker.

Ok, I'm gonna sleep now.. random pictures another day.