Aku sedang beremosi

Dunno if this is my first attempt at writing Malay or not, but ah whatever, feel like writing in Malay randomly. Sometimes, I'll rojak it with English if I dunno what's the word in Malay.

Ok, jangan ketawa tentang Bahasa Melayuku ya? Sudah lama tidak berbahasa dalam Bahasa Melayu, aku fikir ada beberapa tahun sudah. Kalau sekarang aku pergi menduduki peperiksaan BM, aku 100% akan gagal teruk-teruk.

Anyway, sekarang playlistku sedang bermain lagu-lagu yang sangat emo. Oleh itu, saya sedang beremosi, haihh. Apa lagi, hidupku sangat sedih. Setiap aspek dalam hidupku pun tidak beberapa baik. Selalu ada banyak masalah yang macam tidak akan berhenti.

Aye, cannot already..
Malay FAIL!
I think it's not even up to conversational level. So much for studying it for 12 years of my life. tsk tsk.

So, yea I wish things could take a better turn soon. I don't understand why I trap myself in such situations. If only I had thought of things ahead way earlier. If only I have thought of the consequences they would bring. Eeesh, why does this year seem so problematic for me? Damn annoyed.

sniffs!

stupid brother has just left, an hour ago.

without realising, the time flies.

a month has passed by so quickly.

him, preparing to leave already.

a pose, before he leaves.

and off he left with my parents.

see You again Brother, in... a month or 2months time..

that is if he's coming back for the 10days holidays. he said he might be going vacation to somewhere. Grr!! *hearts*

Relieved

Ok, now time for some blogging of very random things.

Last time, I said I was supposed to be updating on Sydney + Gold Coast stuff. But I'm still very lazy. Lazy to upload pics, lazy to write a lenghty account of the trip. heheh, one day, one day, I will. Even the HK one, I don't bother to blog about anymore. Sien.

Going back to uni next week. So dreading it. I feel like holidays love to zoom pass us everytime. It's always quick and before u know it, u are back to hell again. Hell being uni/work. Ok, maybe not so drastic, but yea, u do know uni/work = stress to the max!

Have been on Facebook very often lately. I dunno, just keep clicking this and that. And it's very weird and stalker-ish, that Facebook now allows or let's say "invites" you to view other strangers' photo albums just because one measly photo of one measly friend of yours got tagged. tsk tsk. Logged into my extremely inactive Friendster account the other day and found that it is SO darn laggy. Like when u view a pic, and click to go to the next pic, it lags like crap.

Lately, I've been fussing over a lot of things. Like what electives to take next sem, how to arrange accomodation for next year to move in with my sis, how to be a more organised and disciplined person (*ahem, every one of us fusses about this, I guess), how I'd be able to finish watching the crazy amount of dramas/movies I've been downloading and have never watched since 2006, and other how to's on making life better. I know, I know, life is never perfect, there's always gonna be obstacles to go thru every now and then. Sheesh, if only life is a breeze. Meh, dream on.

Random thought. I've always wanted to go bungee-jumping since my "teenage" years. But now that I think of it, howwww to bungee jump when I'm so afraid of heights. It's like even a few floors up and I'm shaking in fear already when I look down. Maybe I should do it to overcome the fear..hehe :P Down with you, acrophobia.

Movies I wanna watch currently: Harry Potter & Bruno
Movies I have yet to watch but MUST watch: X Men Origins: Wolverine & Fast & Furious 4
Movie I have recently watched: Transformers, quite good, but the ending was a bit too easy and abrupt & The Proposal & The Year One (so silly, I tell u) & Terminator Salvation.
Movies I look forward to watching: Public Enemies & G.I. Joe (Channing Tatum looks so HOT)

So, am currently looking thru HK pics from last December, and decide to post some up.

so, indeed

this month was more happening than last month, all the outings and gatherings.. made my holidays more memorable and made me livelier, and also fatter i guess, but im happy and thankfult, that everything has been going on quite well for me :)

but! screams! holiday is ending soon. i gotta work hard next semester, really hard!

anyhoots, in this post, i'l be posting up some picturess of my recent outings so Yeahs! bear with me eyhs, friends~

michelle was back, and so we met up and did some catching up.
alister and amilyn were there too.

and then there were a lot of times dinner at excapade, and this was with my brother who jus came bck for holidays.. excapadeNess! :P

and then there is this lunch gathering at charcoal. with felicia...

and also Josh and Kahsiong...and Nick.

and after the lunch, the guys went to Jollibee's to get some icecream.

and then there's the Tutong + Kb Trip. this picture above is taken in Tutongness.

and this one up there is taken in Kb-ness :)

...and the peoples who went.. :)

and then there was this dinner.

celebrating Wanru's grandpa's bday at orchid garden.

and later, the sleepover ;)

and the swimmingness, the next day.

and later followed by... meeting up with my cousins at their place for celebrating my cousin, Stephanie for getting the scholarship to UK, and also my other cousin, Emerson for getting into ITB! im so proud of them! *loves*

aunt Joey and myself.

the Tangs' chabos.

and later we went to swensens to hang out..

ahbii and stephanie!

and lastnight we went to Bandar to check out the 'gerai perayaan' and also to farewell yengfang.

boohoo. she's leaving to KL then to Australia to complete her degree there so Yeahs.. all the best to her ;)

coolNess!! this pic will ends this post here :)

boohoo!

less than 3 weeks to Uni re-starts, and i haven enjoyed enough my holidays yet la!! i dont want, i dont want to go back to stress mode, and study mode, because then i will be super stress. Next semester will be very crucial for me, as i have to be sure i pass the Mathss i failed in my first semester. i must pass, i must pass, and so i must work hard, and working hard means there will be a lot of pressure and pressure means Stress!!

ok, i dont know what did i just blab-ed and if it doesnt make any sense, dont mind me. im not in my right mind now.

sighs, is maths really my thing? tell me friends, if u can see me as a teacher, a maths teacher....

Argh~!

Life can be a bitch when u're not a self-motivated or disciplined person.

Sigh. So frustrating.

How cool is that?

I actually BUMPED into our beloved Sana in Sydney in a sushi train restaurant. So damn coincidental, we couldn't believe it ourselves. Haven't seen her since our SGS era, man. It was great seeing her again, haven't changed a bit! Still as chatty and cheerful as ever.

Back

HALLO!!!!!

I'm not missing or dead yet though it might seem so.
Still very much alive lol.

Sorry for not updating, hehe.
After exams, just lazed around everyday.
Then went off to Sydney on 29th June.
Sydney to GoldCoast on 4th July.
Drove from GoldCoast to Brisbane this afternoon.
Flight from Brisbane back to Melbourne.
Home not long ago.
Exhausted.

haha, Shen, Not so lucky to get interviewed for Jay's concert la!!
But yeaa.. his concert was good!!
More updates next time :)
Need to sleep soon

boohoo~

less than a month now before the Uni reopens and my third sem; 2nd year starts.

NOoooo, i'm so not looking forward to it la. i stil prefer to spend my everyday life lazily+unstressly laaa. lol. dmm~

so this month indeed was a lil more happening than last month. been out, eat and yumcha lately..and if stayed home, it'd be series, eat and sleep. sound so jobless and no life rights, but i simply like, and enjoy. haha. life with no worries lerr and yes, i should be grateful. thankyouu papa and mama. hearts them!

hmm, more to updates actually but it's early in the morning and i am.. blank + a lil lazy now to blog on. and the reason for this post is also because I dont want to open the blog and see the post is still 'Father's day 2009' !! LOLness.

Jasmine Yap!! mana U kan, no online nor updates.. oh yeahs, i saw the news on Jay's concert in sydney and when i read on the news, they interviewed a young student on the concert.. i thought it'd be You. hahaha. lol... Quicks, i wan updatesss on the concert and ur sydney trip k k :)

sorry for the 'doinkness' in this post.

ba, till the next update ppl ;)