5more days..

to SEMESTER EXAM, and here i am now doing some facebook quizzes killing time when i am suppose to be using my time wisely doing some revision!! 'grrrrr.....

cant wait for all these to be OVER, and enjoy the laid back life that i am sure i'd be complaining by then, but at least i think it's better to be worrying about exams around the corner and be sitting for exams eyhs!?

anyhoots, this noon i just heard from the radio that Fish Leong is coming back to Malaysia for her 'Today is Valentine's' concert on the 13th JUNE!!! I WANT TO GO WANT TO GO WANT TO GO VERY MUCHHH!!! but sighs` i cannot think of anyone who would want to go with me.... because, as i know, no one around me is a fan of fish leong like i do, so anyone?!!!! please do tell me and so we can plan the trip together or something. hehe..

uh-oh.. i just got picturess from jayden so here are some of the pictures from my 21st bday party...

my family. i liked this pic very much, but too bad my sis and bro was not in the picture, if not this picture would be Perfect.

=)

my uni-coursemates..

carmen, jewel, myself and apple.

larrie,adrena,bong,myself, jenny and simmie

myself, kaiping,pk and yc.

jung,yenthin,aneurin and myself.

group picture ;)

'i wish for all my dreams to come true!'

*fffffffffhhhhhh*

I AM OFFICIALLY 21!! *brrr.. SO OLD!! :(

BYTHEWAY, I really LOVE the cake very much!! maybe it's the number. Hahaha!

aaahh i miss watching tvb series

i was clearing up my music folder and came across sound tracks from plain love, herbalist affair etc. if i remembered correctly i got these songs from jasmine yap. hehee.

and then suddenly i miss watching these shows! haven't watched much since.. since... 2003? omg lah i didn't even watch war and beauty SO SAD!

this summer holiday im gonna buy ALL the popular tvb series and WATCH THEM ALL!! muahahaha!!

Sunny days are gone :(

It's cold now.....brrrrrrrrrrr. Apparently it's 13 deg now.

What do I wanna say? Hmm.... spent my whole weekend doing a hardcore assginment. Sadness.
But also went for IESS's Poker Night but unfortunately, I didn't win coz my cards suck so bad. booo..

I got my wallet stolen 2 Sundays ago, the one day before I go back to uni after the 10-day long Easter break. So that also contributes to my irritated tone in my last post. Some stupid asshole who I hope gets eternal bad luck and misfortune for life or get hit by a car, stole my wallet from my bag, when I was trying shoes in a shoe shop (I think). Ok, it's also my fault that I left my bag there for abt 10 secs unattended. But still.. eeeeee! And the shop has no CCTV. And then all my valuable things in my wallet are just Poof! gone. Off to the police station I go, off to get all my cards replaced the next day, and bank cards took a long time to arrive because the cards arrive and then only the pin numbers arrive like 5 days later. haih.. all the trouble.

So, anyway, Easter was pretty much fun. Did lots of non-study related stuffs, studied little. In summary, I've went to two housewarming parties, sang at KBOX (the place is literally called that, and it's less than 5 seconds away if you run to it from my apartment's main entrance if there's no cars on the road), went to the museum, met up with Teo and Melvin for dinner, ate at this eat all you can eat Japanese buffet restaurant (which was just ok, not that great), went clubbing, shopping shopping, and then there's one day for studying (which should actually take up majority of the time during the holidays, oh well). 10 days well spent, huh? I think so. But oh, the guilt!

Anyway, a week of uni stressfulness is back. And it will be ongoing for at least more than a month, maybe about 2 months. Haih, time to work hard and strive to the max!!

Here's a shocking piece of news. A particular flu called "swine flu" is hitting various parts of the world. Scary man.. Apparently some top influenza expert in Australia has said that he believed that swine flu is already in Australia. And since winter is hitting, and as always people get sick all the time, coughs and sniffs everywhere I go, it's even scarier cause nobody can differentiate between the two. Saw this on Yahoo's homepage -> www.news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090427/ap_on_bi_ge/med_swine_flu_reality_check. Freaky part is it MIGHT spread globally and kill millions! Let's just hope their speculation is wrong. Being a little paranoid here..haha.

As Lyn was so into Google Maps, I told her I'll post the following here.

Back last year, when I was also a little crazy over Google Maps, I print-screened and copied images from it. LOL. So jobless right, I know.

BRUNEI

Spot my roof!

Spot Jalan Gadong

Spot Kg. Jangsak

Spot......erm.. I dunno, Sengkurong, Ban, Jangsak, Kilanas area?


MELBOURNE

The building with the address is where I live. Reddish-orange building is KBOX!

p/s: I just realised it's not Google Maps that I was into, it was Google Earth!!

Bye. Will return to blogging only after a long time.

today's 1st prize no is..

0426 eyhs!! the date todayyy!!

should have bought $1 so I'l go muahahahahah... lol. im nt a 4d freak lar, just.... hm, which orang cina dun know about it rights... and i just happen to know the 1st prize no today is 0426 so hais` abit.. grrrr. LOL! cuz there are also a few reasons WHY I should have think of buying the date todayyyyy.... anyways~

Today is one of my closestt friend; Jewel Tan Jee Wei's bday eyhs and i know she had a blast this bday because I could see, she enjoyed very much in her party last night. hehe =)

so once again, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, JEWEL! ;)


some more pictures from lastnight...

Jeewei's Cake! from bakerlyn..

had a great time last night/ overall was a great party so Thankyou Ms.Jewel!

so, i still feel a lil grrr about the 4d thing. haha, and i'm supposed to go meet up with Carmen and Aneurin at the Arch now but because most of my tees' are unironed, i decided to stay home and blog this post. hehe` and uh, i haven post up pics from my birthday party eyhs, but most of u might have seen it from facebook already but uhwells, i'l post it up one of these days eyhs Just for the sake of posting. haha, dont mind me.

so, it's the revision week already. 7 days to countdown til the Exams, and I am stil VERY unprepared for it. I hope i'l do well in this semester exam because I cannot afford to fail any subject this semester or else..................... darenot say.

so, hope all ends well for me! Wish me lots of lucks.. heh ;)

a lil update..

so, my life has been okayly okay with assignments and some outings, until last monday morning my right leg's muscle part got swollen all of a sudden. I freaked out, and lol.. cried, and when asked why i cried.. i remembered that i cried because in my mind i was thinking, 'shit, if my leg is forever that big..i cant be wearing shorts and skirts ledy....'
HAHA, wth rights?!

so i had to leave my partners to do the video assignment and asked my mum to bring me to see doctor right away. when we reached the clinic, the doctor checked and said there was an obvious difference of size of my legs, and asked if i have walked a long distance or stand for too long BUT i was sitting in the lecture for two hours!! she gave me some medicine to eat for a night and said if my leg did not go back to normal size then i have to go to the hospital. i couldnt sleep that night.......... maybe because that night i also watched 'Jangan Tegur' .. lol, so horror movie + oversized right leg = insomnia~

when i woke up the next morning, i was a little happy because it was not as swollen as the previous night BUT still difference can be seen... and when i go to uni that day, some friends told me it might be uric acid and stuffs~ sighs` i was worried sh*t...

my mum said she'd bring me to the hospital this morning, but because i had to go to Uni to finish up the assignment, so we did not go then...

hmm, both my legs seemed to be in their normal size now, though i still think my right leg does seem a bit bigger than my left one... so, i m in a dilemma now..do i still need to go see the doctor eyhs? but im really worried... about what they said; uric acid and blabla.... =(

if only i have been eating healthily, i wouldnt be so worried now.... sighs!! 人生~

Insomnia

OMFG!

Why can't I sleep? I didn't even have enough sleep. I exercised like mad and was so bloody tired before I slept, but why do I get up <2 hrs later and could not get back to sleep again? Fark laaa.. I'm supposed to get up at 9.30 am, with very little sleep of less than 6 hrs ( my ideal is 8 hrs). Then now what?? NO need to sleep is it? I have a whole day ahead of me with much needed energy to keep me awake for a damn long time. Sheesh. Sorry I'm just so angry that I can't go back to sleep.

Is it because of that stupid sms? Is it because of the emo Chinese love songs playlist that I've just created just now and it's playing continuously? Which freaking leads to me thinking and thinking and thinking. Kept thinking like a mad freako. My eyes are wide awake, I don't understand why. Then all I do is reflect. Reflect on how bad this year has been for me. Kept replaying and recollecting all the bad things in my mind that have already happened. Then I also realised I had lots of fun this year. A bit too much.. until I don't think I have prioritised my studies well. DAMN IT!

GAhhh.. emo songs are making my heart so restless.

I don't know why I only blog when I'm sad these days. So wtf.

Bad things keep happening until I am so immune to their effects already. Bad karma, yo?

I want a brighter tomorrow. Oh please.

one word to describe all..

HAPPY!!!

why?! Because i jus received a parcel gift from my Aunt Vivian and beloved cousins, and also her friend, Julita... from kuching.

hehe, i came back home from gym, and suddenly someone on the door shouted 'anyone home?'

so i rushed to the door, and i saw a guy and a box, and he asked for Miss Shenny Tang, and asked me to sign.. haha, this kind of thing i only see from Tv ler, and so this is a very new/cool thing for me. Hahaha, i know i sound so sakai now.. but haha, parcels for me few years back were all 'signed' by my mum when i was not home.. so haha` just don mind me.... so yeahs, i was asked to sign and write the date, and so he passed me the box.

Wooooooo~ the box has my name and all On it...

几sart一下！哈哈哈。不要理我..

ok, so i screamed for my small sis to come downstairs, and i just kept on screaming there. i was stunned and shocked, and Happy ofcourse. so I asked her to be the camera Person when I open my parcel~ step-by-step.... hehe

opening~

still opening~

and then I saw a.... PurPle Box...

inside full of stuffies... i kept on digging~ haha

a shirt, necklaces, a bag, two cards, a belt and accesories, and some of the stuffs are featuring Stars~ they JUST know me so well!! haha.

happy happy~

closing finale, with a picture of myself with the stuffs

i really thank alot to my aunt vivian and julita eyhs because they got the hearts to send me this parcel, so thank themm veryyy much.

and so, i am now with felicia, had dinner with her jus now@chill with jewel, and bunny came along..i talked to fel a lot tonight, about accounting and some other stuffs..nice catching up with her eyhs, as it has been quite some time we met and talked. missed her! hehe. FEL, we should come out more often now k, until u leave to spore. hehe..

so, currently@snowhouse with felicia, jewel and bunny.

Jewel and Bunny emo-ing now.. lol~

guess that's it for this post. hehe till the next blog ppl ;)

Shenny turned 21

To the first girl among all of us to turn 21, my bestest friend in the world...Shenny!!

HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY!!!

I'm so so sorry that this is a belated post. Should've posted this up yesterday but I wasn't home for the whole day.

Hope you had a wonderful birthday filled with joy and laughters and warm wishes from people around you. OH and you've got the "imaginary" key to open the door to the world! hahaha. funny. dunno if that's true or not.. i think it's quite bullshit, coz our parents will always still wanna control and run our life till...dunno maybe after we get married?

Tell me why

EEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeyer

Why? Why why why?
Everytime I see it, I get annoyed, seriously. Wtf la.

*breathe* must calm down.

Stupid things are gonna go away soon. I hope.

Ok, on another note, I wanna go to Sydney for Jay Chow's concert on 3rd July. Should I? I should! wanna go wanna go wanna go wanna go. I shall consider. Actually it's not up to me to decide.. I need to have the green light from my mummy & daddy la. hehehe. Impossible go off to Sydney like dat without them knowing right? And then have to spend "their" $$$$ :(

Can't wait for tomorrow. After my 3-hr lab, it's the official Easter break. Happiness! 10 days of no classes+ no waking up to the annoying sound of the alarm clock + no deadlines. Oh, more fun, please come.

I'm gonna sing my heart out again.
I'm gonna walk the streets mindlessly again.
I'm gonna have a regular gym routine again.
I'm gonna go out of the city again.
I'm gonna hang out & catch up with people again.
I'm gonna have experimental cooking + baking sessions again.
I'm gonna shop a little again (have not gone shopping since uni started, how sad).

I'm definitely not going to uni that often anymore, if possible not at all. So sick of that place, it was like my 2nd home for a few weeks. Sheesh.

Assignment season

Assignments are in the air. Every other day, there's one due.. no matter what faculty you are in. Crazy. Plus we got labs. Can't wait for Easter break this Friday. Only a few days away..hehehe. But gotta start catching up like a freak during the break though, have been lagging behind again.

Oh procrastination, u are sooo EVIL. Supposedly study weekend became leisure weekend. Friday night, IESS set up a stall for uni's Night Market. Helped out, selling the same usual things, beef rendang, lemongrass chicken drummets and cucur pisang. Saturday night, karaoke and Sunday afternoon, poker at friend's place. No need to study one huh??? tsk tsk, no discipline. Moreover, there was an assignment to hand in on Monday the next day.

View of the Night Market scene from the top (taken by a friend)

Not night yet though..hehe

Me, very unglam-ly taking out the last piece of cucur pisang.

So.. anyway, I feel very indecisive about certain things. I don't know what I want, I wish I can see the future. If only..... dream on. Things are so in the middle of nowhere. Don't even know what's the next step to take.