so it's HOLIDAY now..

and what have i been up to uh..

jasmine came back to Brunei around the last week of november, and boo! we only met like twice? so jasmine, I behsong u alot ah!
ohwells. kiddings.. but, you still have to know what to do when you come back yes. haha.

the holidays have been boring, and that's because there's nothing much can be done here in Brunei except movies and yumchas' and once in a while, party here and there BUT seriously everything cant get very extreme here. so still... boring! BUT no, im not complaining. it's at least better than having exams and all. heh`

results are yet to be out, and i'm a little worried. sighs` please pray pray i pass every subject and no need to Supp or what. argh, why did i even mention results, i'm making myself worried now. tralalalalalalalalala~

well, i hopee to hear good news abt the results soon la. till here ppls. ciaos`

Lesson learnt, no?

I remembered once during one of the days before exam back in high school. My dad saw me cramming for the exam the next day and asked "Next time, if you go to uni, you think you can still study one day before for exams mer?" I just shrugged and brushed his question aside. Now that I'm already in uni, the answer to that question is crystal clear. Of course, I CAN'T. Even if I was given a week each for each subject, I would still not remember everything well let alone be well-prepared. I tend to study, and forget. grrr. What's with me saying I have to be consistent throughout the semester and then ended up not doing so? sigh. I can honestly say I only start reading and understanding my whole course materials during study week, about 1 week before exam period. How is that enough for all subjects? I really should be shot dead for not learning my lesson. heh.

Brain overload

Yays, i never knew having internet on the phone could be so addictive. I've never used d service until about half a year back, though i had it since day 1 of using this phone. *dunno y i can't start a new paragraph* had an open book exam n despite it being open book, i think i did really badly. Sigh. Thanks to procrastination. Oh well.. Man i really dun deserve to pass, but i still hope i do. Anyway, am in library studying for my next exam, last one. Then i realised how soon i'm going back already. Time really flies n it's still quite hard to accept d fact dat another year is coming to an end again. Time to think of some new year's resolutions although i've never actually made up any over d past years. Well, this time i gotta make some resolutions n at least attempt to stick to them. Time for studying. Tata!

I hate this part right here~

Oh well.. time flies. I'm going back soon. Can't wait, can't wait! I'm currently at the library now at this late hour.. library closes at 3 am during exam period. Suppposed to start studying.. but I always need some warm-up before I study. It's either, facebooking/youtubing/doing dishes/watching tv, or anything that is not study-related. So yes, it's that one of the two dreaded times of the freaking year again - exam period! grrrr. hate it. Well, who doesn't right? This semester, I've been lucky. Instead of having TWO BLOODY FREAKING exams on the very first day of a 3-week exam period, I start on the 2nd week. I've never had exams that start so late(as in only start first paper in 2nd week) so I'm very thrilled, when I have an extra week to study for the exams. That being a good thing, I don't know if I've been utilising the extra time I have well. I was stilll doing last-minute cramming last night, for my exam this morning that I didn't even sleep. What a relieve to be over and done with the killing "suspense" of not going to the exam hall yet though. I mean, it's good that I start late, and get to study more, but still, it seems like it's taking forever for the day to arrive, it's like countdown for about half a month, and finally it's here. So nice to break that stupid suspense, when I finished my very first paper today. I feel much more relaxed and not so tensed eventhough I did really badly in the exam,sigh. Everyone else has already had like 2 or 3 papers and I'm still on 1. But that's fine, MORE time to study! That's the most important part. Still got two more papers to go, gotta gambateh. I know everyone else is also cramming for exams nowadays, Good luck to u guys! Study hard!

Alright, boring exam stuff aside, I feel like getting an internship in Brunei but I don't think anyone wants to get me for only about 1 & 1/2 months coz usually it's for 3 months at least. Haih, maybe should find a random part time job and earn some pocket money to spend. Can't wait for hols, all these studying crap are driving me nuts. grrrr. I think I'll feel the weirdness again, after exams. The freedom to do anything.. so weird really.

I watched the latest Lady Gaga's new video/song -Bad Romance the other day. How come she doesn't sound like herself? Sounds more hoarse or something. And how weird can her video get? It's uber eccentric, I would say, like a whacko, but interesting nevertheless. Go watch it if u haven't already done so. Britney's on her Australian tour now.. still wondering if I'm regretting not going to her concert which is Circus-themed. But still.. how to go and enjoy a concert when you have exams to worry about at the back of your head? Same time, last two years ago, Justin Timberlake was here and I couldn't go. Wanted to go for Neyo's concert but I bet it's sold out and I'm not sure it's already cancelled or not. Taylor Swift and Lady Gaga are gonna be here too next year.

I want to walk the streets, eat n shop, without a thing to worry about. haih.. can't wait. it's coming soon. I feel so bogged down by this whole exam crap. Freedom faster come come!

study period

Okay.. First attempt blogging using phone internet. I'm apparently supposed to be studying now. Grrr... 12 more days to go n i noe no shit abt all my subjects' contents. Trying to cram all i can. Can't wait for all to be over n then i'll rejoice n 'literally' fly home. Sigh. Okie time to study again :(. My thumbs are hurting lol.

a chapter of my life!

hoh! it's been a while now since i blogged eyh.

what i can say is that so many things happened for the past few weeks, and i've made a conclusion. this is just not my month!

so let me begin with the Darkest day of my life; 16th of October 2009. I think nothing worse can happen already because the worst has all happened that day, and come to think about it, the series of unfortunate things started exactly when the clock struck 12am to mark the start of 16th october 2009 till the day ended at 12am that night.

first, i got to know an ugly truth about a friend of mine which made me insomnia for the whole night. thanks to a friend who kept me company the whole night over the phone. i only slept for 3 hours of what seemed like an hour only, then i started my tutoring at 9. i messed up my tutoring a little; brain was malfunctioning and i guessed it was because of the lack of sleep.

then the next thing i know, i got into an accident when i was on my way out to meet up some friends to de-stress. yes, another accident [and the LAST one i Pray!] and this time it was undeniable my fault because i banged the car from behind. so Yeahs~ and it was me and my small sister again. i felt so terrible because it's the second time [and the Last time!!] i put my sister into this kind of situation; and this accident made my parents go gagaga as well, because i can actually claim those damages to my car and the car i banged, BUT because i agreed to the woman when she asked to settle it ourselves therefore we did not report to the police thus cannot claim from the insurance company. Dang~ $$$$$

and the 'darkness' did not end there, later that night my xps broke down and i couldnt go into the start page. how can anyone be so unluckyy eyhs. In just 24 hours i had to deal with so manyy 'Hits' ...

and then everything seemed to be going against me as well.. many lil annoying things... and the heart just couldnt feel better; didnt want to meet ppl so skipped saturday's lectures, all of a sudden i just wanted to be alone and all BUT thanks to a few friends who persuaded me to go on a party that night, and i felt so so much better; drank away most of the troubles that night. But just when i thought the badlucks has left, my xps came home without my Pictures from 2004 to 2009 Back-up'ed~
that feeling really sucks big time!! =S

gah!! I have to stay strong man.

and i just realised it's only 3 weeks away from the BIG exam. i really need to pull myself together now for the revision and all.. i dont want to get supp nor a fail in any of the subjects this time. i want to pass every subject and then enjoy my holiday with NO WORRIES like last semester.

ohwells, this is what everyone called 'life' I guess; bound to have ups and downs in it, what matters is how i am dealing with it.

ni shi wo de mo li~

I just realised I can be quite cranky and grumpy when all these are combined: lack of sleep, hunger, a really bad sore throat and backpain due to wrong sleeping posture. rawrrrrrrrr. What more, I've got the constant stress from this particular subject that's driving me nuts... I really don't think I'll ever be an inventor/creator of anything. Not even in my next few lives.

But anyway.. I'm feeling much happier now. Slept well and sore throat is going away. Hurray! Higher productivity I suppose.

Well, let's have a little update on life. The last few times I've blogged, I've mentioned going to labs every other day. That's still on-going. But it's all coming to an end soon, thank god. Semester's ending, really can’t wait. Even the exam timetable’s out...talk about time to stop procrastinating/going out/have fun and start some hard-core studying (not after all my assignments/projects are over and done with..sigh). Feeling home sick more and more these days. Miss home! Can’t wait to go back.

Last month or so, I’ve not been very studious. Kept going out for drinks, for food, for gatherings/parties. Tsk tsk. All these will be thrown out from now onwards except for some obligatory(seriously!) ones that I have to go.

Ah yes.. my birthday! Had multiple celebrations cause of different groups of people. However, I had a general birthday party at this bar/lounge called Marrakech two days earlier before my actual bday, just right at the start of the September 2-weeks break. It was at this Moroccon-style place, which reminds me a lot of Ali baba, magic lamps, Persian/Arabic stuff, shishas, belly dancers, fire-swallowers. That kind of stuff.. but no belly dancers/fire swallowers. To hire one, I’ll need to pay $250. What for pay that to see a belly dancer? Hehehe. Anyway that night was good.. though the music was a little disappointing. I prefer R&B n Hiphop but they were playing house/funk.But the house/funk was quite adaptable I would say. Then had birthday lunch and dinners with the other peeps on actual bday and next day. We also went to karaoke and managed to nab a free champagne by just saying there was a bday girl there that night. And the person didn’t even bother checking my ID to see if it’s really my birthday that day, how odd. Anyone could lie aye.

After that, it was a downward spiral for “fun”. Lab reports here and there, and after handing in one, there’s another 2 due soon. How “nice”! Pardon my sarcasm, just don’t wanna sound whiny. And then assignments and project came and joined in the “fun”. Haih.. so damn nice I know. So yea, these days it’s all work and no play for me ;) Must work hard now.. play later! Tata!

Some food pics

The cupcakes don't taste that good.

Yummy Japanese food.

View from restaurant

aihh

Why so emo? why why why?
This year's emoness exceeds all of the past years' added up together.
Now I get how it feels to be in this kind of situation.
It's like my mood varies widely. I can be all happy now, and then feel very down the next minute.
Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me.
So sleepy, but have to do research. grrr

Dunno?

I dunno man.
I dunno how it is supposed to be.
I dunno why some people can be so determined. It's just sad to see their efforts being wasted.
I dunno why I can't do what I should do.
I dunno how to understand all the underlying actions.
I dunno why I'm such a coward.
I dunno why I can't seem to handle things well.
I dunno why I'm not firm. I can get persuaded quite easily.
I dunno why emo mood strikes again. Not supposed to.
I dunno..............

summer, I see u!

Today, for the first time in many many MONTHS since Feb/March, the temperature was actually hot enough for me to not wear a jacket. How unusual/weird/unadaptable out of a sudden as we've been in the cold since then. So not used to it.

Went for a haircut with my sis and then went on my maiden voyage to Harbourtown (apparently an open outdoor area kind of shopping place, same as the other Harbourtown-s in Perth & Sydney). That's where the Southern Star you see up there is. But it was halfway being dismantled at the moment. How sad! Apparently due to no public interest and also it had cracks during the heatwave back in Feb. Aihh


There I am trying on this HUGE bow hairband. Sis says I look like Minnie Mouse. lol.

Was feeling so sick for more than a week. Feeling glad that I'm finally recovering. Felt the total opposite yesterday.

back for a while..

it's been a while now since i last update here eyhs. not my fault. blame.......my life. hahaha, life's been busy.. with uni stuffs; this semester is really hectic. seemed to me like everything is so fast-paced now and for a moment there, i thought i couldnt catch up and nearly 'ki siao' BUT thanks to some friends, who helped me out and consoled me, so here i am now.. still surviving through..heh~

also other than uni stuffs, there were a few other things i was busy with, which i dont quite remember now also..lol, cut it short; i've been busy busy busy bee. [ but i dont see much honeyy anywhere also ler, apakans! hahaha XD ]

anyways, i'm trying hard now to cope well with everything that is happening around me la. it's hard, but i will try my best, and i hope to excel in all. Optimist yes! :)

and argh, i missed my last 3months holiday; the relaxNess and stress-freeNess. i miss i miss I MISS!! sighs.

so i'm in Uni now, waiting for the next class to start, in like 10mins.. so i guess i'l stop 'ere in this post. mind is also kinda blank now.. so.. ciao? hehe

uh-oh, thanks to those who still visit this blog here ey [ i doubt tho.. hahaha!] and Jas, Blog more yes; anything. hope ur coping well there too. hugs :)

Shocks in life

It has been a weird weekend, and time just seems to fly past like that and it's time to start a fresh week all over again.

I went to IKEA yesterday and oh MY GOD, something shitty happened. An old guy, perhaps in his 50's, stepped on my foot. I was wearing one of my ballet flat shoes and then.. of course my foot was mostly exposed on top. He wore some freaking heavy duty shoes that u seem to use for camping or walking in the forest. I don't exactly blame him 100% as well, coz I was looking down when I walked and my hair on both sides covered my view. His shoes went "crack crack crack" over my bones and for a moment, we seem to almost be tripping on each other, turning and twirling. I think it's coz I wanted to get my foot out of under his shoes and that made him spin and almost trip. Then without an apology, he scolded "Watch where you're going!!" Fucktard. For a moment, I thought a heavy IKEA trolley went over my foot until I realised it was a guy's foot. Goodness! It was at level 9/10 pain and I was anticipating the redness to come in within seconds (which it did). Then about 2 mins later, bruises appeared. Goodness. Darn painful man. Just slight pressure on it would get me screaming in pain.

Ok, that was shitty experience of weekend no. 1

Then shitty experience of weekend no. 2 happened.

The freaking scary glare was so unpleasant. Felt like I could be killed with that cold, hard, deadly stare anytime. But who am I to say it's wrong to do so? It's not like I'm not at fault anyway. There is every right to do so.. even I would if I were in that position. Goodness.. it's not wise being in this other side of the situation. You'd definitely be forever deemed to be that kind of person... even far into the future, no matter how right(or wrong) you think you think you are. Emotional distress much.

Oh naman barahbwa

---At about 4 am

Felt so tired just now and realised that nowadays my panda eyes have become worst than ever. SO I went to bed early for once. Slept at 12+ am, haven't slept that early in weeks. And then as torturing as it is, I suddenly got up in the middle of the night, tossed and turn and could not sleep anymore till now.

I am wide awake at the moment :( I need to sleep to have a nice, fresh start tomorrow. ARGHHH

Anyway, I'm into Korean artists and songs now. hehehe, so random. But sorry Shen, not TVXQ lol. I like Hiphop/R&B kind, like BIG BANG. I LOVE big bang at the moment lar. Love their songs, videos (esp the dances). And this other girl CL, her rapping rocks. And these Korean singers can actually sing LIVE. I mean, take a look at the HK and Taiwan artists. A lot of them have looks but not the talent, they suck so bad at live singing. These Korean peepz train their arse off for years before coming out to the entertainment industry. Hence, the great vocals and dancing.

Baked these blueberry muffins two nights ago at around a mad time of 5 am. I'm such an owl really.

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For some weird reason, I can't upload pics. WTH. zzzzzzz

--- At about 7 pm

Bleargh.. I only got to sleep at 7.30 am and got up at 4.30 pm. ARGH. I shouldn't be sleeping this way. It's not even holidays lar wtf

And Blogger is being an ass not allowing me to upload pics that I had to return to old school Photobucket. Oh well, here are the pics:








Doesn't taste that great as it is MY FIRST TRY. Taste like cupcakes instead of muffins. Apparently not supposed to mix too well, just have to mix for a while only, not thoroughly. Will attempt again when I am too free.

On the other hand, I went and bought two pretty cupcakes from The Cupcake Bakery instead. Pics later

My second home is uni :(

Blogging from uni again this time.

Was youtubing and I'm happy that two of my favorite male artists came out with albums. Tank and Gary Cao. I think Tank came out with his a few months ago already. But yea..happy to hear new stuff from them. What about Jay Chow, JJ Lin and LeeHom?? No idea. I realise I prefer songs from male artists as opposed to those from female artists. Females.. I don't really know who I like, I'd say A-Mei and Fish Leong.

Weather is getting so gloomy these days, with howling winds (and hailstones in some parts of the suburbs) yesterday. wth.

Sigh.. my group is so behind in our project as compared to the other group who's also doing the same project. Oh man.. we gotta step up. It's not like we procrastinated that much anyway. It's just that we just can't figure things out that well. We always get stuck and call it a day. I guess researching extensively would be the key.

Refreshing!

I'm in uni blogging now at the moment when I'm supposed to do some preliminary work for my lab session later on. Oh well, just feel very energetic at the moment, I don't know why. It's weird cause I slept so little. I only slept for about 4 hours and given that I had more time to continue dozing off, I actually did not take that chance to do so. Instead, I went surfing the net, particularly, online "window" shopping before getting ready for class. Go check it out.. I like this site --> www.asos.com Love their dresses and bags. Another site I like is forever21.com

Anyway, I just feel so weird cause the other days that I slept so much, I felt so extremely tired to the point that I just want to sleep and can't sit up straight and do work the whole day. I just kept thinking I'm sleepy and tired, I don't wanna do anything. But today after only about 4 hrs of sleep, I am feeling pumped with energy. Hahaha, ok should take this opportunity to finish my lab stuff. heheh.

Lalala, I hate winter, I want summer. Oh man.. summer days, please come fast. It's odd how after living in hot weather for so many years, I still prefer the sunny days, they are such great motivation to get up and go out and do something and soak up the sun :P. Hate the cold, windy days, where I just wish I didn't have to get out of the house and get my own hair blown all over my face as soon as I step out of the front door. Sheesh.

Ok, eating time. Tata!

Who reads this blog?

heheh, a question I ponder. Seriously, I dun think there's many who personally know me. haha, Shen, I think majority is your fwens.. but it's alright :)

Actually, I think I blog to either release frustrations, happiness, whatever feelings I have cooped up inside of me, or just blog a diary entry of life so far.

Sigh.. we all have our mountain-high pile of uni/school work to do. Siennn
I miss home aye... wanna do nothing, but wake up late everyday, go limteh, go shopping, play piano, watch TV all day long, go on road trips anywhere.

Don't really know how my end-of-the-year plans will be when I'm back in Brunei. Apparently, I'm supposed to be back in KL for CNY. Kind of weird and messed up, coz I wanna go to KL during December. Will definitely have to make a trip back to Tawau as well.. to sort out driving license thing.. then maybe spend a few days there with cousin and relatives, haven't been back for a while.

I feel like making egg tarts, cheesecake(baked/chilled), the fuzuk/barley/bak goh dessert drink, that sago with gula melaka thing, konnyaku jelly, agar-agar but why am I not making them? Dunno.. lazy + too much effort from me at the moment. I'd rather channel all my time to do my uni work. It's like I wish there's more time in a day. And oh, I sleep too much these days.. like almost more than ten hours a day, and due to oversleeping, get even more tired. Sucks. Should really correct my sleeping pattern.

Right now, my plan everyday is to keep up to date with my subjects, finish up assignments/lab reports asap to make way for studying/spending some time adequately on my design lab subject. So much extra research to do.. to implement our crazy project. Damn.. how much harder can things get as u progress higher up your education level? Infinitely hard I guess.

p/s: I want to go buy a pretty cupcake or two to eat.

chocolate season

Made this last night. I realise I've been indulging in too much chocolaty stuff these days. That and procrastinating gym time = Not good, tsk tsk.

Aku sedang beremosi

Dunno if this is my first attempt at writing Malay or not, but ah whatever, feel like writing in Malay randomly. Sometimes, I'll rojak it with English if I dunno what's the word in Malay.

Ok, jangan ketawa tentang Bahasa Melayuku ya? Sudah lama tidak berbahasa dalam Bahasa Melayu, aku fikir ada beberapa tahun sudah. Kalau sekarang aku pergi menduduki peperiksaan BM, aku 100% akan gagal teruk-teruk.

Anyway, sekarang playlistku sedang bermain lagu-lagu yang sangat emo. Oleh itu, saya sedang beremosi, haihh. Apa lagi, hidupku sangat sedih. Setiap aspek dalam hidupku pun tidak beberapa baik. Selalu ada banyak masalah yang macam tidak akan berhenti.

Aye, cannot already..
Malay FAIL!
I think it's not even up to conversational level. So much for studying it for 12 years of my life. tsk tsk.

So, yea I wish things could take a better turn soon. I don't understand why I trap myself in such situations. If only I had thought of things ahead way earlier. If only I have thought of the consequences they would bring. Eeesh, why does this year seem so problematic for me? Damn annoyed.

sniffs!

stupid brother has just left, an hour ago.

without realising, the time flies.

a month has passed by so quickly.

him, preparing to leave already.

a pose, before he leaves.

and off he left with my parents.

see You again Brother, in... a month or 2months time..

that is if he's coming back for the 10days holidays. he said he might be going vacation to somewhere. Grr!! *hearts*

Relieved

Ok, now time for some blogging of very random things.

Last time, I said I was supposed to be updating on Sydney + Gold Coast stuff. But I'm still very lazy. Lazy to upload pics, lazy to write a lenghty account of the trip. heheh, one day, one day, I will. Even the HK one, I don't bother to blog about anymore. Sien.

Going back to uni next week. So dreading it. I feel like holidays love to zoom pass us everytime. It's always quick and before u know it, u are back to hell again. Hell being uni/work. Ok, maybe not so drastic, but yea, u do know uni/work = stress to the max!

Have been on Facebook very often lately. I dunno, just keep clicking this and that. And it's very weird and stalker-ish, that Facebook now allows or let's say "invites" you to view other strangers' photo albums just because one measly photo of one measly friend of yours got tagged. tsk tsk. Logged into my extremely inactive Friendster account the other day and found that it is SO darn laggy. Like when u view a pic, and click to go to the next pic, it lags like crap.

Lately, I've been fussing over a lot of things. Like what electives to take next sem, how to arrange accomodation for next year to move in with my sis, how to be a more organised and disciplined person (*ahem, every one of us fusses about this, I guess), how I'd be able to finish watching the crazy amount of dramas/movies I've been downloading and have never watched since 2006, and other how to's on making life better. I know, I know, life is never perfect, there's always gonna be obstacles to go thru every now and then. Sheesh, if only life is a breeze. Meh, dream on.

Random thought. I've always wanted to go bungee-jumping since my "teenage" years. But now that I think of it, howwww to bungee jump when I'm so afraid of heights. It's like even a few floors up and I'm shaking in fear already when I look down. Maybe I should do it to overcome the fear..hehe :P Down with you, acrophobia.

Movies I wanna watch currently: Harry Potter & Bruno
Movies I have yet to watch but MUST watch: X Men Origins: Wolverine & Fast & Furious 4
Movie I have recently watched: Transformers, quite good, but the ending was a bit too easy and abrupt & The Proposal & The Year One (so silly, I tell u) & Terminator Salvation.
Movies I look forward to watching: Public Enemies & G.I. Joe (Channing Tatum looks so HOT)

So, am currently looking thru HK pics from last December, and decide to post some up.

so, indeed

this month was more happening than last month, all the outings and gatherings.. made my holidays more memorable and made me livelier, and also fatter i guess, but im happy and thankfult, that everything has been going on quite well for me :)

but! screams! holiday is ending soon. i gotta work hard next semester, really hard!

anyhoots, in this post, i'l be posting up some picturess of my recent outings so Yeahs! bear with me eyhs, friends~

michelle was back, and so we met up and did some catching up.
alister and amilyn were there too.

and then there were a lot of times dinner at excapade, and this was with my brother who jus came bck for holidays.. excapadeNess! :P

and then there is this lunch gathering at charcoal. with felicia...

and also Josh and Kahsiong...and Nick.

and after the lunch, the guys went to Jollibee's to get some icecream.

and then there's the Tutong + Kb Trip. this picture above is taken in Tutongness.

and this one up there is taken in Kb-ness :)

...and the peoples who went.. :)

and then there was this dinner.

celebrating Wanru's grandpa's bday at orchid garden.

and later, the sleepover ;)

and the swimmingness, the next day.

and later followed by... meeting up with my cousins at their place for celebrating my cousin, Stephanie for getting the scholarship to UK, and also my other cousin, Emerson for getting into ITB! im so proud of them! *loves*

aunt Joey and myself.

the Tangs' chabos.

and later we went to swensens to hang out..

ahbii and stephanie!

and lastnight we went to Bandar to check out the 'gerai perayaan' and also to farewell yengfang.

boohoo. she's leaving to KL then to Australia to complete her degree there so Yeahs.. all the best to her ;)

coolNess!! this pic will ends this post here :)

boohoo!

less than 3 weeks to Uni re-starts, and i haven enjoyed enough my holidays yet la!! i dont want, i dont want to go back to stress mode, and study mode, because then i will be super stress. Next semester will be very crucial for me, as i have to be sure i pass the Mathss i failed in my first semester. i must pass, i must pass, and so i must work hard, and working hard means there will be a lot of pressure and pressure means Stress!!

ok, i dont know what did i just blab-ed and if it doesnt make any sense, dont mind me. im not in my right mind now.

sighs, is maths really my thing? tell me friends, if u can see me as a teacher, a maths teacher....

Argh~!

Life can be a bitch when u're not a self-motivated or disciplined person.

Sigh. So frustrating.

How cool is that?

I actually BUMPED into our beloved Sana in Sydney in a sushi train restaurant. So damn coincidental, we couldn't believe it ourselves. Haven't seen her since our SGS era, man. It was great seeing her again, haven't changed a bit! Still as chatty and cheerful as ever.

Back

HALLO!!!!!

I'm not missing or dead yet though it might seem so.
Still very much alive lol.

Sorry for not updating, hehe.
After exams, just lazed around everyday.
Then went off to Sydney on 29th June.
Sydney to GoldCoast on 4th July.
Drove from GoldCoast to Brisbane this afternoon.
Flight from Brisbane back to Melbourne.
Home not long ago.
Exhausted.

haha, Shen, Not so lucky to get interviewed for Jay's concert la!!
But yeaa.. his concert was good!!
More updates next time :)
Need to sleep soon

boohoo~

less than a month now before the Uni reopens and my third sem; 2nd year starts.

NOoooo, i'm so not looking forward to it la. i stil prefer to spend my everyday life lazily+unstressly laaa. lol. dmm~

so this month indeed was a lil more happening than last month. been out, eat and yumcha lately..and if stayed home, it'd be series, eat and sleep. sound so jobless and no life rights, but i simply like, and enjoy. haha. life with no worries lerr and yes, i should be grateful. thankyouu papa and mama. hearts them!

hmm, more to updates actually but it's early in the morning and i am.. blank + a lil lazy now to blog on. and the reason for this post is also because I dont want to open the blog and see the post is still 'Father's day 2009' !! LOLness.

Jasmine Yap!! mana U kan, no online nor updates.. oh yeahs, i saw the news on Jay's concert in sydney and when i read on the news, they interviewed a young student on the concert.. i thought it'd be You. hahaha. lol... Quicks, i wan updatesss on the concert and ur sydney trip k k :)

sorry for the 'doinkness' in this post.

ba, till the next update ppl ;)

Father's day 2009

was celebrated like how Mother's day did. My mum's friendss all gathered around again at the Mok's house and so the fathers' celebrated together, this time however were missing 2 families but uhwells, the fathers, mothers and the kiddos' enjoyed pretty much also. i really liked how Mother's and Father's days are celebrated this year... nowadays mothers' like to potluck and party just like us too. Hahaha..

so we took many picturess, but in this blog i wil upload more pictures on the eve of father's day's event.. hehe, but just to share a few pictures at the Mok's place.. :)

the fathers' and the cake.

and what the few of us were doing in the room while the fathers and mothers were downstairs chatting and gossiping away. Hahaha..

Yes. Vaining with the self timer. Haha..

anyways, so I planned to blog about the event on the eve of father's day.. hehe, my family went to dinner together with grandparents, aunties, uncle and cousinss to celebrate father's day. it's always nice to have dinners together because that is when we cousins, aunties, uncles and grandparents can meet and chitchats to do some catching up..

i cannot believe my ears when i was told that my aunt Joey is left with 1 month away to her due date. how time flies huh.. cant wait to have a new baby cousin to play with.. [aw-no, im missing my lil debbie cousin now. haha, dmm] also, it was great to see my cousins again; emerson, stephanie and james, though james seemed to be a lil distanced frm us but yeahs.. cant wait to go out with them again when my brother comes back this week.

haha, i can feel already that this month will be a lil more happening than last month. hehe, which is good, and i'm happy. everything seemed to be going on well for me at the moment; my results were okayly good [not very good though..but still, i passed], my trip was great, and also at least im earning a lil money now for myself; enough to pay for badminton once a week? haha.. so basically life's good, now.

ok, i guess enough said, pictures time ~

aunt Joey and her nieces

aunt Joey and her Tangs' nieces. Haha

the Father's Day Cake; spoiled dy the sides :S
but it was really nice. mango flavoured cake if i dun remember wrongly.

Grandpa!!! XD

yuki and aunt Joey

bii and yuki

emerson and myself. woo, black in action!

bii and emerson.

Uncle Eric, Grandpa and Dad happily blowing away the candles and cutting the cake.. LOL!

bii and grandpa

myself and grandpa

father and son. the son is my dad. haha, dont mind me. LOL! midnight hype again =.='''

ok, so that ends this post here la. I'l be showing this post to my dad tomorrow or something, so yeahs........

Happy Father's Day, Dad! You Know I love You! XP