Monday, October 06, 2008

@Miri with Sampat Inc

Suddenly feel like uploading pictures from the Miri trip so here are some of the pictures taken during the trip.. :)
''134km/h''
taken on the 1st of Oct by Aneurin using my sew810i when we were on our way to Miri. Jung's car.

the many 'NO PARKING' signs outside this Park City hotel's entrance. I wonder why..hmm`

Aneurin, veryyy annoyed with this sign lo.. haha but he dont know how to show the 'annoyed' face. lol.

we all packing our stuffs into the car, preparing to go to our last shopping destination; Boulevard, before going back to Brunei Darussalam.

Yenchuan, waiting for his chauffeur. LOL

\\While waiting for Fawei to come join us back; because he left us for a while to join his family who also came to Miri. We all vained for a while, with my sew810i.. [this sentence is purposelyy dedicated to Carmen chang chang chang... keke=p]



...and then Pk they all joined in the fun... 'click, clack...kachak!!'


Pk vain until come down the car to 'kachak..kachak..' LOL

and below comes Aneurin with his poses... =D


and we present Aneurin's and Jung's doinkdoink eyes~ =P


Last but not least, I end my sew810i's picture-taking with another ''134 points'' on a basketball scoring machine picture. hehehe DMM~


There are some more pictures taken by Jayden's camera during the Miri trip that can be seen from here.

But I am also going to upload a few here... =D

McDonald, Hanluen a.k.a Bunny and myself.

The Group Picture.

Friday, October 03, 2008

my trauma for life.

this charge will cost around B$300 to B$500.

this was the statement I made in police station.
and the statement reads:
Pada 02.10.2008 Jam lebih kurang 1835hrs saya ada memandu sebuah kereta berdaftar BU**** Jenis Toyota Cressida. Perjalanan daripada rumah Kg Kilanas Mulaut menghala Airport Berakas menggunakan Jalan Jangsak dilorong sebelah kanan dengan kelajuan 70km/j. Semasa itu hujan turun dengan lebat tiba-tiba saya terlanggar aliran air menyebabkan kereta yang saya pandu hilang kawalan kesebelah kanan. Saya pun pusing setering kekiri tetapi sudah terlanggar stable tengah jalan dan terlanggar satu tiang lampu dan berpusing sekali dan berhenti hala balik ke kilanas..............................................................................

that is more or less about the accident, but actually I thought the car turned twice, because I landed quite a distance from the lamp post? And my small sister and I really felt something different; something helping us because during the Bang and the turning of the car, we actually felt the whole process was slow and when the car landed, facing the other side of the road, still on the divider of the road, we felt quite safe in the car. I quickly unbuckled my seatbelts and went to the back seat because my sister sat behind. sighssss` BUT I REALLY THANK GOD THANK GOD for letting me to have this chance to blog about this.

I want to thank the few malays who stopped their car and came to us with and without unbrellas and quickly opened the car door and asked us to come down, because maybe they scared the car would explode or something? It's their first day of hari raya lagii last night.

why did this accident happen to me!!!!??? I remembered I did not drive veryyy fast, [cuz I know everyone surely say I drive fast] because before the accident I already felt something was not very right with the tyres when I was driving it on Jln Ban4.

ahhhh, I'l have to go through courts and so many things to deal with the police and government people; because of the lamp post[which will cost another B$2-3k.]
I am super troubled and worried now. Dang, I dont want to go through all these ahhhhh..........

but I'm super glad and happy my small sister is alright, and she kept comforting it's not my fault again and it's the car's fault, and she is laughing and talking loudly and happily with my other sis; ahbii now like as if the accident did not happened. sighs` I WISHED.
btw, it's her; my small sister's birthday today so wishing her a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY and she will have a blast today :)

Thursday, October 02, 2008

namoamitabha to the miracle.

I just want to thank god that my small sister and I am still alive from the freaking accident I just had a few hours ago. MIRACLE does happen.. and also I want to apologize to my parents for making them losing a property of theirs; their car, Toyota Cressida car and also I will make them have to pay the charges for the fallen lamp post and for the accident? Ughhhhh~ so much $$$$ flying away... I FEEL SO BAD AND SORRY to them, their hard-earn-worked money.. sighs` and I nearlyyyy 'choiiiiiiiiiii, touch wood many timesssss' made my beloved sister's life.......... *choiiiiiii*

anyways, I think I'l not be blogging for some time? need a break offf from all these............. too many thingsss to be done and think/solved... too lil time to achieve all.

Time is precious for me now... cuz this whole thing reminds me again, how frail one's live is.

Trauma Centre: Under the Knife


I have this love-hate relationship with this game man.. more on love though.

Remember I talked about this operation game before? I was stuck at one stage during my June/July holidays, then I got pissed and didn't play it anymore. Those of you who play this game, u know that chapter where u get a bomb as ur patient to operate on, and if u fail, it'll go ka-boom! Yah, that bloody stage.

Then I just had a sudden urge to tackle that stage again, but still failed. So, I went on YOUTUBE and actually found videos of that stage being played and video-ed. HAPPINESS!! Turns out I've been laser-ing the wrong thing.. instead of laser-ing the microchips, I lasered the wires instead. No wonder, always explode. This sounds like nothing connected to operating patients, but somehow the game designers found a way to use ur operating skills to diffuse a bomb. weird, i know.

Anyway... I got past that and yipeee I'm going onto other stages. Hope I don't get stuck again.

This game is so tough man.. it depends on ur speed and precision. Play it and u'll get what I mean. Too slow, ur dead, too inaccurate and you're dead too.

I love this game, cause it's quite challenging and it gives a false sense of operating on real patients. I got so disgusted by the internal organs (intestines, beating heart, liver) at first...but over time, it's like nah, it's nothing. But I hate that after going through a stage with ur nurse telling you what to do, you have to operate on another patient on your own. Which means, you would have to remember all the procedures, like as if you're doing a revision. Then there's this other stage where u get an actual "ten" minutes to operate on 5 patients. Omg, my wrist was damn cramped after that, every second is precious and I tried not to stop at all. And I had to take about more than 20 attempts to finally get past that operation. nasty!



Anyway.. it's weird that I'm playing a game. And it's a role-playing game, I know I hated RPG games, so lenghty and too many dialogues. SO not me. I was never a game person. The last time I played any game was on the Playstation 1. Crash Bandicoot, loved that game. But have never gotten to finish it.

I'm nearing the end of this Trauma centre game, I'm on Chapter 7, which is the last chapter. I feel like this is such a big achievement for a non-game player..hehe! Apparently, this game is available on Wii as well.

I-Games is tomorrow.. hope my netball team wins and hope that IESS wins.

Singapore day administrator has not yet contacted me.. saddd.. it's on this saturday.
I'm going back to uni again on Monday. Dread it.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Woaahhh.. I STINK..

heheh, Nolar.. I stink of smoke from cooking. I love the sambal belachan paste I bought.. cooked it with asparagus.. smells so gooood.

I tried making that sweet potato balls we learnt to make in Cooking club back in Primary 6, but it sucked. I put in too much glutinous rice flour and when I fried it, it tastes like fried tang yuen (which means it's very gooey inside) or fried mochi. DAMNNN..

Currently, life is so busy. So many things left undone.

There's this I-GAMES coming up, which is a competition between "international" Engineering(IESS), Medicine(IMSS), Law(ILSS) and Commerce(ICSS) students, so as part of IESS, I had to help out with things. I and another guy are put in charge of netball. Sigh. I know NOTHING about netball. The only time I remember playing it was during PE with Sheeba, but I don't remember anything already except that the net doesn't have a board(like basketball) attached to it and you can only move three steps after u've acquired the ball. Anyway.. lucky I'm not playing.. I'm just going to arrange for trial runs and trainings and sort of be like coach. ahhaha but coach doesn't know how to play..wth. And that's on Friday.. only got how many days left man...

Then there's the Finance essay to be due, and the signals lab not done (which I'm meant to meet up with my partner sometime this week to do it, haven't even contacted her yet man), and then studying of course! 4 more teaching weeks and then it's exams season again. Just checked my exam timetable, crammed up like hell. 14, 18, 19, 21 NOV. So I can go back earlier(but again, haven't called Sgpore Airlines to change date).. so happy! Last day of exams is on 28th. Thank goodness!

Last week has been busy busy busy. As soon as holidays start, it's birthday.. hehe. Had two days of celebration and then that's two days of studying wasted. Then after that the next day, had to go around buying stuff for camping. And then wed-fri, camp. Haihh.. then sat of course REST DAY, damn exhausted man. Then sunday... lazy day.. went to watch Wall-e, which as expected, wasn't that great. Dunno why I'm just not a fan of animated movies, man, next time I shouldn't be influenced to go watch anymore of these cartoons. Then today housewife day, clean this clean that and cook.

Birthday pics are on facebook so go there and see.. I'm so lazy to post any here.

Ski trip..heheh.. that's like freaking two months ago.. I'm such a procrastinator, until now still haven't upload them.

Camping was GREATTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

Went to the oldest MAZE in Australia, saw & TOUCHED so many farm animals including horses, goats, sheep & lamb(very damn annoying, cannot be away from the mama/papa sheep one), koalas, cows, etc. OOh, and ate chicken egg that is freshly laid, barbequed on a campfire, slept in a tent, camped by the beach and in the farm, cycled 10 km (one way) to and fro, so that makes it 20 km, enjoyed the scenery of green green pastures (very nice) while cycling, went to two different beaches, experienced the countryside life, dipped in the hot springs and the list goes on.

We also could have, but unfortunately didn't, gone to wineyards where they produce wine, pluck strawberries (but it wasn't the right season, it's still too cold nowadays), ride horses and visited some place where u can see alot of other native Australian animals due to the time constraint we had. Imagine rushing like hell, and having only five minutes left to board a ferry to the countryside island(French Island). It was crazy, we were running like hell with shitloads of stuff to carry.

Anyway.. I really can't find that much time to upload pics... and don't think I'll have any in the upcoming weeks. I'll see how.. if I get the crazy mood to waste away two hours just to upload pics, then I might just do it.

Tick tock tick tock, time is running out. I have a whole semester of 4 subjects' materials to stuff in my head. AHHH.. I have to do well this time.

Friday, September 26, 2008

N-O spells NO!

it's stupid to pretend to be okay when ur not okay at all; the feelings shucks MUCH until i think no one can describe........ sighs~
these few days I'v been 'haha'ing and 'lol'ing in msn with frens very fake-ly cuz i havent been feeling really great lately, so u see.. msn can really cover up one's emotion and feelings so well. No wonder there are some people who never got to know the true feelings of someone to themselves, uh..im not talking about me :)

sighs`hearing the word 'NO' from her HURTS more than anything and just now I wished I could stop the tears from running downwards.

i think i will not speak to her very soon;my mother. uh, dont ask me what happened cuz I dont want to mention about it unless you all want to embarass me more :) sorry and thanks.
The purpose of me blogging this out is I really dont feel very good and I just need to throw this feeling offf my chest so I could feel better, and I think I seriously feel a bit bit better? ah, whatever.

ayeeee, what an emo blog ey.. so don't really need to mind this post aite people.. =)
off to bed now.

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