Saturday, May 23, 2009

i am so full...

even though the dinner was 3 hours ago? i cant sleep, and my series are still loading so i guess i'l just blog while waiting for the series and myself to feel better from the full-ness i'm feeling...

so, a few of us had dinner at fel's place where felicia, josh, jenny and myself made the dinner. yes, we were the cook of the night~

we started cooking at around 6ish and we made salad, lasagne, bbq chix wings, wedges, and grassjelly drink. the whole cooking thing was actually fun, with all the choppings and marinating.. and hot too, because joshua was literally sweating like hell..haha, but i guessed we all enjoyed eyhs.. and i need to give two thumbs up for Jenny, because she was like the head of the cooks of the night; guiding us the way through. hehe..

but, if we were to rank ourselves, hmm.. i'd be the lowest rank there just now...not knowing anything at all! hmmm... more to learn!!

watson and jonan joined us later at almost 8pm and watson brought a wine and jonan made lemon tea ping. hehe.. ;)

we had the dinner at around 8.30ish and all the food turned out really good. hehe.. two thumbs up to ourselves! Hehehe. some pictures i took with my sew810i=p

appetizer - salad


main courses; chicken baked lasagne and bbq chicken wings

light snacks - wedges, freshly cut from potatoes.

desserts - grassjelly drink

joshua.

leng and myself.

felicia dearest

jonan.

watson and jonan.

uh-oh, the guys had some bananas too after the dinner, lol..there were some incidents with the bananas though...hahaha and also we had some thai mangoes we bought from huaho during our shopping... overall, we had a lot of things.....
which is why, i seriously need to do some exercises soon or else.....what will become of me?! hahahaha

hmm, in less than 6 hours i'l need to wake up..because i'v promised my mum i'd go jogging with her in damuan park with her friends so YES! jogginggggg...hehe,and in the noon some hiking if possible... ;)

so, goodnights ppl!


Sunday, May 17, 2009

see...

i knew i would feel silly and would think 'serious mer, why sound so emo' LOL! anyways, im ok already from the previous post..so yeahs!! ;)

So last night went to bunny's bday celebration at his place, had a great time there with some frens. In the middle of the party, jenny, jewel, carmen and i went to Jonan's place for a while too as he was having a bbq party there too. it was great seeing him again.

Overall last night was fun and heh` last night i had my first late supper for the year.. at 2ish am. HEH~ i never liked having supper because, yeah..fats~ but last night when we reached sempurna at 2ish, i suddenly craved for wantan soup so yeahs.. ;)

EXERCISES HAVE TO START THIS WEEK!! PEOPLE; SPORTS PEOPLE WHO IS READING THIS POST NOW, PLEASE DATE ME! hahaha, sound so desperate, but yeah im serious.

hmm, i think i should end this blog here..as i am supposed to be sitting beside my students now guiding them in their malay papers but instead i ended up blogging here... haha.

woohoo~ Holidays.. I like! ;)

Saturday, May 16, 2009

!@#$$%^&****

ahhh, im feeling the worst now, so please do not mind what i am going to write after this!!

what is wrong with them?! what do they want from me?! what do they expect from me?! what do they want me to be?! ARGH!!! I JUST HATE IT, HATE IT WHENEVER THEY JUST SAY THINGS WITHOUT USING THEIR BRAIN, BUT THEIR MOUTH. IT'S LIKE THE USUAL WORDS OVER AND OVER AGAIN WITHOUT THINKING IF THE SITUATION IS RELEVANT FOR ALL THOSE WORDS!!!

arghs, and they always have to make me feel this worst! i hate it, i hate it, and i hate it!!! im so at the verge of breaking down now.. i just feel like i cant take it anymore. i need them to know, to understand, and not just think from their point of view, but THINK FROM MYYYYY POINT OF VIEW!

ugh, im feeling the most effing stupid feelings right now.. and i know, when i see this post the next few times, i will be wondering if this is so serious to have felt tis way.. BUT one thing i know for sure now is that i am feeling soo hurt right now, and i wished somehow they'd know about this and make this pain go away.... ARGHS!!!!!!

sorry if u read this post till the end here, i just need a place to express them all out.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Boys before Flowers

HAHA Ok, this post is written coz I saw Shenny's twitter msg.

There was this once where my family and I went to Macau (for a one-day-getaway while in HK), to one of the recently-built casinos there, the Venetian, during last December. So, as we were about to go home, we walked towards this particular bridge, which we had to cross to get to the road to hail for a cab (btw, the cabs in Macau are so cool, coz U DON'T OPEN THE DOOR YOURSELF! hehe, it's automatic! I was quite amazed at that, really. Of all places, I didn't imagine Macau would have such high-tech door-opening mechanisms in their cabs).

So, as we head towards the bridge, we saw some filming activities going on. And we were reluctantly allowed to cross the bridge by the film crew people cause we seemed to be disrupting their work or something, so they hastily asked us to cross over. Then of course, our curious eyes kept looking at what's going on at the set, like are they filming soon or not? Haha, then as we were at the other side of the bridge, my sis whipped out her camera and snapped some pics. ehhehe, I bet if any one of them sees us taking pics, we'll definitely get scolded or something :S



This must be main actress?



Wednesday, May 13, 2009

woohoo!!

YAY!!! officially free from exam and so the stress in me has also gradually decreased to the minimum! how overjoyed can i sound huh... lol!

i have so many things in mind now... so many things to want to do; hang out with friends, prepare for my kl trip, do lots and lots of exercise to reduce my fats and to watch lots and lots of my unwatched series.. too many to list down actually! and oh, i also hope i will be able to learn how to cook one or two dishes because i just got complains from my mum, again that my 8 or 9 years old cousin knows how to cook better than me =.='''

haha so, many things to do in the list and i hope i have enough time to do all... hehe, 3 months eyhs!! but but, if i have to do supplementary then it's only 2 months then BUT *CHOIIIIIIIII* touch many wood that i wont get supplementary and passed every subject!! XD

hahaha, i'm so speechless now. too happy for words. i havent feel so free with nothing to worry for a long time already, not that i dont have to worry of my results, but at least i dont need to worry abt it for now =)

once again, YAY!! hahahaha. DMM xP

Very random pictures

























Midnight rant

Hello again..

Doesn't seem like a very long time since I last blogged, that's what I feel.

Anyway.. If I don't blog now, I think it'll be hard to remember what I wanna blog about after a while.

Aye, all you people out there, I am so Jealous laaa! I see your 3-month holiday, and crazy holidaying ahead. Jealous~ I was looking at the summer gathering thing that was posted on Facebook by Amir. Omg, then I realised, I think only Australia is weird. Weirdly located and has weird climate. So different from a hell lot of other places including school term. You see, people who study at say, US, Canada, UK, Singapore, HK all have mid-year long holidays. Whereas, here, down under, it's only at the end of the year that we get the long holidays. eeeee.

I think everyone's done/almost done with their exams, esp Shenny tang, today some more! Wish you good luck, girl! Hope you do well. As for me, I'm counting down the days..argh, start on 9 June. The thing is I wanna fully concentrate on my studying/revising, but cannot. WAaaaaaa. so annoyed. why can't they finish giving all of the assignments/tests/labs earlier so that we can study for exams full on? sigh.

Went to watch a Cantonese stage play last week called 'The Importance of Being Vulgar'. Only a few days before I went to watch did I hear people saying that there's gonna be real swearing during the play. Reason is cause the play is sort portraying the use of profanities in the busy, fast-paced life set in HongKong. So yah, all the vulgar words that you can ever ever ever think of in Cantonese, have been said in the play. Quite an interesting concept, really. It's not everyday u find a play with people cursing non-stop openly. Like for example, there's this scene, where a guy and girl accidentally banged into each other at the shoulders, then a whole 3-minute or so, of scolding each other including insulting their ahem private parts. hehe. Then there's another intersting scene, with a professor teaching u how to swear correctly (like how to incorporate your profanities into ur everyday words with correct grammar). funny stuff.

Last Thursday, I got to go for a really random karaoke session. We only went at 12 am and had to leave at 3 am when they closed. So short time only :( .. but fun nevertheless. But fret not, a few days later, there was a potluck gathering during the weekend, and the host had a freaking karaoke machine at home ahhaha. So, yeah, get to sing 2nd round in that week but mostly old songs, like maybe up to Year 2000 songs. Moreover, I finally got to have an 'opening ceremony' (not literally) for my cake mixer. haha, I made the chilled cheesecake for the potluck which I used to always make years ago for the first time here officially, with a cake mixer. The last time I made one here without a cake mixer, it turned out weird as hell. So yeah, very glad I made my family bring it over when they came here earlier this year.

Oh and I have officially stepped down as welfare officer of IESS as a new committee has been elected and I didn't wanna run for any posts this year, too busy with schoolwork man. hheehe, Am feeling quite relieved but it has also made me reflect on how being a committee member for one term (a year) has made me learn a lot of things in uni that I would not, have otherwise been able to. Things like organising events for members, liasing with uni staff, doing publicity runs, working in a team to improve social wellbeing of international engineering students all under a tight budget. Hahha, I sound like I'm writing a resume. But yea, it was quite scary on the funds part, coz we had so little funds at the beginning, we thought we had to close down the society, which would be quite saddening, as it has been running for about 15 years now. Talk about heritage.

Now, before I bore you to death, I'll just stop here. Just had to pen down those thoughts of mine. Nowadays, I'm gonna be studying for the remaining days of the month and half of next. sighhh.. gotta work hard. Just have to keep thinking of the end result, more effort, better results yea.

p/s: OH man, I wish I could sit here all day long surfing net. I realise I've been missing out a lot in the cyberworld. But then again, who the hell sits down all day surfing net? pfft. stupid thought.

Quite sick of cracking my head over some freaking theories every now and then to apply to the questions I have to answer. And they're utterly UN-straightforward. The key is to manipulate away to get what you want.

I miss piano playing during intervals when studying for long hours.

Motivation, where are you? Please come back. I think I'll guide it back by first opening my books and papers. Then I shall stare at the unfamiliar materials that ought to be familiar to me by now and PANIC and study frantically. Why does that sound so unrealistic? OR maybe, I should be surrounded by smart people talking away about the materials I should know and then feel embarassed that I don't know them and study away. Hah, that might work!

Ok bye bye bye.. going to open my books

Sunday, May 10, 2009

TODAY 10/05/09

is Happy Mother's Day!!

here I wish all mothers around the world a very Happy Mother's Day! especially to my dearest mother ;)

last night my family and I went to kakak tua Mok's house for mother's day celebration, as usual it was like a potluck and as soon as everyone reached, we started to eat. Very nice food as always and everyone had funs I guessed; the mothers' gossipping around the latest news they have, the fathers' talking about their cars and works stuffs, the boys' playing around and us girls' gossipping away.

Haha, but it was slightly different in the girls' group last night, because there were missing a few ppl; they are all overseas studying now, actually it was just less noise, but still... kakak tua mok was hyper and high enough to make us all hav enough laughs! Hahahaha=p

before we all head home, we had cakes too!! there were 11 mothers if i am not mistaken, and we all sang mother's day song for them and they blew the cake together. I thought that was a very nice way to celebrate mother's day... mothers celebrate mother's day together. haha XD

so I still have 3 more days til I get my total freedom. I am so very excited, but afraid too because I am left with the 2 hardest papers for me and I am stil very unprepared, but uhwells.. if I am destined to fail, I will fail no matter what right so I'l just try my best! =D

anyhoots, I think it is quite confirmed that I am going to fish leong's concert this June13th so I am also looking forward to that day! hehehe. HAPPY!

okie now, more updates sooon and till then, ciao!! XD

Friday, May 08, 2009

5 days to...

F-R-E-E-D-O-M and i believe b-o-r-e-d-o-m as well.. Hahaha!

cant wait, cant wait.. in 5 more days, i will be as free as a bird for like 3 months! but in the 3 months i'l be worrying like shit for my results whether i'l pass this course or not.. sighs!

anyhoots, i stil have 3 more papers to go so im going to work hard for it yes!!

uh-oh!!! i seriously hope i'l be going to fish leong's concert this 13th June!! i'l plan all after my exam yes!!

hehe, i've reached the end of this post now so bbye and til my next blog, which wil be after my exam? nah` we'l see.. ;)

cheers everyone!

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