Some food pics

The cupcakes don't taste that good.

Yummy Japanese food.

View from restaurant

aihh

Why so emo? why why why?
This year's emoness exceeds all of the past years' added up together.
Now I get how it feels to be in this kind of situation.
It's like my mood varies widely. I can be all happy now, and then feel very down the next minute.
Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me.
So sleepy, but have to do research. grrr

Dunno?

I dunno man.
I dunno how it is supposed to be.
I dunno why some people can be so determined. It's just sad to see their efforts being wasted.
I dunno why I can't do what I should do.
I dunno how to understand all the underlying actions.
I dunno why I'm such a coward.
I dunno why I can't seem to handle things well.
I dunno why I'm not firm. I can get persuaded quite easily.
I dunno why emo mood strikes again. Not supposed to.
I dunno..............

summer, I see u!

Today, for the first time in many many MONTHS since Feb/March, the temperature was actually hot enough for me to not wear a jacket. How unusual/weird/unadaptable out of a sudden as we've been in the cold since then. So not used to it.

Went for a haircut with my sis and then went on my maiden voyage to Harbourtown (apparently an open outdoor area kind of shopping place, same as the other Harbourtown-s in Perth & Sydney). That's where the Southern Star you see up there is. But it was halfway being dismantled at the moment. How sad! Apparently due to no public interest and also it had cracks during the heatwave back in Feb. Aihh


There I am trying on this HUGE bow hairband. Sis says I look like Minnie Mouse. lol.

Was feeling so sick for more than a week. Feeling glad that I'm finally recovering. Felt the total opposite yesterday.

back for a while..

it's been a while now since i last update here eyhs. not my fault. blame.......my life. hahaha, life's been busy.. with uni stuffs; this semester is really hectic. seemed to me like everything is so fast-paced now and for a moment there, i thought i couldnt catch up and nearly 'ki siao' BUT thanks to some friends, who helped me out and consoled me, so here i am now.. still surviving through..heh~

also other than uni stuffs, there were a few other things i was busy with, which i dont quite remember now also..lol, cut it short; i've been busy busy busy bee. [ but i dont see much honeyy anywhere also ler, apakans! hahaha XD ]

anyways, i'm trying hard now to cope well with everything that is happening around me la. it's hard, but i will try my best, and i hope to excel in all. Optimist yes! :)

and argh, i missed my last 3months holiday; the relaxNess and stress-freeNess. i miss i miss I MISS!! sighs.

so i'm in Uni now, waiting for the next class to start, in like 10mins.. so i guess i'l stop 'ere in this post. mind is also kinda blank now.. so.. ciao? hehe

uh-oh, thanks to those who still visit this blog here ey [ i doubt tho.. hahaha!] and Jas, Blog more yes; anything. hope ur coping well there too. hugs :)

Shocks in life

It has been a weird weekend, and time just seems to fly past like that and it's time to start a fresh week all over again.

I went to IKEA yesterday and oh MY GOD, something shitty happened. An old guy, perhaps in his 50's, stepped on my foot. I was wearing one of my ballet flat shoes and then.. of course my foot was mostly exposed on top. He wore some freaking heavy duty shoes that u seem to use for camping or walking in the forest. I don't exactly blame him 100% as well, coz I was looking down when I walked and my hair on both sides covered my view. His shoes went "crack crack crack" over my bones and for a moment, we seem to almost be tripping on each other, turning and twirling. I think it's coz I wanted to get my foot out of under his shoes and that made him spin and almost trip. Then without an apology, he scolded "Watch where you're going!!" Fucktard. For a moment, I thought a heavy IKEA trolley went over my foot until I realised it was a guy's foot. Goodness! It was at level 9/10 pain and I was anticipating the redness to come in within seconds (which it did). Then about 2 mins later, bruises appeared. Goodness. Darn painful man. Just slight pressure on it would get me screaming in pain.

Ok, that was shitty experience of weekend no. 1

Then shitty experience of weekend no. 2 happened.

The freaking scary glare was so unpleasant. Felt like I could be killed with that cold, hard, deadly stare anytime. But who am I to say it's wrong to do so? It's not like I'm not at fault anyway. There is every right to do so.. even I would if I were in that position. Goodness.. it's not wise being in this other side of the situation. You'd definitely be forever deemed to be that kind of person... even far into the future, no matter how right(or wrong) you think you think you are. Emotional distress much.

Oh naman barahbwa

---At about 4 am

Felt so tired just now and realised that nowadays my panda eyes have become worst than ever. SO I went to bed early for once. Slept at 12+ am, haven't slept that early in weeks. And then as torturing as it is, I suddenly got up in the middle of the night, tossed and turn and could not sleep anymore till now.

I am wide awake at the moment :( I need to sleep to have a nice, fresh start tomorrow. ARGHHH

Anyway, I'm into Korean artists and songs now. hehehe, so random. But sorry Shen, not TVXQ lol. I like Hiphop/R&B kind, like BIG BANG. I LOVE big bang at the moment lar. Love their songs, videos (esp the dances). And this other girl CL, her rapping rocks. And these Korean singers can actually sing LIVE. I mean, take a look at the HK and Taiwan artists. A lot of them have looks but not the talent, they suck so bad at live singing. These Korean peepz train their arse off for years before coming out to the entertainment industry. Hence, the great vocals and dancing.

Baked these blueberry muffins two nights ago at around a mad time of 5 am. I'm such an owl really.

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For some weird reason, I can't upload pics. WTH. zzzzzzz

--- At about 7 pm

Bleargh.. I only got to sleep at 7.30 am and got up at 4.30 pm. ARGH. I shouldn't be sleeping this way. It's not even holidays lar wtf

And Blogger is being an ass not allowing me to upload pics that I had to return to old school Photobucket. Oh well, here are the pics:








Doesn't taste that great as it is MY FIRST TRY. Taste like cupcakes instead of muffins. Apparently not supposed to mix too well, just have to mix for a while only, not thoroughly. Will attempt again when I am too free.

On the other hand, I went and bought two pretty cupcakes from The Cupcake Bakery instead. Pics later