4th day of TP

So the title says... it's not so bad here really, infact, I quite like it here. I made some new friends and I think my tp-mates are just cool. 3 of them play left4dead! Interesting eyh` and my timetable is quite free. I am given 2 classes of year 10 and I be teaching Mathematics and Accounting. Well I should be really really thankful because I wished for morning session and I really got it. So, though it will be quite challenging to teach year 10's Mathematic and Accounting... I will try my best.

guess that's about it for this post. hee, just felt like updating so I just did ;)

time flies and things changed.

again, it's been a Long time since I have been here! I have always wanted to blog again but I always had a few things tying me down. Like the blog title says, things changed. So here are some updates..

First off, 2011 has passed and it's year 2012 now and I'll be 24 this year(damn!). It felt like it was just yesterday I was thinking about how was it like to grow up to this age. Time flies and many things have certainly changed. I am not the same person I used to be a year ago and some of my perspectives in life have changed. In many ways I'm just glad for the changes so I must say that 2011 was a great year for me, and it sure did passed... like an arrow. In a blink of an eye, I was already cheering for the year 2012. LOL!

so GEE! I'm graduating this year (hopefully, fingers crossed) and my teaching practice starts tomorrow! Teaching practice will be ongoing for about 4 months and that's it, I will then be waiting for the results and the convocation would most probably be around September/October!

Time sure does have its way of going by faster as we age huh, let's just hope everything will go well for everyone in this dragon year 2012. Hope I'll be writing soon again. Cheers.

i've learnt..

that there are 3 things we cant recover in life: the WORD after its said, the MOMENT after its missed, and the TIME after its gone..

it's a new month, new beginning?

half a year has gone, and July is here! a new month, a new beginning for me? I'd say the first half of 2011 was full of ups and downs for me. people come and go in my life and things happened... but not regretting any bit of it as they are all my choice. all I can say is, everything is fated? heh.. I sound so... old, and wise. lol!!

now I have a few resolutions for July! hehe..

1. complete my Teaching Practice perfectly and get a good grade out of it. [ last day, 14th July. Counting down days now. hehe ]

2. learn how to swim!

3. learn how to save money; budget budget everything.

4. budget for singapore trip already!

5. be the better person of myself now :))

guess this is it. still more, but i cant recall them now. ohwells, it's 2am in the morning now. the brain is already half asleep. so goodnights people. the chickens are singing already..... zz

问世间情为何物

dear all, it's been a while since i've updated here. it's almost beginning to be like as if i'm not part of it hehehee *paiseh*

today i feel like ranting so i shall.

i want to know why people always get frustrated over 儿女私情 (that's directly translated as men-women-private-passion (sounds funny) i.e. love and relationships for those of you who lack education in chinese), because right now, i am frustrated.

history seems to repeat itself, and one look upon the mirror, i realise i have once again turned into the kind of girl i am NOT. if this is what love makes you do/ turns you into, then i don't want to be in love, because this kind of love makes me lost in confusion and i no longer behave like who i truly am, it's toxic love.

and then again i think about the one person whom i was always myself with. but this one person breaks my heart into pieces, not because of typical misgivings but simply because he's too selfish to invest in a relationship. here, you can argue that it's not worth waiting for someone who may never turn back to you. reminds me of that ironic statement "a person worth crying for will never make you cry" or something like that. so technically a person worth waiting for shouldn't make me wait??

what is wrong with this world???

time flies...

it's been almost a month plus now since I work, plus the 2 weeks holidays. HEE, and if I count down the days to leave, it's like.....3 weeks left? ohno, I havent done my video teaching yet, and my research and analysis for one of my next semester's module assignment... and another report writing for Another module.. gah! Uni really sucks~ ohwells....

so how's it been like teaching in the school? I'd say Im enjoying every bit now.. though some of my kids are really ... uncontrollable but they are adorable at times too. HEH.. but Im still doubting myself.. if this is what Im going to do for the rest of my life...NAH~ I wana be my own boss~~ have my own time~~ do my own things~~ heehe...

so I just got back from a relief class.. now slacking in the staffroom, doing nothing because I have basically prepared most of the lesson for this week. WHEE XD

and it's sunshowering now outside. crazy weather.

so this is my latest updates. more to come. ciao :)

Teaching Practice..

so I'm doing my teaching practice now at a school nearby my home. It is like an attachment thing so THERE GOES MY ''SUMMER 3MONTHS'' HOLIDAY! huhuhu.. so the teaching practice has been so far so good. The school I was assigned to is very near to my house and this is actually good because I pretty much do not need to rush to work and it takes only around 5 minutes to reach home from work. Another good thing that I should be glad about this tp is that I am teaching in the afternoon session so there is really no need for me to wake up early for work.. well everything is good BUT, but but but.... now that I think.. this is my first tp and I have another tp next yr; it is quite impossible that I'l be sent to the same school to do my 2nd TP so I'm pretty much upset now, because I have find myself slowly liking this school, and its conveniency to me... I want to maybe teach here in the future... BLEHS.

So recalling back, on the first day during the briefing, I was actually quite down when I know I am going to be in the afternoon session, because I was hoping that I could have my afternoon free to do whatever I want; gym, shop, and yea.. But this is the end of the second week already and it hasnt been too bad. I started teaching already on the second day because the classes I was given to, they were going to start a new topic and the subject teacher suggested that it'd be better if i start the new topic myself..so I started teaching on the 2nd day of my work. Overall, things were okay until the second week.

A relief teacher came to report for work and she was going to relief the two classes I was given to because the teacher in charge of the classes was going to take maternity leave so so so they decided to give me another two new classes...... omg I feel like I'm reporting... ohwells, so summary is I was given two new classes and so far I'm enjoying it eventhough there are a few very very talkative students. pfft..... oh, and I had a surprise visit by my supervisor yesterday to observe my class. I was not prepared because I thought I didnt have to teach that class yet; wrong information given by my CT but Im glad that I handled that class well despite no preparation. hehehe, and I got a pretty average grade from my supervisor.

so what am I doing now.... nothing in the staffroom, listening to the radio's songs.. and blogging here... colleagues are talking about their classes.. comparing students' answers... time is ticking, tick tock tick tock....

recently my feelings has been Up and Down but I sure hope there will be no more Down because I don't want to go through that kind of feelings anymore. I just hope all will end well for me. I pray, because all I ever wanted is just to.....